Imagine Thor trying to grant you visitation with Loki…

The sentence had been passed. Loki was to remain in a cell until the end of his days with no contact from the people who still loved him. You had asked the Allfather for one last conversation before the prince was taken away but Odin refused. 

Thor had witnessed the exchange and when the crown-prince saw you refusing to complete the usual warrior duties or attending feasts, he knew that he needed to help.

Finding his father in the throne room a few days later, Thor addressed the matter directly once the guards had left. 

“My brother has wronged so many people, I understand your sentence to imprison him.” He started.

Odin bowed his head. “Crimes in Asgard have consequences and this is Loki’s.”

“What about Y/n? They are no criminal, so why are they being punished?” Thor asked. Odin fell silent and listened to his son.

“Father, I know the pain of being separated from people I love. And despite all his errors and crimes, Loki has loved Y/n. You don’t want him to enjoy his sentence, I can respect that but Y/n doesn’t deserve to suffer.” 

Odin thought about the situation and after a few minutes he gave a curt nod.  “Very well, Y/n has done much for us. They can part ways with Loki and I’ll allow one visit within the year - only one.” 

One visit within the year was better than being forced apart forever. Thor nodded, trying his best to contain his joy. “Thank you, father.” 

~More imagines here~

Characters: Loki, Mobius, Reader (all platonic)

Warnings: None… maybe some mischief.

Summary:You owed Mobius a favour and now he’s cashing in.

-Previous imagine- 

If you were honest with yourself, you should have seen this coming. 

Had you not sent the Variant to disrupt Mobius’ lunch, the latter would not have leverage to ask for a rule-breaking favour.

“You owe me.”

Arms folded, you huffed. “Can’t I just buy you lunch for the year?”

Loki, who was standing behind Mobius, heard the offer and thought that it would be wise to weigh in.

“You should take it, Mobius. It’s much more enticing than testing a theory.”

Nodding, Mobius lightly nudged Loki back to keep him at bay, “Alright, okay.” He said and once the Variant had calmed down, addressed you. “Y/n, as tempting as that is, I have to decline. I need your help now.”

“You’re asking for help on a half-baked plan to go off-grid with a Loki variant - I mean, you don’t even know what apocalypse you want to go to.” You frowned. 

If Mobius was serious about the whole plan then you’d have hoped that it would be fully thought out - not on a whim.

“I know where we want to go. Atlantis before it sinks.” Mobius answered.

You couldn’t help the scoff that tumbled out, “Atlantis? No, you’re not going there.”

“Why not?”

“It happens too quickly and you can’t swim.” You explained without any room to convince otherwise.

Mobius sighed, “Okay, what about before ‘The Snap’?”

“Too many variables.”

Loki popped his head up over Mobius’ shoulder, “Ragnarok?”

“Absolutely not.” You rejected without hesitation.

Placing his hands on his hips, Mobius thought carefully of other nexus events that were on the table, then his eyes widened.

“Pompeii.” He said.

You shook your head, “No, I just reset that timeline after a town elder successfully convinced the whole city to move out.”

“That’s why it’s perfect. You’ve recently submit the report confirming that the timeline’s intact so there won’t be any TVA interference.” Mobius explained much to your displeasure. “Y/n, it’s perfect. You know it is.”

You hated it but the man wasn’t wrong. As you considered holes in the idea of going to Pompeii’s nexus event, Mobius was more set than ever that this theory would be tested. Eventually, you gave in and agreed.

“Fine. You can borrow my tempad for this one mission but the disturbances need to be small.” You warned, surrendering your device to Mobius and looked over at the raven-haired prince. “Do you hear me Loki? Small.”

Loki rolled his eyes like a child and mimicked your words. He then reached across and tried to help Mobius with the tempad but inadvertently opened a portal below your feet and dropped you through to 79 AD.

“Oops.” Loki said half-apologetically.

“Damn it, Loki. Are you trying to get them to throw us into the volcano?” Mobius groaned.

Soon after, the pair jumped through the glowing hole in the ground and found you absolutely seething beneath an archway. Loki watched as you walked over and smirked.

“I see the fall hasn’t broken your hard exterior.”

Biting the urge not to ‘prune’ the mischief maker, you took a deep breath and turned to Mobius. “You’ve got ten minutes before my tempad signals head office that I’m here again - work fast.”

Masterlist here

Nail Polish // L.L

Prompt 3- _____ teasing you about your festive nails that you just painted because they will just end up being ruined because you’re clumsy.

He didn’t make fun of you for the nail vanish in particular considering you’d done his in black not even an hour prior but instead because they were in red and green since it’s nearly Christmas.

Also with you being extremely clumsy, it would definitely not last that much longer and had only gotten this far from you just sitting in one place for twenty minutes.

The entire time was just them going on about multiple occasions of you being clumsy and his favourite was the time you were held hostage then your chair fell over whilst you tried to undo the knots.

Somehow you ended up falling asleep in that position and even after ages Loki still manages to have photos. The funny thing was the fact they didn’t try to do anything for about twenty minutes but instead stood and took pictures.

Time seemed to move slowly when you finally said, “told you that I could last an hour without ruining my nails”. Just then you stood up, leaning against the doorway before slipping because of the wooden floor and your socks.

As he helps you up from the ground, Loki smirks and you look to see a line going through your index finger’s nail vanish. “Well, my dear friend, it appears that you only lasted fifty-two minutes so I suppose I win” they said, grinning.

What if a demoness kept Loki as her pet in the depths of Muspelheim?

I’ll just… I’ll just leave that here for you. Bye!

With your head tilted, you skimmed your eyes over what had gotten caught in the fire pit. And then you saw him. The raven-haired god with the sharp jawline and cheekbones to die for. Blue eyes bore into yours, his thin lips parted. He was sweating, on his knees, breathing heavily. He was stunning.

“Who is that?” Intrigued, you pointed at him. His eyes narrowed.

“That? Keeps rambling about being a god.”

You chuckled. “I figured this much.”

“I am a god!” He bellowed. Damn.His voice was sexy. Dark, smooth, like it was able to convince you to do almost anything. “I am Loki, rightful king of Jötunheim and I demand—“

“Loki? You are an Asgardian god? How did you end up here?”

The demon gave you an annoyed huff. “I have no time for chit chat. Time to say goodbye, god of whatever you are.”

Loki’s eyes widened. And for a good reason too. It would be a shame to turn that pretty face to ashes.

“Wait! I want to keep this one. Do with the others as you will.”

“You’ll stop bothering me then?” The demon growled. You winked at him when he grabbed Loki’s arm and dragged him towards you. The god stood, his expression both menacing and threatening. A smirk tugged at the corners of your red lips. Three, two, one…

A dagger materialised in his hand the very moment your eyes turned bright red. You leaned back almost casually when he drew back but just before the tip of the blade could penetrate your skin you breathed out a surge of fire, melting his weapon down.

Loki let go of it just before it could singe his skin. The shocked expression on his face was priceless.

“Cute. You’re gonna be a fun pet.”

pairing: loki x poc!reader (gender neutral)
genre:fluff
word count: 2.5k+
warnings: racial discrimination, murderous thoughts (?), i honestly don’t remember if there are swears in this one but it’s me so better safe than sorry
summary: Loki has struggled to grasp midgardian racial discrimination but through y/n, he slowly and surely comes to understand it. And hate it.

a/n: I’ve been putting this one off for so long and I actually cried while writing this… it really just got to me idek anymore. Based off of some of my experiences (yes someone said that to me on the northern line even though i speak better English than him). uhhhhhh this kinda counts as avenger!reader  too i guess. and i know i said i write for black readers but i had to do sth for out nbpoc brethren, this fic felt like it was the one to do it with.

Your name: submit What is this?

Loki always listened intently whenever you spoke of the things you had gone through; his blood boiling every time you recalled someone underestimating you, taunting you, insulting you, simply because of the colour of your skin. He often wondered why midgardians were so fixated on outward appearances. Back on Asgard, nobody really cared what colour your skin was— an asgardian was an asgardian and every asgardian was built with the same matter, had the same blood coursing through their veins.

So, when you and Loki had initially started dating and you had warned about the looks the two of you might receive and the words he may overhear, he had been confused. He could not understand why you would be so worried about what people will think of the two of you, of your relationship. Loki thought you were simply embarrassed to be seen with him, that you were looking for excuses and he stupidly voiced these thoughts. A grimace etched on his face as he spat that you were simply ashamed of him, ashamed of being seen with a jotunn.

He recalled you leaning back, your expression clouded in disbelief as you remained silent and he had thought this is it, they’re definitely leaving now but then you spoke quietly, voice calm. Loki would never forget the words you said first, “I’m going to take my time to respond to you because I want to choose my words carefully, this doesn’t need to be a fight and right now, every inch of my body wants to shout at you and I’m a few seconds away from doing something I might regret later,” you’d said, walking past him and exiting the room. You returned several hours later, knocking feintly on the door before coming in and you sat him down, explaining what you had meant, trying to help him understand where you were coming from. You got up to leave and he asked you to say but you gave him a soft smile, “I’m still mad at you for talking to me the way you did,” you called behind you as you exited.

Loki had never been one for apologies but he found himself restless, unable to sleep. He needed to apologise, the thought of you being upset with him weighed down on him with such vigour he felt he might suffocate.

You and Loki didn’t go on dates at first, at least not ones that would take place outside the walls of the avengers compound. So, when he posited the idea you were shocked, you’d wanted to go out to many restaurants but had understood that it wasn’t exactly Loki’s scene. He’d noticed the growing lists of places you wanted to go to, the spark of excitement in your eyes when you discovered a new cafe— he’d also noticed how quick you were to hide your new finds, quickly realising it was because you didn’t want to pressure him. How he wished you knew he was willing to do almost anything for you.

“We should go out for dinner,” he said, eyes never leaving the book he was reading. You almost gave yourself whiplash turning to look at him.

“Do you have anywhere in mind?” You asked, suddenly giddy.

“I was hoping you’d choose, actually.”

You look at the time and get off the bed with a start, rushing to gather your things, tripping over your own feet as you struggle to change out of your shorts. Loki can only smile at your antics.

It’s at the restaurant that Loki understands what you were talking about and though he’s so happy to be there with you, he can’t help the anger that builds up within him, hand-in-hand with his sudden comprehension.

The couple adjacent to you keeps smiling at the two of you and both of you pick up on their conversation about the recent royal wedding, talking about how amazing it is they can overcome their race. Loki doesn’t think you hear them, though he’s not sure how you can’t because the pair are putting on this how for the two of you. He sees you roll your eyes when they begin to discuss Americanah and quote lines, though you can quite clearly see one of them scrolling through an article o the very book they’re quoting.

He sees you open your mouth to say something but his hand reaches for your own across the table and you take it, eyes locking with his as he wills you to not say anything because you both know it could easily escalate. You smile softly and Loki begins to talk to you in an attempt to distract you. Your food arrives and soon you’ve forgotten about what had been conspiring next to you.

Loki watches you fondly as you dance in your seat, humming a familiar tune as you take your first bite. He’s so sure he’s well on his way to being so in love with you, it might consume him.

You go to the toilet while Loki settles the bill and when you return, you notice that the couple that was once dining comfortably are now so rigid and mute that you can’t help but allow your gaze to travel to your boyfriend, your brow quirking as he takes your hand to lead you out.

You don’t bother to ask because you’re pretty sure you’ve already figured it out.

Admittedly, you were used to it, you had acclimatised to the stolen glances, gotten used to the scowls. Instead, you held your head high, straightened up your back and walked with a little more confidence, hips swaying more enthusiastically than usual; all in an attempt to show just how unbothered you were. Loki was just here to see it now but to him it felt like he was the cause of these problems.

Loki was used to being treated like a burden but with you it seemed the only one treating him like a burden… Was he, himself. He’d asked you once, why you hadn’t left him since he was making your life more difficult. At this you laughed and he braced himself, waiting for the words he’d been dreading the moment he’d courted you but they never came. Instead, you cradled his face in your hands and told him that nobody’s opinion on the two of you could change the way you felt about him, none of their petty thoughts would stop the love you had for him, none of them could even try.

Loki had never been good at reciprocating feelings, the only kindness and warmth he’d ever truly accepted wholeheartedly was that of Frigga. He admits that he is the reason him and Thor’s relationship feels so strained at times, not for his brother’s lack of effort but for his own shortcomings. However, when you hold him in your arms like that, look into his eyes like you are peering into his soul, like he is your whole world; he can’t help the way his heart beats roughly against his chest, the way he leans into your touch.

In this moment, Loki realises he is so, undoubtedly in love with you.

Loki always listened intently to the stories you told him of your childhood— some good, some bad. He was there when you scrolled through social media, finding new stories about a child bullied and a man incarcerated, both on the basis of ethnicity. Loki had been there when you cried yourself to sleep in his arms, the video of a group of white children shouting “You’re not white!” at a little boy as his mother walked him towards another end of the playground, just trying to allow him to play. Loki’s heart broke for you because he felt your body against his, as your sobs turned into whimpers, shivers racking through your body as you struggled to breathe.

Loki had seen you unravel, seen your seems split as you asked why such a child should have to go through such a terrible experience.

Why did Midgardians place such value on the colour of one’s skin? Loki couldn’t understand.

A few hours later and he’s watching as you sit at kitchen island with Sam and Steve, laughing among yourselves as you told them how you had made Tony spill his iced coffee on himself a few minutes ago. He smiles fondly, eyes tracking your hands as they move animatedly throughout the whole narration.

When the day comes to an end, you walk to your room groggily, regretting the decision to read ‘one last chapter’ because that one chapter subsequently turned into six. You barely registered the figure that was already in your bed until it is wrapping its arms around you, causing you to sit up with a start.

“Loki, don’t do that,” you sigh, sliding back into his arms. A hum of approval leaving your lips as you lay your head on his chest, his cold fingers dancing across your back. He feels you smile against him, placing a kiss on his chest and snuggling closer into his side.

He had wanted to bring pain and suffering to the people of Midgard and he had abandoned those desires long ago but sometimes he looked at you and realised he’d do anything to keep you happy, kill anybody that came in the way of your happiness.

It’s when you’re away on a mission with Natasha that he finally has an epiphany.

Loki’s days are now so consumed with you that in your absence he feels misplaced, he gets by though, reading books and sometimes pulling harmless pranks on the rest of the avengers living in the compound.

He’s in front of the mirror when it happens, drying his hair with a towel as he readies himself for the day. He doesn’t know what exactly ignites the thought but he’s looking into the eyes of his reflection and all at once it comes to him. He remembers how much he hated himself after discovering he was a jotunn, how he had wished to have never been born, how much he grew to despise his existence. He thinks about how it was the words he heard growing up, that jotunns were lesser beings, were despicable, unlovable, those words that made him want to throw up whenever he looked at his reflection after finding out his truth.

He thinks back to how he saw midgardians as inferior, how he had treated you, treated the avengers… Anyone that wasn’t Asgardian really. Humans weren’t the only ones focused on appearances and social status and all of the things he’d believed only plagued inferior races, no, it was universal.

Loki, doesn’t tell you of this revelation when you do return but you do take notice of it because the next time you’re on a tirade about how people just can’t let yours have anything, his reply isn’t his usual nod and soothing words but instead a comment on how it’s reproduced generation to generation in a vicious cycle.

You’re on the subway, heading back home after one of Peter’s decathlon thingies, you’re beyond tired, it’s way past late seeing as Tony took it upon himself to have a dinner after and stay even after Peter and his friends left; their curfews looming upon them. It was fun in the moment, laughing with Sam and Clint, making fun of Tony and teasing Bucky. Loki’s hand not once leaving your body, either on your thigh or locking your fingers together. You ended up switching seats with Thor because the longer the dinner went on, the more bold Loki’s gestures became, too bold for public.

Now, you were on the subway, head resting on your boyfriend’s shoulder, giggling as he recounted the dinner from his perspective. The nicknames and exaggerations filling your sleep addled mind with humour. When he finishes, a comfortable silence settles  and you sigh in content.

The seats are empty, except for you and Loki, there are only two other men there. Your friends had left you at the subway station with plans of their own and it makes you wonder what kind of plans ancient relics like Steve and Bucky would have on Saturday night at 12 am. You would never think to be on this line, this late, you had no business doing such and you would have gotten off before you even got on if not for the arm secured around your waist, reassuring you that you would be okay because even if you had fought unspeakable evils in the past- some things were too efficiently socialised into you to forget.

You lazily claw at his blazer pocket, silently asking for your phone, which he has been forced to carry— along with your wallet and lip-balm because it would ‘ruin the fit’. He hands it to you, prompting to you to sit up as you unlock it to show him the pictures you’d secretly taken of him when he had been distracted in a conversation with his brother and bruce.

You almost scream when you notice a man sitting two seats over from you. When did he get there?

“Too bad you can’t speak English as well as you can use one of those, eh?” He asks, mockingly.

“Excuse me?” you reply, incredulously, unable to fully wrap your head around the situation.

“Go back to your country you motherfuckin—”

He never gets to finish his sentence because his body is flung onto the wall. You’re in shock because Loki never uses his telekinesis, deeming it primitive compared to his unrivalled intellect.

You feel his arm lose contact with your body as he stands up, eyes focused as he moves towards the man who is now shaking, stumbling over his words as he attempts to back away.

Loki always listened intently whenever you spoke of the things you had gone through, thinking of them as distant memories, forgetting it was still your reality. Loki is so, undoubtedly in love with you, he’d do anything to keep you happy, kill anybody that came in the way of your happiness.

He’s towering above the man now, a menacing look in his eyes as he speaks.

“I don’t know what makes you think you can take that tone and say such cruel words to the love of my life while I’m sat right there and I certainly don’t know what dastardly ideas have been planted in your head to make you feel as if you are better than people that don’t have the same skin colour as you or the same origin as you but today, I’ll teach you to respect people.”

You  don’t have to see Loki’s face to know he may do something drastic and it’s in that moment you realise he is willing to give up everything for you. You shut your eyes tight as you will yourself to stand up. You will not let him fight your battle for you, you cross the space between you swiftly and it’s then you see the dagger in his hands. You wrap your fingers around his arm, gently pushing him out of your way, he looks uncertain and reluctant but moves to stand behind you anyway.

You start off talking calmly and Loki doesn’t know when exactly you start shouting, he’s not paying attention. He is instead thinking of what he would have done had you not stepped in. Loki has learnt many things by going out with you and it seems that though you are his greatest strength, you are also his biggest weakness.

Greek Tragedies Masterlist

The Modern Tales of Greek Mythology.

Summary:You had only known about the many stories of Greek Mythology, interest peaked from a young age. Of the Gods and Goddesses as well as the monsters and heroes. But never in your life, during one of the many tours have you joined in seeing the ruins of the temples of Greece, did you even think of seeing your image in one of the bust. Persephone was her name, the most protected daughter of Demeter, and the beloved wife of Hades.

Masterlist

Summary:For Hell Hath No Fury like a scorned woman, you had given everything up, your title, your position among the Gods, and the husband that can’t seem to keep it in his pants. Only in your retreat does your husband see what he was truly missing.

Masterslist

Summary: For your heart does not beat only for one man, you find yourself finding yourself incased in a blazing affair with a man that you were forced to take as your husband and a man whose sole purpose was to create wars.

Masterlist

The Betrothed

SUMMARY: Forced to marry a man you did not love, you find yourself lost in a foreign land for the sake of your father’s kingdom. But the loneliness was only short as your time was well spent with your betrothed’s father instead.
CHARACTERS:Emperor!Loki Laufeyson x Princess!Stark! Reader; Prince!Vali Lokison. Prince!Tony Stark. King!Howard Stark. Natasha Romanoff. Wanda Maximoff.
SERIES WARNINGS: Alternate Universe. Age Gap (At least 16 year age gap; Reader is of Legal Age); Smut; Blood and Gore; Mention of Execution; Character Death(s); Verbal Abuse; Family Trauma; Specific Warnings to be added per chapter.

1. A Throne of Lies
2. A Sentimental Night
3. Who Is In Control?
4. For The Rightful Heir
5. Family Secrets
6. Do As You Please
7. A Night of Naught
8. Sheer Humbug
9. The Unexpected Wedding
10. God Save the Empress
11. Long Live Thy Lords
12. TBA
13. TBA
14. TBA
15. TBA

You have never agreed with Loki’s methods or mischief. Yet, with Thor gone and Odin beginning to deteriorate, Loki’s scheme made sense. It was for the greater good of Asgard, and if you reaped some more direct benefits, so be it. Though, not everyone would consider alone time with Loki a ‘more direct benefit’. 

“Gods, that was too close,” you said in a rush. You pressed your back against the ornate door. Cool metal dug into your back but it was not as cold as Loki’s hands as they snaked around your wrists. At his tightening grip, you turned your head to meet his gaze.

Loki had dropped the Odin facade as soon as you entered his bedroom. The icey blues of his eyes were a welcomed sight. So was his long dark hair that now fell in loose, tumbling curls over his shoulders. His mouth was pulled up in a closed-lip smirk as his fingertips pressed into your skin, chilling you to the bone.

“Not close enough.” He leaned in as he spoke, the tip of his nose brushing against your own. “You don’t like the thrill?”

You bit your tongue to keep from laughing, as he must be joking, but that did not stop the smile that spread across your face. Loki’s grin widened before he tipped his head down for a kiss. Despite the coldness of his skin, his lips were always warm and inviting. Never slow, though. Loki was always rushing: a side effect of hiding, of being the second son.

He had to take what he could quickly, savor it for later days. However, those later days were rare now. Hiding was still a part of his life, and so it was of yours. His death and subsequent resurrection as Odin had been strenuous at first. Close calls still lingered around each corner, but now they were exciting. At least they were for Loki.

“I don’t feel the thrill,” you mumbled as you pulled your lips from his. 

“And why is that?” He snuck another kiss, though it was brief as he slipped his hands up to your waist. With your wrists free, you reached up and gently pressed against his shoulders. Loki craned his neck back, breaking the kiss, and looked down at you through hooded, wanting eyes. Desperate to continue, he repeated himself: “Why?”

“It’s difficult to feel when I am overwhelmed by the sense of impending doom.”
A breathy laugh from Loki eased the tension your body held for but a moment. 

His head tipped forward, causing sections of inky hair to fall like a curtain around his face. Without thinking, you reached up and tucked the straying strands behind his ear. Your fingertips brushed against his temple as you pulled your hand away. Loki was quick to respond to your fleeing touch as his fingers wrapped around your wrist and held your hand in place.

“How thoughtful,” he drawled, pulling your hand to his lips. “We will not get caught, believe me. I will not let that happen, nor will you.”

“You have far too much faith in me.” As he kissed the top of your hand, you felt Loki’s mouth turn up into a smile.

“And you have far too little,” he lifted his gaze to meet yours. “For your first lie, you’ve done well.”

“First lie? Bold of you to assume,” you teased. Loki straightened his posture and eyed you with a quirked brow. For the first time in forever, he seemed surprised.

“Really?”

“First lie at such a large scale but then it’s more of a charade, a facade.”

“Hmm, how sweet,” Loki cooed as he leaned in once more. His nose brushed softly against yours, nudging your lips towards his. Though, he did not kiss you. Instead, he kept you just within tantalizing reach: close but never close enough. Not as close as your closest call.

“Loki,” you whispered, your breath mingling with his. A grin spread along Loki’s lips as he eyed you. He wanted to savor your wanting, the look of yearning on your face. He loved you like this; though, he loved you always, and only you.

“Yes, darling?”

“Kiss me,” you whispered, tilting your face up towards him. The tip of your nose knocked against his and that was enough for Loki. His cold hands reached up to cup your face and hold your lips to his. Relief laced his needy touch, as if your presence were a sedative that had not quite taken hold in his bloodstream yet. The calm would pervade, eventually.

Following it, you and Loki would fall into each other like the last time, let the facade you had fixed around yourselves fade. It would only be you two and that would be enough.

Anon: 119 & 128 + Loki

119.“You lied to me.”

128.“You did this for me?”

Warnings: Angst, established relationship, Thor spoilers I guess?

Words: 512

A/N: (This takes place in the first Thor film!)

The throne room was empty except for you and your prince, but the air between you was heavy and thick as if filled by a crowd of people. As usual, he looked cool, calm, and collected as he sat on his illegitimate throne- the perfect visage of grace under pressure. However, you had known Loki enough to recognize the subtle giveaways (the slight flaring of his nostrils and the mounting tension in his shoulders) that showed the true feelings bubbling under the surface.

“Iasked you, Loki.” Your voice finally broke the tense silence and the prince’s gaze on you wavered for a moment.

“I asked you if you knew anything about what happened, and you said no. You lied to me. Thor is gone because of you, and your father-”

“He is not my father.” Loki jumped to his feet with a snarl, advancing on you quickly. “Have you not yet heard of my true parentage? Had you any idea that you loved a monster?”

You were quick to scoff, turning away from him so he couldn’t see the tears you were blinking back.

“It is your choices, my love, that make you a monster.” The bitterness in your voice had him wincing internally but his face remained as still as stone. “The identity of your father is merely a technicality.”

“'My choices’, as you say… You mean the choices made for me, as the youngest son? I had no choice, darling. I had to do this to fix it, fix everything.”

“You have fixed nothing! Nothing! There are frost giants in the palace, hungry for our blood! Your brother-” He went to speak, but your glare cut him off. “-Is trapped on Midgard. Your mother is sobbing in absolute grief while your father drifts through Odinsleep. What, pray tell, what has this fixed?!”

“I have taken back my birthright. My throne, my title, my right to rule as king.” Loki walked over to you as he spoke, gripping your arms too tightly and staring you down with a manic gaze and matching sneer. “All of that which is mine is now also yours, my darling. You can have anything and everything you wish. Odin would have had you marry that big oaf, that poor excuse for a king, but now you can still be mine. I did this for us!”

You were frozen in his arms, absorbing all he said in disbelief. Desperately searching for a lie in his emerald eyes, your tears finally began to fall when you found none.

“You… did this for me? All this, for me?” He smiled for a moment before you started to squirm violently against him. Your small hands slapped against his leather clad chest until he allowed you to step away.

Choking on your own gasps and sobs, you backed away from your prince slowly. You committed his image to your memory in that brief second before whispering a farewell. He lunged forward to catch you, but you teleported away using the trick he himself had taught you to keep you safe.

Tis the damn Season

Oneshot #55 - part 3 (and last part) to White Horse

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: Might have a bit of mentions of violence, alludes to sexual content but doesn’t actually involve it

Tags:  @peachybaes,@wolfish-trickster , @writinguntilmyheartgivesout  and @nms224​ (thank you guys for the support on White horse, and on Good 4 U, you have no idea how ecstatic they made me, my heart was very happy, I appreciate you, and all my other readers and I hope you enjoy the finale to this little series )

A/N: AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I never thought I’d actually finish this part because I kept alternating between what I wanted to do with it but I am so happy with how it did turn out!! Honestly you don’t have to read the other parts to understand this one but I would recommend it. Anywayyyy, ENJOY!!!!!

You take a deep breath as you collect your thoughts, walking carefully through the doors to enter the golden Asgardian palace for the first time in forever.

Your eyes flit over to a flash of green and gold and you panic, turning the other way to run from that which you feared seeing again so much.

You hadn’t been home in ages, too taken with the cultures and ways of mortals on earth to want to come back. The only reason you’d returned was because your mother had begged for your presence at the annual royal celebration that had become tradition for you to attend. Other than that, you were completely uninterested in being back in this realm.

“As I live and breath… hello to you fair y/n.” The familiar teasing voice says calmly from the distance. You freeze in place, cursing him and his buttery smooth voice in your head as you turn, your grimace quickly replaced with a smile.

“Your highness.” You greet quietly, wanting nothing more than to leave this awkward interaction.

“I believe we’ve known each other long enough that you may call me my name y/n.” He challenges, his smile turning to the mischievous smirk.

“Of course… Loki.” You murmur through gritted teeth. He nods in approval tauntingly.

“We’ve missed you around here. Lady Sif and I have had to find different ways to entertain each other.” He says, his grin staying in place as your demeanor shifts a bit out of place.

If I wanted to know

Who you were hanging with

While I was gone, I would’ve asked you

“Of course. I’m sure you found your ways though. You always have.” You reply steadily, turning to step around him to find your way to your family. “If you’ll excuse me.” You mutter on your way around him.

You wait, expecting him to step in your way and block your path but to your surprise, the gesture doesn’t come.

“We will be seeing each other.” Loki hums from behind you. With that, a feeling of surprise longing and unease settles in your stomach as you make your way away from him.

——————————————————————

“My darling y/n, you look lovely.” Your mother cries as you watch yourself in the golden framed mirror.

She’s not wrong, you know it. You do in fact look amazing, shimmering in a dark y/f/c ensemble fit for royalty, decked out in an array of gold and silver detailing.

But the reflection in the mirror was almost unrecognizable. You know this was how you’d dressed and looked before you left, but this style, this lavish look was like it belonged to another person. You felt like you couldn’t possibly be the one looking back at you in the reflection.

“Thanks mom.” You murmur appreciatively, ignoring the pit of doubt in your throat.

Your mother leaves, hurrying off to ready herself for the festivities but you crash down onto your bed, staring up at the decorative ceiling. Not every household had paintings over their heads, but you were one of the luckier ones, with flowers and a meadow painted above where you slept, keeping you grounded and relaxed in your worst moments.

“You know my love, those flowers are just like you. Wild, beautiful and full of life.” You hear his voice in the back of your mind but not in the invasive way it normally was. No, this voice was sweet as honey, one from a distant memory. A smile came to your lips uncontrollably as you remembered the moments he’d traced symbols over your bare arms with his chilling fingers, wrapped up in the soft sheets together, having sent shivers up your spine every time.

If you were being honest with yourself, you’d longed for that familiar chill when he’d spoken with you in the halls.

It’s the kind of cold

Fogs up windshield glass

But I felt it when I passed you

“Come on y/n, we can’t be late.” Your mother calls and you quickly run down to her, wanting to escape your thoughts more than anything.

You fix your hair as you come to a slow down the end of the hall, quietly following the rest of your family towards the city square.

The Center of Asgard is buzzing with activity, kids running around the town square. You laughed a little as a little girl ran around your legs but a moment later a little boy chasing her catches you off guard. You move to jump out of the way but the heel of your shoe gets caught on a woman’s dress and you trip towards the ground.

A second later you’re gazing into the cloudy eyes of the crowned prince, his arms holding you upright easily.

“Are you alright?” He asks, a look of genuine concern on his face. Your y/e/c widen as you stare up at him, your mouth slightly ajar in shock.

“I-I’m fine thanks.” You mutter, pulling yourself out of your trance. He pulls you up with him as he stands straight, sticking his hands in his pockets awkwardly.

“Seeing as you are in fact fine, would you do me the honour of accompanying me in a dance?” He asks, a flicker of hope in his eye.

There’s an ache in you

Put there by the ache in me

“Sure.” You say after a hesitant pause as you brush nonexistent dust off your clothes.

A tentative smile plays on his lips as he pulls you into his arms for a dance, leading the way to the makeshift floor, the motion like a second nature to him.

“Even after all this time you still know how to dance so well.” You tease with a smile. He chuckles, the sound filling your ears happily.

Asgard may have been where you’d grown up but it felt like you’d outgrown it. Everything about Loki though, somehow, you could never be done with him. Not without lying to yourself anyway.

“So, you and lady Sif hm?” You ask with a smirk as he laughs a little harder.

“Goodness no. If she knew I had told you such lies she would have my head on a platter.” He admits, making you giggle yourself.

“Glad to hear.” You hum as he dips you towards the floor, meeting your eyes. You both stare for a moment, reminiscing.

But if it’s all the same to you

It’s the same to me

“It has been rather dull with you gone you know.” Loki teases, pulling you to your feet and twirling you around effortlessly.

“I always have been the life of the party.” You joke with a wide grin as he pulls you back into him.

“Or all others just simply cannot compare to you.” He shrugs with a knowing smirk as you try to hide your blush.

You spend the night twirling away in his arms, watching the festivities take place around you and slowly remembering why you hadn’t left Asgard sooner. The beauty of the kingdom at night, the lights like fine glitter against the gold of the palace nearby almost too much to bear.

Loki watches in amusement as you take everything in once again, smiling at the small sparkle in your eyes.

“You always had a way of making it seem as though you were only just seeing the city for the first time, no matter how many years you have spent here.” He notes, his lips pursed in concentration.

“Well to be fair, it’s like I’m seeing it through new eyes today.” You say with a grin.

You try to ignore the obvious frown on his face, not wanting to further ruin the mood.

“I see you have been enjoying your time on Midgard then.” He says, an undertone of bitterness evident in his voice.

You sigh, crossing your arms at the topic.

“Yes Loki, I’m enjoying my time doing what I wanted to do, now if you’ll excuse me.” You mumble, walking quickly away from him, narrowly missing his arm reaching out for you.

You head back inside while he stands there, letting out a groan of frustration at his own stupidity.

He gives up on his own common sense and chases you, grabbing your hand gently. “I am sorry. I should not… I do not know why I brought that up. I allowed my own pride to get ahead of me.” He admits, frowning at you apologetically. “Would you please forgive a dear old idiot prince?” He teases and you snicker, a smile cracking through your angry state.

So we could call it even

You could call me babe for the weekend

“I don’t know Loki, you really acted like a dick.” You sigh honestly, laughing again when he looks at you quizzically. “a jerk, an ass, a true idiot.” You elaborate, giggling. He nods, finally grasping your meaning.

“I know. I really did. But I have seen how you feel without me there. I just…. I am not ready to let go of you yet my love.” He murmurs softly, taking your hand in his carefully as though it might break. A familiar shiver runs up your hand and down your spine, the tingle of it sending a nostalgic twang to your heart.

“Please Loki don’t call me that. I can’t… It’s too much.” You plead quietly, your voice barely a whisper as the words escape your lips. He nods in silent understanding.

You stand in quiet peace, you not pulling your hand away from his own and tentatively leaning against the railing, leaving your hand with his for the comfort.

“Did you know that it’s actually a holiday on Midgard right now too? Well, not really a holiday but it’s what they also call the ‘Holiday season’. It’s beautiful there right now too, all decked out in lights and colours and sweets and different ornaments they hang from their trees. They have a lot of different holidays celebrated by all different people, that’s what the midgardians call themselves, and it’s really strange but at the same time it’s almost magical.” You explain, wanting to share your experiences with him to try and show him why you felt interest about Midgard.

“And which is your favourite?” He asks quietly, nuzzling up to you as he used to, wanting to hear your voice regardless of the fact that it was about the place he now so loathed.

“Well I like them all. And they have this stuff falling from the sky called snow, it’s like a white powder. Kids play in it and you have to shovel it in the morning to get to work, that I had to learn the harder way.” You ramble, laughing at the memory of your first snowfall not long ago. “It’s so different from Asgard, they’re so much less formal there. It’s really strange, talking in shortened terms, different technologies. It’s really fascinating Loki.” You finish and his faint smile is much bigger than it was, the sound of you happy and passionate about something making him overjoyed despite his resting bitterness.

“Is it as magical as this?” He asks, holding out his palm and creating a burst of mini fireworks in his hand.

“Loki I don’t mean literally magical. I mean more figuratively speaking. It’s their most romantic time of the year, that’s why they feel it’s magical.” You explain briefly, smiling with a blush at the sparks of colour in his hand. You go to push down his hand and as your body moves ever so slightly, you’re facing each other, truly eye to eye for the very first time in so long, the literal and figurative sparks flying around you.

Tis the damn season, write this down

I’m staying at my parents’ house

Loki takes careful action, reaching up and brushing his thumb over your bottom lip slowly, teasingly. He cups your face there, the thrill of feeling your skin on his skin sending a small rush of adrenaline through his cold veins as he pulls you in. You don’t protest, letting him lure you back as you’d once so feared but in the moment, couldn’t one bit imagine why.

He waits a moment for the protest that doesn’t come before leaning in and brushing his lips on yours, first gently but rushing into needy rather quickly. He kisses you passionately, his tongue soon slipping in your mouth when you grant it entry and pulling you along with him, hidden around the corner of the balcony safely while the two of you ‘properly’ re-greet each other.

“Stop… stop.” He says breathlessly, planting needy kisses along your face to cool down, only making you feel more wound up in the process.

“I must confess something before we continue.” He says, still in his daze of the moment. You nod, not sure what you can say, all thoughts sucked from your mind the moment your lips met.

“I told your mother to ask you to come back for the celebration. I chose the outfit you are wearing right now and by the norns, I am glad I did because you are truly a vision but the point is, I deceived you to get you back here.” He says, the words flooding out of his mouth.

You let out a small snort, falling into a small fit of laughter. He looks completely bewildered, shocked by your reaction.

“Loki, you’re the god of mischief. I have loved you for far too long not to know this. Did you really think I wasn’t going to be the least bit suspicious when my mother asked, no, BEGGED me to come home for this day and made such a big deal out of it when she’s never really cared for it before?” You giggle as you go through your explanation.

“I knew this was your doing almost as soon as I received the invite. I was only slightly suspicious at first but then my mother visited me and begged me to come and I knew right away you had something to do with it.” You laugh and you get really confused as you see him grinning like a mad man. “what?”

“You said you love me.” He says, beaming with excitement. You blush scarlet in realization.

“I- no- that was not what I meant to say!” You stammer.

“Oh but it is what you said, I caught it. You still love me darling.” He smirks in a cocky manner and you sigh, not wanting to argue with him in such a nice moment.

“Yes alright… yes I love you. I have always and probably always will Loki.” You admit with a grin not nearly matching his own.

And the road not taken looks real good now

And it always leads to you in my hometown

“I love you too. Always have always will.” He promises, pressing another kiss on your forehead.

“I’ve missed you so much Loki. I tried to meet other people but… I really don’t know how to get over all we’ve had, even if I do like being on Midgard. Would you ever consider coming there with me?” You ask quietly, blinking up at him with eyes full of hope.

He stares back at you, taken aback by the question. Never once had he imagined such a question coming from you. Sure, he’d pondered the question himself many times but never from you, he imagined you would wish to lead a separate life from that which you’d shared. 

“My beloved… I am not sure that idea is the best one… those residents of Midgard surely remember my… faults. I am sure that many loath my existence. I could never live there, with you, risking your life and safety to their wrath. I am certain harm would come to one of us and if it were you… I could not forgive myself.” He frowns, holding your face in his hands.

“You’re an infamous trickster, surely you can mask your true identity from them.” You frown, your eyes glazed with unshed tears, your lip starting to wobble, staring down at the city you used to run around with Loki in. The strong memories were intoxicating to you both and you knew that.

I parked my car, right between the Methodist

And the school that used to be ours

“My love please do not cry, I so hate it when you cry. I did not say I would not find a way to make us work. If it is truly what you want, We will find a way. I promise you. I only said that me living on Midgard is not the best plan.” He explains with a promising smile as your hopeful gaze returns.

Where all these hopes were coming from, you honestly didn’t know. You were in a bad place with your feelings for Loki for a long time. There were times you wanted to come back to Asgard to strangle him and others where you wanted to come back to hug him tight and never let go.

You were at peace with your feelings for him prior to the return. But now, you realized feelings so unresolved and so strong weren’t going away so easily. It was so strong you couldn’t in good conscience ignore him or ignore them. They needed to be revived or put to rest, but you were having a harder time than ever deciding which was the answer.

“I hate that you make me feel like this.” You sigh, leaning into him.

He chuckles, pulling you in closer. “I am well aware, and yet I love it just as I love you.” He teases, kissing your forehead gently.

The chill of his fingers soothes you in a way, making you feel more at home than you imagined before your return. It was odd, you had never thought being in his arms again would feel the same. You thought you had matured enough to feel no such feelings if he ever laid a finger on you again but his touch is somehow making you feel like nothing had changed and like the past few years were completely frozen in time.

The holidays linger like bad perfume,

You can run but only so far

“This does not mean I wish to remain in Asgard Loki. I love you more than life itself but I stand by all that I’ve said thus far. I am your equal, not your lesser and you have to treat me like it and let me make my own decisions.” You warn, looking back at him, your posture slightly stronger and the confidence in your voice unwavering.

“I understand my love. And though I do not at all agree with your home of choice, I shall not interfere with your wishes again. I have learned what it is like to live in spite of you and I never wish to live in such a way again. I cannot bear to lose you over my own stupidity again Darling.” Loki vows, squeezing your hands in a sort of promise.

A year ago, you would have never believed the words coming from his mouth. You likely would have ran before he could speak even a sentence of all that he had said at this point. 

But you had definitely grown and you could tell Loki had too. His full blown anger seemed to have dissipated over time and you could hardly judge him if it hadn’t, having had a few meltdowns on the subject yourself over your time apart. 

The anger was no longer fresh, more like a plant, growing and growing until it slowly died and shriveled away.

Of course, you knew that this might be the worst idea either of you had ever had. Of course you knew it was risky and trivial. But you didn’t care as much. The change you saw in Loki now from the Loki you’d seen all that time ago was intense and it was all you’d hoped for.

“You know, you WILL have to come and stay at my place at least sometimes…” You teased, making him let out a dramatic sigh.

“Or you could come here and I could avoid all those Midgardians who absolutely loathe me…” He offers and you shake your head slowly, laughing as he pouts.

“It’s called compromise darling, you have to learn it eventually.” You tell him, sticking your tongue out as he groans even louder. 

The two of you remain giggling on the balcony for a large majority of the festivities, pointing out places on Asgard you hadn’t been in forever. Neither of you were certain of what the future may hold for your relationship and neither of you spoke about it, deciding that the love you shared in that moment was enough to last you a long while. At least for the celebration, you had no worries except each other. 

I escaped it too, remember how you watched me leave

But if it’s ok with you, it’s ok with me…

When an incident takes place between you and a team member, the argument afterwards leads to you quitting the Avengers. You’re sad to go, but you’re excited for your new adventure.

Word Count: 5.5K
Author’s Note: I have nothing against the Avenger the reader will be arguing with. In fact, they’re actually my favorite lol. 
I wasn’t going to post this today because this is the only thing I’ve written since I took my break, but I figured I needed to since it is Christmas themed. I’m not sure when I’ll post again. I am writing, but I can’t seem to complete anything. Ugh.

When you were younger, Christmas was your favorite holiday because of all the presents you received. Then when you became an adult, Christmas was your favorite because of all the decorating and baking. But your life took numerous twists and turns, and you didn’t get to celebrate as much as you liked.

You’d been a part of the Avengers for quite a few years now, having left SHIELD behind in favor of being an agent for the team. You were constantly working or out of the country that you never had a chance to celebrate, so you were ecstatic when the villains decided to take some time off which in turn gave you time off. But after Thanksgiving, no one from the team made any inclination of decorating for Christmas. And when you brought it up, no one seemed to have any Christmas cheer. So when you went wandering the halls one day and ran into Tony, you brought up the idea of decorating the common floor. He mentioned he didn’t have time to decorate, but you assured him you’d do it all on your own. You just wanted his permission since it was his tower. Tony had agreed and even tossed his bank card at you, telling you to go nuts and to make sure to buy whatever Avenger themed ornaments you could find.

So with Tony’s card in hand, you went a little crazy shopping for Christmas decor to decorate the common floor with. But not all the decorations came from the stores, some having come from your storage locker where you kept a few mementos from your childhood.

There are wreaths adorned with holly every few feet along every wall, pre-lit garland strands drooping from wreath to wreath. The kitchen bar is draped in pre-lit garland, as well as the coffee table in the sitting area and the wall of windows that looks out at the New York skyline. There’s even more garland along the fake fireplace, along with some Christmas themed snow globes. Strands of cascading snowflakes and icicles had been attached to the ceiling, but you didn’t like how fake it all looked. Then help came from the most unlikeliest sources- Loki.

Thor and Loki had been away when you started decorating, and only came in when you had finished the tiring task of decorating the ceiling. You had wrinkled your nose and sighed dejectedly when it didn’t look like you had hoped, and then your eyes widened in awe when after a snap of his fingers, Loki illusioned the ceiling to make it seem like it was snowing inside the room. You had thanked him profusely for his magic and kindness, and though he kept brushing off your praise you could see it made him happy. Almost as happy as Thor was seeing his brother willingly offer his help.

You had asked them if they wanted to help decorate the tree, but Thor had other plans already. Loki tried to seem put-out about helping you, but the faint twitch of his lips told you otherwise. You let him assemble the tree with his magic, but that was as much as you let him do. The lights, tinsel and ornaments had to be placed by hand.

You circled the tree over and over again until the twinkling white lights covered the entirety of it, and had a great laugh when Loki got annoyed with the clingy tinsel. Red, green, blue, gold and silver glass ornaments were carefully placed so no one color was repeated too close to one another, and you laughed once more when Loki heaved an annoying sigh at the Avenger ornaments. He did, however, give pause when you gave him an ornament of his horned helmet.

“Believe it or not, that was the last one I was able to find,” you told him. “Your helmet, Cap’s shield, and Tony’s arc reactor all sold out.”

Seeing Loki genuinely smile made your heart melt just a little and you quickly went back to decorating less he found you staring at him like a smitten fool. The last ornament you placed before letting Loki put up the tree-topper was a clear glass orb with a bit of snow at the bottom and a Christmas tree glued down to the middle so it didn’t top over. And when you told Loki the story behind the personal ornament, he smiled fondly yet again and you mentally cursed yourself for being so weak when it came to the mischievous Asgardian.

You and Loki managed to make the common floor quite the festive sight that even Tony and Pepper were impressed with it all. And since it was Christmas, you couldn’t help but get everyone a few cheap gifts so the tree had presents beneath it.

But one day, after returning from getting hot cocoa from your favorite café down the street, you and Loki return to the tower to find the common floor an absolute wreck. Several wreaths and strands of garland and lights have been ripped from the walls, snow globes are smashed, the fake pre-lit candles are strewn about the room and the Christmas tree is lopsided with about 80 percent of the ornaments shattered. There are even books and kitchenware scattered all over the place.

Your and Loki’s joyful mood instantly vanish, and you stumble further into the room in shock. Wanda stands in the middle of all the mess, chest heaving and hands still glowing red.

“What.. what happened?”

Loki frowns as he starts to magic some of the mess away and you walk closer to Wanda. “I saw the ornament meant to represent Pietro and I- I lost it.”

“You lost it?” You repeat, incredulously. Her gaze darts to you and it’s then you notice the tears swimming in her eyes. “If the ornament upset you that much, Wanda, then you take it down. You don’t do this,” you say as you gesture around the destroyed room.

“You don’t understand.” Her accent is even thicker than normal in her emotional state.

“I understand perfectly well.” You shake your head at her, sighing as you stare at the ruined tree. Your gaze just so happens to fall downwards and your heart suddenly aches at the sight of your personal ornament amongst the ruins. You walk towards it, bending down to scoop up what you can. This time when you look at Wanda again, it’s your eyes that are swimming with tears.

“YN?” Loki calls out as you slowly stand, but you only have eyes for Wanda as anger slowly fills you.

“You think you’re the only one who’s lost someone?” You ask her. “You think lashing out and ruining someone else’s property is okay because you’re grieving? Newsflash, Wanda, everyone in this tower has lost someone!”

Her jaw clenches. “Do not.. raise your voice to me.”

“Why? Are you going to lash out again and destroy the room?” You scoff. “Oh I forgot. You already did that.”

“You don’t get it. You don’t understand.”

“I understand perfectly! The only difference is that my mother didn’t choose to die whereas Pietro knew it was a possibility.”

“He did not-”

“He did!” You scream back at her. Her hands flare brighter in response, but it does not deter you. Out of the corner of your eye, however, you see Loki readying himself to step in. “And to think that he would still be alive if the two of you hadn’t run off to HYDRA to be experimented on because you placed the blame of your family’s death on the wrong person.”

“Tony was-”

“-innocent,” you cut her off. “Tony is innocent,” you reiterate. “Yes he made weapons, but Tony did not drop the bomb.”

Wanda shouts in a sudden rage, raising one hand and clenching it into a fist. For a moment you have no idea what she’s doing until you feel a tightening around your throat. Your eyes widen in surprise that she’d attack you and when you open your mouth, all that comes out is a choked off gasp.

“Stop it.” Loki sends a wave of green energy at Wanda, knocking her back a few steps and breaking her concentration.

“What is going on here?!” Steve marches into the room just as you gasp for breath and Loki steps up to your side. “Why are you attacking Wanda, Loki? Need I remind you that-”

“Are you fuckin’ kidding me?” You ask, cutting the righteous Captain off. “Loki literally just saved me and you think he’s attacking Wanda?”

“Well I did witness him knocking her back with his magic.”

“Because she was choking me!”

Steve frowns. “Why would she-”

“Because Miss Maximoff destroyed the room,” Loki drawls, setting a hand on your shoulder to calm you down. “Lady YN was merely upset that Wanda broke something very personal to her and Wanda did not want to hear what was said in return. So instead, she attacked.”

Wanda gives Steve a quick recap of what was all said and Steve frowns as he stares between the two of you.

“Well she is grieving.”

“Oh don’t give me that bullshit,” you huff. “Mostly everyone in this tower has lost someone, but you don’t see us being dicks and destroying someone else’s personal property while calling it grief. Stop treating Wanda with kid gloves, Rogers. She’s a grown ass woman. Make her own up to her mistakes like you do to the rest of us.”

“Alright.. that’s enough,” he says, standing a little taller.

You stare at Steve in disbelief at his clear backing of Wanda. You shake your head as you take a step back, bumping lightly into Loki who only squeezes your shoulder in response. “You’re right. It is enough.” You glance between the two Avengers you once thought of as friends. “I quit.”

“Wait, what?”

You exhale tiredly, staring at the ruined Christmas ornament in your hands before letting it and your tears fall. “I’m done. I quit.”

Without meeting anyone’s gaze, you step out from under Loki’s hand and make your way to the elevator.

Loki watches YN go, making sure that the Captain doesn’t follow. Then when YN is out of sight, Loki bends down and picks up her ruined ornament before standing to his full height once more. “Do you know why YN was so upset with you, Wanda? Hmm?” The young witch says nothing as Loki turns his cupped hands this way and that way while looking at the broken mess. “She is upset because Christmas was the one holiday she truly enjoyed with her family. Her mother had a tradition where she got her children one special ornament that was just solely theirs. Do either of you wish to garner a guess as to which ornament YN had?”

Both Steve and Wanda frown, their gaze darting to Loki’s cupped hands. Understanding quickly dawns and for a moment he catches a flash of regret in Wanda’s features.

“YN has lost many people in her life, yet she does not throw tantrums in a fit of so-called grief.” He brings his cupped hands closer to his face, murmuring softly and magically mending the ornament into perfect condition. He smiles and then looks up, watching the two Avengers squirm. “I’ll be in Asgard until the New Year. Do try not to let the world implode with your childish team, Captain. I’ll not be interrupted during my time with my mother.”

Before Steve can say anything else, Loki briefly glows green before vanishing altogether.

You had been more than ready to move out of the tower the same day you had quit the Avengers, but Tony was quick to pull you into Pepper’s office for an explaination. FRIDAY had alerted him immediately of your decision to leave the team and he had wanted you to rethink it. But after sitting with him and Pepper, and explaining how this was a long time coming, they reluctantly agreed to stand by your decision. However, Pepper wanted you to stay in the tower until you had a steady income once more.

And well.. you couldn’t exactly pass up an apartment with all expenses paid. Especially in New York.

You stay in the tower until after the New Year, ignoring everyone with the exception of Clint, Pepper and Tony. And with all your free time, you’ve finally come to a decision about what you want to do. Which is why, nearly sixty miles away from home, you’re meeting in secret with the one person who will keep your whereabouts to himself if asked.

Nick Fury takes a seat across from you, expression already bored.

“Hello, Nicholas.”

“Agent YLN,” he deadpans. “Do I even want to know what the meaning of this meeting is?”

“I quit the team,” you tell him right away, mentally preening at seeing his one eye subtly widen. “I want back into SHIELD. Your SHIELD. And I don’t want any of the Avengers knowing where I am or what I’m doing. The only person permitted to know is Miss Potts.”

The corner of his lips twitch upward. “Trouble in paradise?”

“Something like that.” You shrug. “I’m surprised Captain Rogers hasn’t informed you.”

“Captain Rogers likes to run the team how he sees fit. He doesn’t need my input.”

You scoff. “He needs all the input. That man is determined to see Wanda Maximoff as a child instead of the powerhouse she is. Mark my words, Director, that one of these days she’s going to get someone killed because she can’t control her powers. The world will turn on the Avengers if he can’t condition his team properly.”

Fury remains quiet, letting your words soak in. He leans back in his seat, resting his arm along the backside of his bench seat. “So you had a falling out with Maximoff then.”

“There was an incident. Steve walked in at the wrong time, wouldn’t hear the truth, and proceeded to choose the wrong side when all the facts were laid out for him. He chose the wrong side, so I walked.”

“And now you want back in as one of my agents again.”

“You can take the girl out of the superhero club, but you can’t take the superhero out of the girl.” You grin.

“Well said, my pet.” The words startle you and you glance up just as Loki steps up to the booth. You smile at him and as he moves to take a seat, you readily scoot over for him to sit beside you.

“Laufeyson.” Fury grunts. “This is a private meeting.”

“Nonsense. If Lady YN gets to leave the team and join you, I want in.”

“You what?”

“I want to be YN’s partner.”

“Loki,” you frown. “You don’t have to-”

“I know, but I want to.” He finally turns to meet your gaze and his eyes crinkle at the corners as he smiles at you. “I tire of my brother and his friends. Part of Father’s punishment was that I save Midgardians, but he didn’t say I had to be an Avenger to do so. Where you go, I shall follow.”

You manage a brief bashful grin before Fury’s voice cuts in. “So let me get this straight. You want to join SHIELD? Because of her?” He says, pointing at you. “Why?”

“Because Lady YN was the only reason I was able to play nice. If I must stay with my brother, I shall seriously maim him more times than I’m sure the Captain will be able to tolerate.”

Chuckling softly, you loop your arm through Loki’s and rest your temple on his shoulder while staring at Fury. “Come on, Director, what do you say? Can Loki and I please work together?”

Fury’s eye darts between you and the God of Mischief, expression neutral. “Agent YN will immediately be reinstated, but you.. you are on a trial run, Laufeyson. One toe out of line and we’ll slap a magical leash on you faster than you can call for Heimdall.”

Loki chuckles. “Doubtful, but I’m willing to play by the rules for now.”

Over the next several days, agents running around SHIELD HQ are stunned with Director Fury’s decision to have the God of Mischief work alongside them. Everyone was made to attend a mandatory meeting about the importance of keeping your and Loki’s whereabouts a secret, and as the days turned into weeks the agents seemed to slowly stop looking over their shoulder.

A few months in and Loki’s taken Fury by surprise with how well he works alongside you. Agents went from fearing the Asgardian to politely nodding and greeting him in passing or while eating in the cafeteria. Then when the holidays are right around the corner once more, you needle Fury over and over until he gives you the okay to spruce up HQ.

You manage to arrange for the cafeteria employees to make a Thanksgiving meal for those working at HQ instead of spending time with their family and/or for those who live at HQ like yourself and Loki. It’s a nice surprise for those who didn’t think they’d get a Thanksgiving meal, and it’s an even bigger surprise when you manage to order a thirty foot Christmas tree on Fury’s dime and have it set up in the lobby.

You had Loki magically decorate the enormous tree and the lobby, and then stared a little too innocently at Fury when he glared at you for all the Christmas cheer. Garlands and lights were strung up from corner to corner, and wreaths dotted the walls here and there. You didn’t ask for too much since this was a workplace and you mentally cheered every time you saw an agent appreciate the decorations.

When it came time to decorate your own place, you found yourself hesitating to do so. And if it weren’t for Loki encouraging you, you don’t think you would have. But instead of getting a normal six to seven foot tree, you opted for a small three foot tree that sat comfortably on your coffee table.

“You must be joking,” Loki drawls when he sees it for the first time.

“What? It’s cute,” you tell him.

“It’s appalling.”

“I love it and it’s staying.” You stare up at him, hands on your hip as your eyes narrow slightly at him. “Now will you help me place the mini ornaments and lights I found for it?”

He exhales loudly, rolling his eyes. “If I must.”

“Don’t pretend you don’t enjoy spending time with me.” Then crossing your arms over your chest, your right eyebrow raises. “I think we both know that if you didn’t want to be here then you’d have vanished by now.”

“Curse the Christmas spirit.”

You crack, laughing at his deadpan delivery. “Come on, Grinch.” Hooking an arm around the back of his waist, you say, “It won’t take us long.”

Loki picks through the miniature ornaments as you quickly wrap a string of multi-colored lights around the tree. Then when you’re content with where the lights are situated, you ask for the ornaments.

“Before we start intricately placing the festive ornaments, I think you should situate this one in the middle and work around it.”

“Hmm?” Having been tweaking a tree limb, you turn to look at what Loki’s holding in the palms of his hands. You stop short, breath stuttering before your vision blurs with the sudden onslaught of tears. “Loki, what-”

In the palms of his hands sits the Christmas ornament your mother once gifted you, the ornament you thought Wanda had destroyed nearly a year ago today. “I managed to mend it that same night you quit.” He shrugs as if it were no big deal and you step closer to him until you’re facing him head on. Hesitantly reaching for it, you carefully take the ornament in your own hands. “Just thought I’d save it for today.”

You blink away tears before carefully studying it for any sign of cracks and then huff a laugh of disbelief. When you finally glance back up at Loki, he’s smiling so soft at you that you can’t help what you do next.

Transferring the ornament to one hand, you reach up with your other hand and grasp the back of Loki’s neck. And without second guessing yourself, you push up until you’re on the tips of your toes as you pull him down to kiss him for the first time ever. It’s a simple press of the lips that turns into several soft kisses and when you fall back onto the balls of your feet you find that Loki’s hands are grasping your hips quite tightly.

You subconsciously lick your lips, gulping as his gaze follows the very movement. “So, um, yeah. That happened,” you say while slowly retracting your hand from his neck.

Loki smirks. “If I’d known that giving you the ornament back would have garnered me this reaction, I’d have done it a lot sooner.”

“And you ruined the moment.” You exhale in mock annoyance and he laughs as you swat at his abdomen with the back of your hand. You flash him a bashful smile before turning around and busying yourself with placing your ornament in the perfect position.

After that, it takes a few minutes to place the rest of the ornaments all around the tree. And when you’re done, you stand back to take it in, in all it’s miniature glory.

Loki’s arms wrap around your shoulders and across your collarbone from behind, his chest pressed against your back. You move your head to the side as you feel him gently nudge you with his chin before pressing a kiss to your temple. “It’s perfect.”

Your hands come up, grasping onto his forearms as you pull back slightly to kiss the skin of his arm. “Thank you. For helping me decorate and giving me back a piece of my mother.”

“For you? Anything.”

“Careful with that statement, Laufeyson. I’ll hold you to it until one day you can’t pay up.”

He chuckles deeply. “Doubtful.”

THREE YEARS LATER

Steve, Tony and Thor walk into SHIELD Headquarters, the trio being the only ones who were available to attend Director Fury’s apparent Christmas party.

Tony whistles lowly when he sees the enormous lit tree in the middle of the lobby and the numerous decorations around the room. “Do you guys think there was an alien invasion we weren’t aware of? Fury cannot be behind this.”

Steve huffs a short amused laugh as Thor grumbles in agreement. The receptionist beams upon spotting them and then directs them to the auditorium where the party is taking place. On their way there, the three Avengers can’t help but suspiciously take in all the festive decor. Not once have they ever seen SHIELD decorated as such and they’re all eager to know what changed since they had last been here because Christmas decor and lights were way too festive for the agency.

Inside the auditorium, a large lit up tree sits on one side of the stage with hundreds of gifts sitting around it and a DJ booth on the opposite side. Just below the stage is an open floor space where many people are mingling. Tables are adorned with either tall clear vases that have lights shoved inside of them or tall vases filled with liquid and a little motor inside circulating glitter to give it a snowing effect. There’s an open bar off to the side of the room and caterers standing behind tables while feeding those in line.

But the one thing that really throws them all off is that all the agents attending are wearing ugly Christmas sweaters.

“Did we miss a memo or something?” Tony asks.

But before Steve can ask a passing by agent, he’s stopped short by the sight of Director Fury making his way towards them- the Director who strikes fear into all his agents with just a single look and who also appears to be wearing an eyepatch that’s decorated with a miniature wreath.

Tony gapes upon the Director’s arrival and Fury narrows his one good eye at him. “Not a word, Stark.”

“But-”

“Nope.”

Tony continues to stare as Steve clears his throat and nods in greeting. “Director.”

“Captain, so nice of you to make it.”

“Of course, sir. Wouldn’t miss it for the world.” Steve pasts on a smile that Fury immediately sees through, but decides to not call him on it. “We’re a little surprised, however. SHIELD doesn’t seem like the agency to throw such a party.”

“Yeah, well, you can thank agent YLN and that boyfriend of hers.” And that- that catches both Tony and Thor’s attention. “They made a whole goddamn speech about celebrating the holidays since our jobs are too bleak. And once they got Hill on their side, I knew it was a lost cause.”

“YN?” Tony asks. “YN’s here?”

“Of course. I figured you knew.”

“No! Why would you think-” Just then, the woman in question who’s dressed as an elf of all things comes into view on the arm of none other than Pepper Potts. Tony gasps in mock outrage and pushes past Fury. “You dirty little traitor! You said you didn’t know where YN was!?”

Laughing at something Pepper has said, you’re startled when someone’s shouting just a few feet in front of you. Tony’s ire is directed at Pepper, but you and her have had one too many drinks to care. So instead of being chastised, the two of you break down into giggles.

“Are you two seriously laughing at me right now?” The giggles turn into full blown laughter at Tony’s pout and you can’t help but mimic his expression. “Stop looking like that. I won’t be able to stay mad at you with those ridiculous pointy ears.”

“Aww, Tones. Come on. Bring it in,” you say while holding your arms out, waiting for a hug. “I missed you, pal.”

“Apparently not enough to let me know where you were.”

Your arms drop as you slightly narrow your eyes. “Yeah well apparently you didn’t miss me enough to realize I was barely an hour away.” Tony opens his mouth to retort, but then quickly snaps it shut. Instead, he steps forward to greet you with a hug. “Yeah that’s what I thought.”

You hug Tony before he sidles up to Pepper to have a quick hushed conversation, smile at Thor and nod politely at Steve.

“So you’re responsible for all this?” Steve asks, glancing around the room. “I mean I knew you liked Christmas, but I didn’t think anyone had it in them to confront Fury with this much Christmas cheer.”

You slowly grin at him. “Well when you and your partner are his current top field agents, Fury finds that he’ll reluctantly do whatever to keep his agents happy.”

“You and your partner?” Tony asks. “This partner of yours wouldn’t happen to also be your boyfriend, would he?”

“Maybe.”

“YN..” Tony’s eyes narrow suspiciously, “who’s your boyfriend?”

You’re not sure how to answer him, but thankfully Thor interrupts and takes the heat off of you.

“Loki?” Oh damn. Well the heat won’t be off for too long. “What is my brother doing here?”

Everyone looks in the direction Thor is staring off into, surprised to see Loki in a deep red cloak with his usual green and golden Asgardian leathers beneath it. But the most surprising aspect of Loki’s appearance is the Santa hat atop his head and the fact that he’s chuckling along with several other SHIELD agents.

“Oh he didn’t tell you?” You wonder. “Loki is now agent Laufeyson.”

Thor and Steve’s jaws slightly gape, and Tony pinches the bridge of his nose. “YN, please tell me you’re not sharing a bed with Reindeer Games?”

You bite your tongue and purse your lips, but it’s no use. Your nose ends up wrinkling and you end up nervously giggling. “No can do, Stark. Loki and I.. well we’re..I guess what I’m trying to say is..”

“Darling! There you are.” Loki comes to the rescue, tucking you under his arm and kissing your temple. “The party is a hit. The other mortals are loving it.”

“Brother..”

Loki, having been totally distracted and in his element with his co-workers, startles and takes into account the people standing before him. You mentally cringe when you see his smile falter before smoothing out altogether as he stands a little taller. “Thor, I wasn’t aware you had been invited. Or were on Midgard for that matter.”

“Well I wasn’t aware you had a change of heart and started to work for SHIELD.”

“Surprised that it wasn’t our brotherly bond that got me to-”

“Okay!” You say, cutting Loki off. “It’s Christmas, guys. ‘Tis the season and all that. If you piss me off, there will be a rampaging elf around HQ and nobody wants that.”

There’s a tense moment of silence before Loki’s smile comes back as he stares down at you, the annoyance of his brother forgotten. “Of course. Sorry, pet.” Your lips automatically pucker when he leans down and you can’t help but laugh at Tony’s exclamation of disgust when you and Loki share a chaste kiss.

“The two of you have been working for SHIELD all this time?” Steve asks when you and Loki give them your attention once more. “How did we not know this?”

“Because I asked Fury to not let anyone know.” You shrug. “I was livid with you and Wanda when I quit, and I didn’t want anyone to try and make me go back. Fury was all too willing to keep quiet when he realized the asset he now had at his beck and call.”

Steve frowns at that, but Thor is still all too curious about his brother’s predicament. “And Father approves?” He wonders. “Of your change in job and your relationship with a mortal?”

Loki slowly smirks as he tugs you so you’re standing directly in front of him, your back to his chest. “Look harder, brother, and tell me what you see.”

Thor’s brow furrows as he stares at Loki and you see the moment realization settles in as his gaze unfocuses for a moment before darting all over you and Loki. “You have an Asgardian blessing,” he says in awe. “From both Mother and Father.”

“We believe Heimdall tattled,” you muse. “Your mother, who’s lovely, by the way, was ecstatic to meet Loki’s lady love.”

“And Father.. well he didn’t quite believe what he’d been told. He kept us on Asgard for a week-”

“-for observation-”

“-and was quite taken aback about how much I’d apparently grown. By the time YN and I were set to leave, Father pulled us aside and gave us his blessing.”

Thor is stunned speechless, Pepper’s already heard all this, so it’s Tony and Steve who are most curious about Thor’s surprise and Loki’s smugness.

“What does that mean?” Tony asks. “Having an Asgardian blessing?”

You grin. “Having an Asgardian blessing, especially from the king himself, means that should Loki become super serious about us and ask for an apple of immortality-”

“-it will not be refused,” Thor finishes. “Father would welcome Lady YN as his daughter-in-law.”

“Holy shit.”

“Language,” Steve admonishes Tony and then looks quite abashed for the slip of the tongue when everyone glances at him. “Sorry. Habit.”

Loki chuckles. “Well while you three wrap your minds around all that’s been revealed, my little elf and I have some rounds to make.”

Tony groans. “Gag me.”

“Fair warning, there’s enchanted mistletoe floating around. Happy dodging!” You cheer as Loki tucks your arm through his to lead you away.

Loki winds a path between tables and agents, and straight towards the bar where he readily gives the bartender an order for the two of you. As you wait for your drinks, you take a seat on the stool and cross one knee over the other. You can’t help but grin at Loki.

“How are you feeling after that meeting?” He asks, stepping closer and laying a hand atop your knee. “Did it go as you expected?”

“Better, actually. I was expecting Clint, Natasha or Wanda to show up.”

“Are you and Barton no longer friends?”

“We’re still friends,” you tell him. “He even knows about us, but I got the feeling he wasn’t too excited about the news. I was nervous he’d show up and I’d spend the night dividing my time between the two of you.”

He sighs. “Ah. Yes. I forgot I must make amends for brainwashing the agent all those years ago.”

“Yep. And sooner rather than later, love. After all, we get married next year.”

Loki smiles as the memory of you agreeing to take his name comes to the forefront of his mind. The bartender slides your drinks across the bar, and you and Loki take them. Then each grasping your own drinks, you clink them together in a toast. “To mischief and mayhem.”

“Loki..”

“Fine.” He adorably pouts. “To love and blah, blah, blah.”

“To love and blah, blah, blah.” You laugh. “I really picked a winner, didn’t I?”

He smirks. “Only the best.”

… Living with Loki on Midgard and adopting a cat.

…Being betrothed to Thor but falling in love with Loki.

…Cooking and being domestic with Loki.

Loki x reader

Summary: Being an avenger and starting a relationship with Loki when you both are on Sakaar. (part 1, don’t know when I’ll be posting part 2)

word count: 524

warnings: if you have read some of my previous fics you know the drill, not really NSFW but sex it suggested. no dirty words this time though, just some moaning!

You woke up, feeling an arm around you. for a brief moment you felt alarmed and confused until you remember where you were. Memories from last night slowly started to come back to you. You started to remember the elegant green dress that you wore, which now laid discarded on the floor. You started to remember the slight buzz you felt as the alcohol settles in your veins. you remembered the handsome stranger who flirted with you. You remembered the moment you saw Loki, drinking and chatting away without a care in the world. The first and last time you was him, he was trying to take over the world. 

——-

You stood with a drink in your hand, looking at the trickster god. You thought your eyes were deceiving you, but what you was was real. Loki was laughing at someone’s joke as he looked up and locked eyes with you. For a brief moment confusion crossed his features, but it was promptly replaced with intrige. He excused himself and got up from the couch he was sitting on, walking towards you.

“What are you doing here”, you asked him when he stood in front of you. Loki chuckled and said “I could asks you the same Y/N”. He looked at you with a mischievous smile as you asked “How do you know my name?”. Once again Loki chuckled “Thor talked about you and the other avengers, however he neglected to mention how beautiful you are”. His words brought a blush to you cheeks. 

As the night went on you and Loki talked and drinked. It started with you wanting to keep a eye on the God but it quickly morphed into something different. You soons started to enjoy Loki’s company and his bountiful complements, which never failed to bring a blush to your cheeks. The flirting didn’t stay one sided. The longer the night went on, the more drink you had, the more you flirted back and the more intense it became.

Before you knew it you were laying in your bed, the trickster god above you kissing down your neck towards your chest. You moaned as he nibble and kissed your sensitive skin, wanting to make you as his own. He moved back up and kissed you with passion you have never felt before. You moaned into the kiss as his hands were roaming over and admiring your body. Your hands were tangled in his raven locks, him groaning in your mouth whenever you would tug on them. Both of your clothes were quickly discarded and before you knew it, you were drowning in each other.

——-

The arm around you tightened as you moved. Loki pulled you back into him, his bare chest touching your exposed back. You tried to move again but to no avail. The arm around you held you close to Loki. Sighing you gave up and decided on trying to get some more sleep. You setled yourself between the messy sheets and the god, slowly letting sleep take you.

Loki smiled when you were back asleep, happy to have more time to hold you close to him.

… Cuddling and reading Loki in your shared chamber.

… Dancing with Loki at an Asgardian ball and falling in love.

Lost and Found

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: mentions of pregnancy, imprisonment, I think that’s it………if I missed something I’m sorry

Summary: loki and frigga put their plan into action as you work to move on.

Part 15-

====================================

Asgard-

“You know what to do.” Frigga said as her and Loki walked down the corridor. He nodded slightly, breaking off heading to his chambers. A week had passed and he was running out of time. He closed the door, locking it, he couldn’t be disturbed if this was going to work, it had to be believable.

He sat on the bed, crossing his legs putting his feet under his knees. He closed his eyes and focused. He knew this would drain his power, but there was no other way. Summoning all of his seidr, he focused on his duplicate, willing it to life. He opened his eyes and he was in the corridor. He felt it flicker for a brief second, but pushed more of his seidr into it. He took a deep breath and started towards the throne room.

Frigga was standing by the doors. He walked up standing next to her. “Are you in your chambers?” She whispered. He looked at her and nodded. She smiled as they looked at eachother. “Let’s get you home.” She said as he nodded, and they both walked into the throne room. “Your highness, it seems I have been called away on urgent business in Jotunhiem, there has been an uprising that must be quelled.” Loki said standing in front of the steps. Thor looked at Loki, and then to Frigga. “Can not one of your generals handle this issue?” He asked standing up.

“I’m afraid not, the generals are overwhelmed, so I must return at once.” Loki said looking at him. Thor started walking down the steps, not taking his eyes off of Loki. “And when will you return, your bride will be here day after tomorrow.” Thor said circling around him. “I should return by then.” Loki said watching Thor. Thor suddenly smiled “very well brother, I shall accompany you to the bifrost.” Thor said extending his arm. Loki nodded and headed out of the room.

They made it to the bifrost, Loki and Frigga exchanged a look. “Hiemdall, King Loki must return to Jotunhiem briefly, will you open the bifrost?” Thor said smiling at Loki. Heimdall looked at Thor before looking to Frigga. “Yes my king.” He said, turning the sword opening the bifrost. “I will see you in two days time brother.” Thor smiled. Loki nodded and walked into the lights before Heimdall shut it down. Thor turned to leave nodding at Frigga “Mother” before leaving. Frigga looked to Heimdall “Thank you.” She said nodding. He nodded but didn’t say anything. She turned and quickly headed back towards the palace.

She made it to Loki’s chambers, looking around to ensure she was alone before slipping in. “Are you ok?” She asked seeing Loki rubbing his temples. “Fine, just drained. He wasn’t supposed to come with us.” He said looking at her. “It will be fine, we must go now.” She said rushing to the door, Loki following. They were both on high alert as they made their way to the stables, there were other pathways to earth, Loki just had to get there without being seen, and using all of his power to cast the duplicate left his seidr depleted, unable to disguise himself.

“Go, find your happiness son. I hope to one day see you again.” Frigga said hugging him. “Thank you mother.” He said hugging her back. “I must get back before I make noticed, you know the way.” She said looking at him. He nodded and smiled at her. She smiled back, and turned heading back to the palace. Loki ran into the stable pulling a horse out. “Brother, surprising seeing you here.” He heard. He stiffened “damn.” He said slowly turning to see Thor with several Einherjar. “I was wondering when you were going to stop falling for that.” Loki said, sarcasm laced in his tone. Thor huffed a laugh “take him to the dungeons.” Thor bellowed as the gaurds surrounded Loki.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Earth-

You were making tea when you heard a knock on the door. You had had several people come look at the property but no serious inquiries, you were hoping this one would be the one, you couldn’t be here anymore. You ran to the door with a smile “oh, Dr Laing, what are you doing here?” You asked surprised. “Afternoon y/n, I’ve come to look at the property.” He said with a smile. “Oh, well come in, I’ll show you around.” You ushered him inside.

You went over the details of the house with him, giving him a tour before heading outside. “What happened there?” He asked pointing to the scorched grass. “Oh, just a freak incident a little while back, it should grow out fine though.” You said as he nodded. You showed him the fields, and took him to the stables. “I didn’t know you had horses y/n.” He said looking at you. “Oh, yeah they were my dad’s, that’s buttercup and daredevil.” You said pointing at them. “What will happen to them when you sell?” He asked looking at you. “I’m hoping to find someone who would want to keep them here, but if not I’m not sure yet.” You said closing the doors.

You went back to the house inviting him in. “I was making some tea, would you like some?” You asked heading to the kitchen. “Yes please.” He said looking around. You came back out ushering him to the table. “So y/n, I am very interested in your property, and I was wondering what your asking price was?” He asked sipping his tea. “Well I hadn’t totally decided yet, I just wanted to leave as soon as possible.” You said stirring your tea. “Well, I would defiantly love to go over that with you when you’ve made a decision.” He said looking at you. “That would be great, I’m sure we can come together on a price.” You said looking down.

“Are you entirely sure you want to sell?” He asked leaning forward. Clearing your throat “yes I am. There are too many memories here. I need to start over, somewhere new.” You said fighting your tears back. He nodded finishing his tea. “Well and I would love for the animals to stay, if that’s something you would agree to.” He said smiling. “Oh, I would love if they could.” You said with a smile. “Well then, I’ll leave you to decide, I’ll be in touch, and you know how to reach me.” He said standing. “Yes, as soon as I figure out the details I will call you.” You said walking him to the door.

“Good night y/n.” He said nodding “good night Dr Laing.” You said closing the door behind him. You sighed as he left, you were finally going to be able to move forward, and knowing the animals would be ok was a relief. You laid on the couch, wrapping the blanket around you, the tears you had been holding in escaping, running down to the pillow. You wrapped your arm around your stomach “We’ll be out of here soon little one.” You whispered. Closing your eyes letting the escape of sleep take you..

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonborne@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-neisler-blog@sinsandguilt@midnights-ramblings@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting

Lost and Found

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: mentions of arranged marriage, sadness, mentions of pregnancy, depression.

Summary: loki and frigga work on their plan. As you try to find a way to move forward.

Part 14-

====================================

Asgard-

A week had gone by with no word from frigga as the wedding plans moved forward. Loki was pacing his chambers as he heard a knock. He ran to open it finding a gaurd standing there. “The king requires your presence.” He said backing up. Loki nodded, closing his door following. “Brother.” Thor bellowed as he entered the throne room. He only nodded as he stood before the throne. “Why have you called me?” Loki asked looking up at him. “Good news, I have found a suitable wife for you.” Thor said getting up walking down the steps. “She is on her way, and you shall be married in two weeks time.” He said clapping a hand down on Loki’s shoulder. “And why must I do this?” Loki asked moving away from Thor. “So solidify the alliance, you must marry an asgasdian.” Thor said simply. “You know very well I cannot take her back to Jotunhiem, she will perish” loki said looking at him. “We’ll figure that out, come, let’s go over the arrangements.” Thor said walking away, Loki following.

Loki stormed into his room slamming the door. He needed to do something but it was beginning to seem hopeless. “Loki, my son.” Loki looked up seeing frigga. “Have you found a way?” He asked walking to her. “I believe I have. Come.” She said motioning to the lais. They discussed her plan, making sure they worked out every detail. “I must go before I am missed, you know the plan.” She said standing up. “Yes, and we must act fast. I am to be married in two weeks.” Loki said following her to his door. “We will enact our plan soon, wait for my word.” She said. “And son, I am truly sorry for everything. And I hope one day you’ll be able to forgive me.” She said cupping his cheek. He closed his eyes and nodded. “I just need to be with her.” He said looking at her. “And you shall be, stay strong and be ready.” She said slipping out the door.

She made it to her chambers and heard a knock on the door, as Thor entered. “Mother, may I ask what it was you were doing in Loki’s chambers?” He asked coming to stand in the middle of the room. “I was only asking him of the progress of his union.” She said sitting down. He eyed her sitting across from her. “I would hope you two would not be plotting behind my back.” He said looking at her. “No my king, only catching up, I see him so little.” She said not breaking eye contact. “He is to be married in two weeks, and then he will return to Jotunhiem.” Thor said standing up. “And what of his bride? It is far too cold there for her to survive.” She asked looking at him. “He will need to remedy that, it is not my concern.” He said heading for the door. “And mother, no more sneaking around.” He said turning towards her. “Yes my king.” She said bowing her head. With that he was gone. She sighed, hoping their plan would work.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Earth-

You went about your routine in a daze. You felt like you were on autopilot. You had been taking your vitamins everyday which helped you feel a bit better, but not much. Everything was overwhelming since you found out. You continued sleeping on the couch, unable to sleep in bed without him. Everything felt empty, lifeless as you wandered through your days.

Every night you would take your tea and sit on the porch watching the sunset, secretly hoping to see the rainbow lights again, hoping he would come home, and every night was the same, nothing. As you walked through the house everything reminded you of him. The front door where he would pounce on you when you came in, the kitchen where he would hold you until your coffee was done, the bathroom where he had taken care of you. You had made love to him in every room, every surface holding a memory of him. You went to his room, opening the door you were hit with the smell of him. You hadn’t come in here since he left. You just stood in the middle of the room, replaying everything in your mind.

“I need to get up.” You said. “No you don’t” he said, snuggling into you.

“I love you Adam.” You said hugging him. “I love you more.” He said, leaning down kissing you.

You felt the tears run down your face as the memories flashed in your mind. You loved him, love him, but he didn’t feel the same, he left. You went to the living room, remembering your last night with him, staring into his eyes as he held you close to him, your bodies connected. In that moment you felt your souls connect. You had never made love to anyone so intimately. You laid on the couch, wrapping yourself in the blanket you let the tears fall. There was nothing you could do but try to move on.

You had decided to sell the farm. The memories being too much to handle. You rolled over onto your back, rubbing your stomach. “We’ll figure it out little one, I promise.” You sighed. You had a couple people coming to look at the farm tomorrow, hoping one would work out. You didn’t want to, but you couldn’t be here anymore, surrounded my the memories, the pain. You closed your eyes, hoping sleep would take you.

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonborne@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-neisler-blog@sinsandguilt@midnights-ramblings@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting

Lost and Found

Paring: Loki x reader

Warnings: mentions of illness, self esteem issues, mentions of birth control, mentions of arranged marriage.

Summary:you try to figure things out as life gets complicated.

Part 13-

========================≈===========

Earth-

A month had gone by and your stomach hadn’t eased, the nausea still hitting at random times. So you decided it was time to see the doctor. As you say in the waiting room, your nerves were a mess. The last time you were here you had Loki with you. You teared up remembering the day you decided to take care of him, be there for him, and now you had no one to be there for you.

Your name was called and they showed you to a room. You sat alone in silence. Thoughts whirling in your head when you heard a knock on the door. “Come in” you said straightening up. “Morning y/n, whay brings you in today?” Dr Laing asked sitting down. “Well I’m still feeling nauseous, and getting sick alot. I’ve been exhausted lately and I don’t know why.” You said. He looked over your chart and hummed. “Have you been under any stress lately?” He asked flipping through the pages. “Yes, a bit. Trying to keep the farm going has been hard.” You said looking down. “Any medications your taking?” He asked standing and walking to you. “Um, not really. Just over the counter pain killers and my birth control.” You said seeing him nod. “OK we’ll run a few tests and see what’s going on.” He smiled setting his clipboard down.

An hour later you were back in the room waiting for the doctor. You couldn’t help fidget either your hands as you waited. A knock came as the doctor came in. “Well y/n, we got your results back.” He sat looking at his clipboard “turns out your expecting.” Your eyes went wide as your jaw dropped. “H..how……I’ve been taking my medication for years.” You said looking at him. “Well that’s not always totally effective, and if you missed a couple doses…” he trailed off looking at you. Had you missed some, it was possible.

He handed you a prescription for vitamins “I want you to go pick those up and start taking them, vet plenty of rest, don’t exert yourself.” He said placing his hand on your shoulder. You looked down and nodded. “We’ll get you set up with ongoing appointments to make sure you and baby are healthy, and if you need anything call ok.” He said stepping back. “OK, Thank you.” You said sliding off the table heading to the receptionist. You drove home in a daze. You sat at the table looking at the bottle of vitamins. “How am I going to do this?” You thought to yourself as you layed your head on the table.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Asgard-

“What is it Heimdall?” Frigga asked walking into the bifrost. “You had asked me to keep an eye on the mortal, and there is news.” He said looking at her. “Is she OK? What happened?” She asked stepping closer. “She is with child my lady. Loki’s child.” He said. Frigga froze “I didn’t think that was possible. Are you certain it is Loki’s?” She asked stepping closer. “Yes my lady, I am certain.” He said looking at her. I must inform Loki at once.“ She said. "He is om Jotunhiem my lady, the king has ordered no one to go there until the alliance is complete.” Heimdall said. Frigga thought for a moment. “Then we shall bring him here, I’ll find a way.” She said as she left.

Frigga walked into the throne room “my king, any progress on the alliance with Jotunhiem?” She asked looking to Thor. “Indeed, I was about to send for king Loki to finalize it.” Thor said standing. “That is wonderful news my king, what else must be done?” Frigga asked walking with Thor towards the bifrost. “The arrangements have all been made, I shall return the casket to them, and Loki is to marry.” He said continuing to the bridge. “Marry? Marry who?” She asked stunned. “Asgard has no princess, so it will be a noble woman of my choosing. Once he is married the casket will be returned, cementing the alliance.” He said

“Are you sure that is wise my king? Loki has only ruled a short time, why not let him settle into his role before he marries.” Frigga said as they entered the bifrost “Heimdall, open the bifrost to Jotunhiem and summon king Loki.” Thor said. Heimdall looked to frigga who shook her head. “Yes my king” he said twisting the sword activating the bifrost. “Jotunhiem needs a queen and an heir to secure Loki’s rule. It shall be done.” Thor said. “Yes my king.” She said looking at the entrance as Loki walked through. She hadn’t seen him in his true form since he was an infant. He stood tall, clothed in white and gold leathers, a white cloak with fur lined the top, and a blue horned crown on his head, similar to his helm. His long black hair framed his face, his skin a deep blue, eyes blood red. She could see the ancestral ridges along his face. He stood emotionless, distant. “King Thor, why is it you have summoned me?” His voice boomed through the room. “Come, we have much to discuss.” Thor said heading to the bridge.

Loki went to follow when frigga softly touched his arm. He stopped and looked down at her. “Your highness, I must speak with you at once.” She whispered to him. He slightly nodded before following Thor. She shot Heimdall a look before following the kings to the palace. Frigga had to find a way to get Loki back to earth, back to his love. She just wasn’t sure how.

Frigga waited in Loki’s room, pacing as she waited for him. Suddenly she heard the chamber door slam shut. “That oaf expects me to marry!! I will not!!” He yelled throwing his cape on the chair. “King Loki, I must speak with you as once.” Frigga said watching Loki pace back and forth. “I agreed to take the throne, not marry!!” He yelled again, continuing pacing. “Loki!” She yelled getting his attention. “What is it!?” He looked at her, his red eyes staring into her. “You may want to sit down.” She said looking at him.

She sat across from him, thinking. “Well, what is it?” He asked leaning forward on the lais. She fidgeting her hands “Loki, son, it was a mistake bringing you here, I see that now.” She said looking at him. He didn’t say anything, just looked at her. “You were happy, loved. You found what others only dream to.” She said, seeing tears form in his eyes. “I fear is it too late, she won’t want me after leaving her.” He said shakely looking down. “You are wrong Loki, she loved you and loved you still.” She said looking at him. “Heimdall has kept watch over her, to make sure she is safe.” She said. Loki’s head shot up “and is she safe? What’s happened?” He asked looking at her.

“She is fine, she has been ill, but fine” frigga said. “Why is she ill? Tell me what’s going on?” He demanded standing up. “I cannot tell you, it is her who must.” Frigga said standing, walking to Loki. “We must find a way to return you to her, she needs you.” She said. “Go along with Thor, for now. I’ll come up with a plan.” She said as she hugged him. “I’m sorry Loki, for everything, but I will make this right.” She said as he hugged her. She pulled back looking at him, cupping his cheek his skin cold “you will hear from me, we will get you home.” She said wiping a tear from his cheek. He nodded and with that she left his chambers, determined to find a way.

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonborne@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-nee@sinsandguilt@midnights-ramblings@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting

Lost and Found

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings:depression, sadness, mentions of illness, stress, anxiety, manipulation, Thor being a jerk.

Summary: loki arrives back in asgard as you try to carry on

Part 12-

====================================

Asgard-

Arriving back on Asgard, Loki stormed out of the bifrost heading towards the palace. Making his way through the corridors towards his chambers. “Brother, we shall be meeting with the leader of Jotunhiem, asserting your claim to the throne, ready yourself to depart.” Thor said, Loki didn’t respond, only nodding before going inside. He closed the door looking around the room, he never thought he would be here again. He sat on the lais, thinking back to what had transpired…

“Brother, why are you really here?” Loki asked Thor as they went into the house. “I need your assistance with Jotunhiem, they are threatening war and I can’t have that.” Thor said walking around the living room. “Why not ask Odin, he’s the one that banished me, why would he want my return.” Loki said sitting at the table. “Father has fallen into the Odinsleep, he isn’t aware we are here.” Thor said sitting across from Loki. “And what does all this have to do with me? I was cast out, I’ve made a life here, with y/n.” Loki said looking at Frigga as she sat down. “Do you truly think she will want to be with you when she finds out what you’ve done?” Thor asked looking at Loki.

“She would, she’s kind and understanding.” Loki said looking between Thor and frigga. “Your a murderer Loki, will she forgive that?” Thor asked looking at loki. “That wasn’t my intention and you know it!” Loki yelled at Thor. “Enough brother! I have a deal I wish to discuss.” He said standing up. “You will return to Asgard, assume the throne of Jotunhiem preventing war, and barter and allegiance with Asgard.” Thor said looking at him. Loki scoffed “and if I don’t, if I choose to stay here with y/n?” He asked with a smirk. Thor loomed over Loki “either do you as I ask, or now with your memories restored you’ll spend the remainder of your days in the dungeons.” He said glaring at Loki “and as far as y/n, I’m not sure how the avengers would feel about her housing a war criminal.” Thor said pacing the room. “Thor….” frigga started “enough mother, I am king, he will do as I say, won’t you Loki?” He asked looking to Loki. “You wouldn’t do that to her!” Loki yelled standing In front of Thor. “I will do what is necessary for Asgard, you would do well to heed my warning, brother.” He said stepping closer. “What shall it be?” Thor asked. Loki looked to the porch seeing you sitting with your back to him “there will be no where she can hide from them, she will be imprisoned, assumed your accomplice.” Thor said.

Loki sighed, remembering how you took care of him, showed him kindness, love. No one had ever treated him that way, but he couldn’t let you spend your life imprisoned because of him. “I will do as you ask, but I will speak with her” Loki said heading towards the door. “Brother, it would be best if you end this, as you surely won’t return.” Thor said sitting down. Loki knew what he had to do and hated himself for it. He nodded and headed outside.

He put his head in his hands as he felt the tears well in his eyes. This wasn’t him, this isn’t what he wanted anymore, he wanted you. But he had to protect you, he couldn’t let you sit in a prison cell. The look on your face when he told you he didn’t love you would haunt him. He had told many lies in his long life, but that’s the one he’ll always regret.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Earth-

You slowly opened your eyes looking around the room. You were hugging Adam’s…….well Loki’s pillow, you had hoped it had been a nightmare, but you weren’t that lucky. You walked to the living room, it was eerily silent. Everything felt empty without him here. You went to the kitchen, making your coffee before sitting at the table. You looked at the couch, thinking of your last night with him as your eyes teared up again. Did he think you wouldn’t understand? Did he think you wouldn’t accept him?

You wiped your face, sipping your coffee. You knew you had to take care of the animals but you couldn’t get your mind straight. The way he was so cold, distant, unfeeling. When he said he didn’t love you, you felt everything in you shatter. You’ve been left before, made to pick up the pieces and move on, but it’s never physically hurt. Just breathing felt like your chest would explode. You Inhaled a shaky breath taking a drink of your coffee, you stared at it for a minute before feeling your stomach gurgle. Putting your hand on yout stomach you felt a tightening as a wave of nausea hit you.

You to the bathroom as everything in you emptied from your stomach. You sat back leaning against the wall. You rubbed your stomach, thinking the stress was making you sick. You got up washing your face and brushing your teeth before heading back to the living room. You dumped your coffee down the drain before heading to get dressed, making your way to do your chores. You walked out seeing the burnt circle on your field and walked over, kneeling next to it. You ran your fingers through the burnt grass as you felt the tears stream down your cheek.

You wiped your face, heading to the stalls. You fed and took care of them before heading to the horses. Seeing daredevil made you instantly think of him. With his long black locks, stunning features and kind soul. You walked up rubbing his nose as he nudged your hand. “Im sorry boy, I don’t think he’s coming back.” You said shakely as daredevil shifted on his feet. You leaned forward wrapping my arms around his neck hugging him. He rested his head on your back, it almost felt like a hug.

You went back to the house seeing you were low on food, you made the decision to go to town. Maybe it would help get your mind off things. you walked through the grocery store in a daze, when your cart ran into another. “I’m so sorry, I wasn’t paying attention.” You said looking up seeing Dr. Laing. “No problem, no harm done.” He smiled. “Hey, how’s mystery man doing?” He asked looking at you. “Oh, his family came and got him, so he’s gone.” You said looking down. “I see, well how are you?” He asked. “I’m ok, still just dealing with the farm.” You said looking up. “Are you feeling ok, you don’t look well.” He said. “Oh im fine, just a little stomach upset ” you smiled, but he didn’t look like he believed you. “Well if it continues come see me.” He said and you nodded. “Take care of yourself ok?” He said rubbing your arm “I will.” You said nodding.

You made it back to the house. Unloading your groceries trying to distract yourself from how empty the house felt. You made a sandwich before heading to the living room. You sat down putting on a movie. You were about halfway done when the nausea hit again, running to empty your stomach. “What is wrong with me?” You thought as you brushed your teeth and headed change. You grabbed Loki’s pillow and blanket and laid on the couch, hoping the movie would distract you long enough for sleep to find you.

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonblr@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-neisler-blog@sinsandguilt@midnight-lightning@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting

Lost and Found

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: mentions of memory loss, mentions of past abuse,

Summary: life was perfect, until it wasn’t…..

Part 11-

====================================

You woke up to your alarm. You groaned before reaching up shutting it off. You rolled over but found you were in bed alone. “Adam?” You asked into the darkness but got no answer. You got up putting on your pajamas heading to the kitchen, seeing Adam pouring coffee into your cup. You walked up behind him hugging him. “Morning love.” He said putting his hand on your arm. “I never want to wake up alone again, that was terrible.” You said hugging him tighter. “My apologies love, I just wanted to get your coffee” he said turning around to look at you. You wrapped your arms around his neck “cuddles are better then coffee” you said kissing him. “I’ll keep that in mind” he said kissing you back.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Asgard-

Thor and frigga made their way to the bifrost. “Heimdall, I need you to locate Loki.” Thor said the the gatekeeper. “I have instructions not to allow him back into the realm your highness.” He said looking at Thor. “Odin is asleep, as I’m sure you know, and I hold the throne until he awakens. Now do as I ask.” Thor said walking closer. “I have seen the prince, I know where he is. But maybe it would be better to leave him as he is.” He said looking at frigga. “I only need know where he is, if you know, you will send us there at once.” Thor demanded. “My queen, you know what I speak of. Is he not happier now?” Heimdall asked looking at Frigga. “Send us there heimdall.” Thor said “yes my king.” He, opening the bifrost as Thor and frigga were pulled into it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You both got dressed heading to the animals, your fingers linked with Adam’s. You made it to the horses, seeing daredevil perk up seeing Adam. “I missed you too.” Adam said rubbing his head as he nuzzled his nose into him. “You take him for a ride, I’m going to go check the corn real quick, see if it’s ready.” You said hugging Adam. “If it is we’ll take care of it as soon as I’m done.” He said leaning down kissing you. “I love you Adam.” You said smiling at him. “I love you more.” He whispered against your lips kissing you again. You headed to the field as he took daredevil out.

You kneeled down checking the stocks, when a flash of light appeared in front of you, colors swirling around, it looked like a rainbow. You put your arm over your eyes backing up. When the light faded you saw two figures, a tall blonde man in what looked like armor and a red cape and a woman in a long blue dress. Startled you threw an ear of corn at him, watching it bounce off hitting the ground. You looked at eachother for a moment. “Lady, I am looking for my brother.” He said walking closer as you tripped landing in the ground. “Y/n!” You heard Adam yell in the distance. “Adam!” You yelled back, backing away from the massive man. “Son don’t frighten the poor girl.” The woman said walking up next to him. “My apologies lady, I only seek my brother.” He said looking at you.

You got up as Adam ran from behind you pulling you behind him. “Who are you, what do you want?’ He demanded of the man. "Brother!” The man said walking towards Adam. He backed you both up, holding onto your hand. “I have no idea who you are, you need to leave.” Adam demanded looking at man. “Oh, right. Mother” he said turning around to the woman. She slowly made her way to stand in front of Adam. “Loki, my son, all will be made clear soon.” She said looking at him. “Whose Lo…” he started when the woman put her hand on his forehead. “What are you doing, get away from him!’ You yelled rushing the woman as the larger man grabbed your arm. You saw Adam’s eyes glow white as she whispered something. "Leave him alone!’ You yelled again struggling against the man. His eyes closed as she released him, you pulled away from the man rushing to Adam’s side. "Are you ok? What did she do?” You asked looking him over. He kept his eyes closed holding his head. “Adam answer me please.” You said grabbing his arm.

He opened his eyes, his emeralds meeting yours “I am not Adam, I am Loki, of Asgard.” He said calmly. “What’s Asgard, please tell me what’s going on!’ You yelled starting to panic. "He is prince of Asgard and the rightful king of Jotunhiem.” The blonde man said coming up next to you. “What is Jotunhiem?” You asked looking at him. “It is an ice planet, where the frost giants live.” He said. Your mind was reeling, nothing was making sense. “Thor, what are you and mother doing here?” Loki asked backing away from you. “Let us go inside and we can discuss it.” Frigga said looking at Loki.

They turned to the house leaving you standing there. Asgard, Jotunhiem, frost giant, none of it made sense. As you slowly made your way to the house you felt the heaviness in your chest, this sinking feeling that was overwhelming you. You sat on the porch staring into the distance while they were in the house. You watched as the sun began to set, the anxiety running through you when you heard the door open, and Loki sat on the opposite side of the steps from you, putting as much distance as possible between you. Your heart sank.

“Lady y/n.” He started, you closed your eyes at the formality of the name, was your Adam gone? You put your head down listening “I just wanted to explain, if I can, my brother and mother, Thor and frigga, have come to take me home.” He said fidgeting with his hands. “My…..Odin……stripped me of my memories and sent me here as punishment for my crimes, my mother has restored them.” He said looking out to the field. You lifted your head looking at him “Ad…..Loki, do you remember everything since coming here? With me?” You asked nervously. He put his head down nodding.

“So do you……do you still love me?” You hesitated. He looked at you, you could see the affection in his eyes, until it changed, he seemed distant, cold “that’s not who I am lady y/n, that man you found, I’m not him.” He said looking at you. “Yes it is, your more him then anything else. That Is you in here.” You said pointing at your heart. “That man I found in the field, that is who you are, not king of wherever that was, or prince of whatever, just plain and simple you, the man I fell in love with.” You said, feeling the tears welling in your eyes. “Lady y/n” he started “Don’t call me that, please.” You said scooting closer. He sighed “you have no idea what I’ve done, why I was cast out.” He said looking down “and I don’t care! I fell in love with you, all of you, that doesn’t matter.” You said reaching for his hand but he pulled it away.

Your heart sank, you looked into his eyes “was what we had nothing?” You asked looking at him. “Y/n I have been offered a pardon, and the promise of the throne that is rightfully mine.” He said stiffening. “Then I’ll come with you.” You said “you cant, you would die.” He said plainly “humans cannot go to where I am from.” He said looking out. Reality was starting to set in, this was more important to him. “Aren’t you human?” You asked looking at him. He snapped his head to look at you “I am a God, I will outlive you. Your existence is finite to mine.” He said going to stand, but you grabbed his hand. “Please, please don’t do this I love you! Don’t you love me?” You asked looking into his eyes. “I have to return home, and you must stay here. We cannot be together, I’m sorry y/n.” He said getting up. You jumped to your feet “tell me, tell me you don’t love me and what we had meant nothing to you!” You demanded. He stopped and turned to look at you. His eyes softened for a second before the cold facade returned. He stood straight looking you In the eye “I do not.” He said. You felt your heart shatter as the tears rolled down your cheek “you don’t mean that, you love me I know you do, and I love you.” You said stepping closer. “Y/n, it was a fling, nothing more. And now I must take my place among my people.” He said.

“But lo….” you started “enough y/n! You need to accept that this is how things are.” He said. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to get my things, I must leave soon” he said going into the house. You sank to the floor, pulling your knees to your chest. He was leaving, you meant nothing to him. You put your head on your knees, unable to stop your sobs. You heard the door open and you looked up seeing loki in a green and black leather outfit, similar to the one you found him in. “I realized nothing in there is mine.” He said clearing his throat. You saw the man and woman come out of the house looking at you. “I got all of that for you, you can take it of you want.” You said sniffling, wiping a tear away. “That’s not necessary.” He said, straightening, fixing his outfit. “Come brother, we must go.” You heard the other man, Thor say. You looked up at loki as he looked at you “goodbye lady y/n.” He nodded and turned walking down the steps toward the field. The woman, frigga, knelt down next to you “I am sorry my dear, I know you love him.” She said. You looked at her, tears in your eyes “if you knew you wouldn’t have convinced him to leave.” You said burying your head in your knees. You felt her touch your head “I truly am sorry.” She whispered as you felt her get up.

You looked up as they stood in the field, you got up rushing down the steps towards them. You lunged at loki, wrapping your arms around his neck, you felt him stiffen as you hugged him. “I’ll always love you.” You whispered into his hair as you let go backing up. You saw his eyes begin to water, but before he could say anything they were engulfed in the rainbow light, and then they were gone, leaving you alone in the field. You went back to the house, making your way to Loki’s room, running your hand through his clothes in the closet, gently sitting on the bed, seeing his book on the night stand. You grabbed his pillow, hugging it you, it smelled like him. You laid down, letting the sadness wash over you. He left, he was gone, and he wasn’t coming back. As reality hit you you sobbed into his pillow, hoping the void of sleep would take you soon.

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonborn@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-nee@sinsandguilt@midnights-ramblings@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting

Frozen Hearts

Paring: Loki x reader (eventually)

Warnings: swearing, teasing, sexual innuendos, nothing too bad to start

Summary: your an avenger, one of earth hero’s, confident in who you are and what you want, until a God started getting under your skin.

*avengers au, Loki and Thor make it back to earth after ragnarok, and are living in stark tower.

Part 1-

====================================

You had joined the avengers a couple years ago, shortly after the attack on New York, being recruited by none other then black widow. You had been on your own for most of your life, being left with a foster family you took off, deciding the only person you could rely on was yourself. She had seen you one day when you a few guys decided it would be fun to harass you. She was coming over to help you when she saw you take down all three by yourself. She came over, saying you had potential and asked you to join. “Why not.” You had said looking at her.

You kept to yourself mostly, not really wanting to make friends, but slowly they started to grow on you. Everytime bucky and sam got In a fight you couldn’t help laugh, or everytime Steve irritated Tony, you couldn’t help watch the madness unfold on the occasion you made it down to the lab. That’s where you had met Matt, he was a lab tech that worked with Bruce and Tony. A year into you being at the tower he had asked you out. You had told him no a few times, not wanting to get that close with anyone but he was persistent. Always sending you flowers, complimenting you, trying to make small talk. you decided to give him a shot, he was nice, and pretty cute. Tall and on the thinner side, with short blonde hair that curled all over his head, glasses and a killer smile.

You had been seeing Matt for a couple of weeks when Thor came to the tower, explaining that Asgard had been destroyed and they had to come to earth. You were sitting on the couch in the common room with Matt when Thor had come in, a tall dark haired man following behind him. You knew who he was, everyone did. “Y/n, this is my brother Loki, he’s going to be staying with us in the tower.” Thor smiled at you. You looked up at him “Hello Thor….Loki.” You said nodding at Loki as he stood there with his arms crossed. “Anyone told you it’s not polite to stare?” You asked looking at Loki. His eyes squinting at you “no one that mattered.” He said glaring. “And who is this?” Thor asked breaking you from your staring contest “this is my boyfriend Matt, Matt this is Thor and his brother.” You said looking at Thor. “Hi, nice to meet you both.” Matt said standing holding his hand out to them shaking Thor’s hand, while Loki glared at it. You got up grabbing Matt’s arm “ignore him, he has issues.” You said pulling Matt away.

Loki stared at you as you left “Well brother, it seems you may have met your match.” Thor laughed slapping Loki’s shoulder. He hummed before Thor drug him off to meet the rest of the team. You had developed a hate, dislike relationship with the God. Wherever he was, snide remarks followed. You both always falling into insults and rude comments around eachother. You couldn’t even be paired on missions because you made everyone miserable. You would have tried to get along with him If he wasn’t so insufferable.

So here you stood, a year later, standing in the kitchen making tea as the ignorant jerk made his way in. “Y/n, why are you up so late? Your pathetic boyfriend not satisfying you?” He asked smirking at you “and that’s my cue to leave.” You said grabbing your tea starting to leave. “You know where to find me if you want a real man.” He said making you stop. You turned around looking at him, he was leaned against the counter, arms crossed with a smile on his face. You slowly walked over to him looking him up and down “does it even still work? With all the women you bring to the tower I’m surprised it hasn’t fallen off.” You said glaring at him. His smile dropped as he stood up walking towards you “I would watch how you speak to me.” He said squinting his eyes at you. “Whatever you say princess.” You said starting to go back to your room when a woman came out of Loki’s room.

“Lokiiii baby where are you?” She screeched, her voice piercing your ears. “There’s one of them now.” You said leaving going to your room. You sat your tea down and threw yourself on the bed. A part of you wished that you got along with him, that you could have been friends with him. If you were being honest with yourself, a part of you thought he was attractive, beautiful even. The way his hair curled at the ends making you want to twirl it around your finger, the way his green eyes seemed to glow, the way his muscles flexed when you caught glimpses during training. You may have had a little crush on him, but there was no way anyone was going to find out, ever.

Let me know if you want to be tagged!!

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@sinsandguilt@usagishira@cabingrlandrandomcrap@daggers-and-mischief@stupidthoughtsinwriting@catalina712@kat-nee@mcufan72@lokiprompts@123forgottherest@asgardianprincess1050@midnights-ramblings

Lost and Found

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: swearing, all the fluff, smut, fluffy smut- its smuffy, that’s a thing right? Lol

Sunmary: you had settled down with loki in yout new life, and couldn’t be happier.

Epilogue-

====================================

5 years later-

You washed your hands as you finished dinner. Turning everything off you went to the porch “guys, time for dinner!!” You yelled to the field. Seeing Loki wave you went back inside. Setting the plates down on the table as they came in. “Hey, Adam, you know you need to wash your hands first.” You said looking at your son. “Yes mom.” He said running to the bathroom. You felt Loki come up behind you, wrapping his long arms around your waist. “When are we going to work on our second?” He whispered in your ear. “Loki stop, he’ll be back in a second.” You said turning and slapping his chest. “I can’t help what you do to me love.” He said leaning down kissing you. You pulled back looking at him “behave…sir.” whispering the last part as you felt his arms squeeze tighter. “All done!” Adam yelled coming back to the table. You pulled away from Loki winking as you sat and ate.

You were laying in bed reading as Loki came in, closing your door. “He’s finally asleep, he didn’t want me to stop reading to him.” He laughed grabbing his pajamas. “Well you do have a beautiful voice.” You said setting your book down, seeing a slight blush on his cheeks. He climbed in bed laying next to you “what were we talking about earlier, oh that’s right.” He said, leaning forward kissing you. You turned your head, deepening the kiss as his tongue ran across your lip. You opened your mouth, letting his tongue massage yours. His hand making its way to the hem of your shirt. You moaned in his mouth as he slid his hand up cupping your breast, running his thumb over your nipple. He broke the kiss, moving to your neck “I need you y/n, I need to feel you.” He whispered nibbling your ear. “Take me…..sir.” you whispered into his hair. You heard him growl as he moved on top of you, pulling your shirt off throwing it across the room.

He leaned down his tongue diving back into your mouth, you slid your hand into his hair as the other gripped his back, slowly moving to grip his cheek, pulling him into you. “Eager are we?” He laughed kissing down your neck towards your chest. “Loki please…..” you sighed as he circled your nipple with his tongue. “Tell me what you need y/n.” He said sucking it into his mouth. You moaned as you felt his other hand reaching your core, his fingers gently opening you up. “You…..I need you…..my king.” You sighed moving your hips with his hand. “Anything for you love.” He said getting up removing his pants, slowly pulling yours down. He climbed back up to you, spreading your knees, settling between them.

You both moaned as he slowly slid inside you. “Norns, you feel like heaven.” He said resting his head on yours. “So do you.” You sighed as he bottomed out, taking a minute to adjust. He leaned on his elbows kissing you deeply as he slowly started to move. You slid both hands down his back, he moaned into your mouth as you firmly grabbed his cheeks, pulling him into you. He rested his forehead on your as he pulled out and you pulled him back in. He adjusted his weight as his hand went to your hip, pulling it up towards him with every thrust. You felt him adjust his angle and start hitting that one spot in you that drove you over the top. Your breath mixed together as he titled his head kissing you again. You moaned he thrust particular hard, hitting that spot. “God Loki……I’m……” you tried but your brain couldn’t form words as you felt the coil in your stomach tighten. “Come y/n, come for your king.” He growled as he thrust harder. You looked into his eyes as you came, holding him tight to you. He followed right after, feeling him filling you up.

He stilled inside as you both panted, trying to catch your breath. You looked up at him smiled, his lips swollen, hair a mess, he was perfect. You reached up, brushing his hair away from his face as he smiled at you. “You are so beautiful y/n.” He said rubbing his thumb on your cheek. He went to move but you grabbed onto him “no, not yet please. I want to feel you.” You said looking at him. He settled back smiling at you. “May I ask you something love?” He asked looking at you. “Anything.” You said running your fingers up and down his arms. “Well, you know how I told you my lifespan is longer then….yours.” he said looking down. You nodded waiting. “Well, before I came back, my mother gave me something, that I want to give you.” He said looking at you. “What is it?” You asked. He held put his hand as a green light shown from it and a small box appeared. “I’ll never get tired of that.” You smiled making him laugh.

“I want to spend eternity with you love, always and forever.” He said handing it to you. You awkwardly opened the box, looking inside “you gave me an apple?” You asked looking confused. “It’s not just and Apple, it’s one of idunns apples.” He said taking it out of the box handing to you. “Whose idunn, and why does she have golden apples?” You asked looking at it. “That’s not the point, the point is, if you eat it, you’ll live as long as me.” He said cupping your cheek. “You gave me a magic apple? Good magic right, not like snow white where she..” you trailed off pretending to sleep. He laughed looking at you “Yes, Good magic. We can be together forever.” He said smiling at you. You turned it in your hand looking at it. “What about Adam?” You asked looking at him. “When he is old enough to decide, he will have the same choice.” He said looking at you. “I understand if you need to think it over, or don’t want to, it’s a big choice and..” you stopped his rambling by kissing him. Pulling back looking into his eyes, you took a bite. “It doesn’t taste very good.” You said swallowing. He laughed kissing you.

“Loki, I want nothing more then to spend eternity with you.” You said finishing the apple. “Do I need to eat the core too, I will.” You said laughing “no, that’s not necessary” he laughed throwing it to the floor. You cupped his cheeks in your hands staring into his eyes “I love you Loki, I always will.” You said smiling. “I love you more y/n, and I always will.” He said leaning down kissing you.

well, we reached the end. Thank you all ao much for reading, commenting, reblogging, all of that. You guys are amazing!!!! Love you all

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonborne@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-nee@sinsandguilt@midnights-ramblings@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting@kat-nee

Lost and Found

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: imprisonment, swearing, sadness, mentions of pregnancy.

Summary: Loki sits on his cell as the hopelessness consumes him, as you confirmed the sell of the farm.

Part 16-

====================================

Asgard-

Loki wasn’t sure how long he had been there, sitting on the floor, back against the wall, waiting for whatever was to come. Would he be sent back to Jotunhiem, or sentenced to life in this cell. He thought back to you, how your smile warmed his heart, when you hugged him he felt complete, loved. This place wasn’t home, you were. He wondered how you were doing, if you were safe, did you miss him as much as he missed you. He felt the tears stream down his cheeks, remembering the mornings you were snuggled up next to him, the way you comforted him, your kindness.

He brought his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around them, laying his head on his arms. He never wanted any of this, he only wanted you. He heard a sound from outside his cell, lifting his head, he saw someone there. “What do you want?” He asked, venom lacing his tone. “I am only here to talk.” He said coming closer. “What Is there to discuss, I’m where I belong am i not?” He asked looking at the figure. “Enough Loki!” He bellowed coming into the light. “I have spoken to Frigga about your time on Midgard, she told me of your mortal.”

Loki clenched his teeth “you will not speak of her……Odin.” he said looking up. He saw the glow of the cell drop as Odin walked in. “I have heard that she makes you happy yes?” He asked looking at Loki, he just shook his head and looked down “what does it matter, I have lost her.” Loki sighed. “Loki, I sent you to Midgard to learn the error of your ways, I thought by living amongst them you may once again find your humanity.” Odin said pacing back and forth. “I had not intended for Thor to lose his way.” He said looking to Loki. “He has been confined to his chambers until I can decide punishment for what he has done.” Odin said.

“And what is to become of me? Am I to rot in this cell?” Loki asked looking to Odin. “I have come to offer you a choice, either you can return to Jotunhiem, take up the throne and continue your rule, or you may return to Midgard, to your mortal, without the threat of repercussion.” Odin said standing in front of Loki. He stared up at him in disbelief, was he really going to let him return to you. “The choice is yours my son.” Odin said holding his hand out. “I wish to return to Midgard.” Loki said, gabbing Odin’s hand pulling him up. “Very well, Frigga is waiting at your chambers.” He said turning around. “Thank you.” Loki said looking to Odin, seeing him turn and nod slightly before leaving.

Loki ran to his chambers, seeing Frigga there “I must go immediately” he rushed inside. Looking around at his belongings he turned to Frigga “I don’t need any of this, I just need her.” He said walking towards the door. “May I accompany you to the bifrost?” She asked looking at him. He nodded and then made their way out. “Hiemdall, open the bifrost to Midgard please.” Loki said rushing in. “Yes, King Loki.” He said turning the sword. He smiled at Heimdall “just Loki.” He said as heimdall nodded. “Thank you for everything mother.” He said hugging Frigga. “Here, take this.” She said handing him a small box “what is it?” He asked looking at it “you’ll know when the time comes.” She said cupping his cheek. He tucked it into his pocket dimension before stepping back towards the lights “I love you my son” she called to him. “I love you mother.” He said smiling as the lights engulfed him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Earth-

You had spent the last few days packing, hiring a few guys to help you move everything to storage. You hadn’t called Dr Laing yet, but were planning to tomorrow, knowing it was your best plan to leave. You walked through your empty room, all but your clothes remained. You had put boxes in the spare room, but hadn’t been able to go in and pack everything, you thought about leaving all of it here, not wanting to be reminded of him. You walked to the now empty living room, only the couch remained. You sighed looking around, it felt cold.

You walked into the kitchen to make tea, setting the kettle on the stove, absently running your hand up and down the small bump. “It’s ok little one, we’ll be ok.” You whispered rubbing your belly. You finished making your tea, making your way to the porch, watching the sun set. You felt the tears well in your eyes as you rubbed your stomach, knowing this may be the last sunset you get to watch from this porch. You sighed finishing your tea before heading back inside. You laid on the couch, rolling over facing the back, you willed the tears away, hoping sleep would find you.

You weren’t sure how long you slept before you heard someone calling your name. You slowly opened your eyes thinking maybe you were dreaming. You rolled over, looking through the room but didn’t see anyone. You sat up rubbing your eyes as you saw someone In the hallway. You froze, who was in your house? Why were they here? You slowly got up, making your way to the front door, hoping to make it out before they saw you. “Y/n” you heard, making you freeze in your spot. You knew that voice. You slowly turned around, flipping on the light, you saw him standing there, exactly as you remembered him, his green eyes wide. “What…..what are you doing here?” You asked shakily.

He walked closer but you backed away so he stopped “y/n, I’m…….I’m sorry.” He whispered looking down. “"Why are you here!’ You yelled, feeling the lump in your throat. He looked up at you "I’ve come to apologize, I never meant to hurt you, I can explain.” He said holding his hand out but you backed away. “What is there to explain, you said enough when you left.” You said looking down. “No, please allow me to explain.” He asked looking at you. You rubbed your belly as you looked at him. “Are you unwell?” He asked watching you. “I suppose we do need to talk.” You sighed heading to the kitchen. You put the kettle on, getting two cups out setting them down. “Y/n, what is wrong?” He asked following you in. “Nothing is wrong Ad……Loki.” You sighed.

You turned to look at him, hands on your belly “Loki, I’m pregnant.” You said looking at him. He went silent, staring at you. “How long?” He asked looking at your belly. “It’s yours if that’s what your asking, I found out after you left.” You said crossing your arms. He nodded, leaning on the counter. “Don’t worry, I don’t want anything from you, I just thought you should know. And I’m selling the farm.” You said as the kettle went off. “Why?” He asked looking at you. “I can’t be here anymore. I can’t be reminded of you everyday, its too much.” You said sliding his tea to him walking out. You sat on the couch as he followed “y/n please, I’ve come back, I want to be here, I love you.” He said looking at you. “That’s not what you said when you left.” You looked at him. “I was being threatened, I had to say that to protect you, I’ve thought of nothing but you since I left.” He said coming closer. “I want to believe you, I do, but I just.” You started and were cut off when he kneeled in front of you grabbing your hands.

“Y/n, I’ve never felt like this about anyone else, only you, always you.” He said, you saw tears forming in his eyes “Please, let me explain, I’ll tell you everything.” He said looking at you. You sighed looking down “ok, go ahead.” You said looking at him. You listened as he told you about his attack on New York, how he was made to, about being sent here as punishment, how the man who came to get him threatened him. Your mind was reeling as he recounted everything. “And there’s one more thing I must tell you.” He said looking at you. He scooted closer, his torso between your knees as he closed his eyes. You watched his skin turn blue, opening his eyes to see red instead of the green you knew.

“I am a frost giant, king actually, but I abdicated, gave it up, I don’t want it. I only want you my love.” He said cupping your cheek, his skin was cold, but didn’t hurt you. “So, Loki, prince of asgard, king of Jotunhiem, adopted asgardian, and frost giant.” You said looking at him as he nodded. “I told you so.” You said tears forming in your eyes. “Told me what?” He asked “that you were a prince.” You said smiling. He smiled lunging forward, wrapping you in a hug. “I’m sorry y/n, so sorry.” He said holding you. “Please, never leave me again.” You whispered burying your face into his neck. “Never, I will die first.” He said rocking you. You sat there holding eachother “I love you…..Loki” you sighed. He buried his face in your neck, holding the back of your head “I love you more.” He sighed.

@vbecker10@lokisprettygirl22@xorpsbane@123forgottherest@mcufan72@daggers-and-mischief@cabingrlandrandomcrap@misswimberly@purplekitten30@elenaysusneuras@usagishira@asgardianprincess1050@mostly-marvel-musings@wannabemonsterfucker@hibernocaledonian@evansabove1981@catalina712@chaotics17@lokiprompts@crystaldragonborne@el-zef@shesakillerkween@kat-nee@sinsandguilt@midnights-ramblings@storybrook-beck@stupidthoughtsinwriting@kat-nee

Marry me…

Pairing: Loki x avenger reader

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, depression, swearing, self esteem issues.

Summary: you and loki had only been together for a couple of years, but you knew you loved him with everything in you, so you decided to ask the question.

*Loki and reader established relationship, fluff to angst. Angst with happy ending. This is my first one shot, sorry if it’s terrible lol and as always, thanks for reading!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You remember when Loki joined the team, dragged along by his brother Thor. The first time you met him, it was love at first site, not so much for him. Thor brought him into the common room, introducing him to everyone, you couldn’t help but stare. His long raven locks sitting just below his shoulders, curling at the ends, you wanted to touch it. His emerald eyes that could read your soul, the way he carried himself with an heir of confidence. “Ah y/n, this is my brother Loki, Loki this is y/n.” Thor had said introducing you. You held your hand out and smiled, but he crossed his arms and glared. “Brother, must I dwell with these…….mortals?” He asked looking at you. As soon as he spoke you were done for, his voice like honey to your ears. He was like a drug you needed more of.

Slowly you had broken his walls down. It took time, but you were patient. Sending him smiles when you saw him, making tea for him when you made yours, you were determined to pry your way into his heart. A few months into him being there he had pulled you aside “y/n, I was wondering if……possibly if you wanted to…….maybe…” he fidgeted with his hands. His shyness making you smile. You walked over grabbing his hands looking at him, he sighed looking at you “y/n, could I court you?” He had asked and you couldn’t have been happier, jumping into his arms “yes!” You yelled, grabbing a few glances from your team mates as you smiled at eachother. You smiled at the memories as you walked through the shop, picking out the perfect gift. It was your anniversary, and had the perfect evening planned. You loved him entirely and only ever wanted to be with him, and It was time to show him.

You sat across from Loki at the resteraunt. Him wearing his all black suit you wanted nothing more then to rip off of him. You held hands across the table as you ate dinner, enjoying the evening. When dinner was finished you knew it was now or never. “Loki, there’s something I wanted to ask you.” You said looking at him. “Anything y/n.” He said smiling at you. “Well, we’ve been together two years now, and I’ve never been happier, I love you so much.” You said looking into his eyes “I love you too y/n.” He said squeezing your hand. You pulled the small box from your purse “Loki laufeyson, will you marry me?” You asked smiling, opening the box to reveal a silver ring with a green inner bad wrapping around it. You saw the smile fall from his face as he looked between you and the ring. He hadn’t said anything and you were getting nervous. “Loki, say something please” you said setting the box on the table. He pulled his hand back setting it on his lap, dread beginning to fill you. “Y/n, I don’t know what to say.” He said in a monotone voice, staring at the ring. “You could say yes.” You joked smiling at him. He looked at you, silent for a moment “y/n, I can’t.” He said plainly. “Why not?” You asked him. “I just……I can’t.” He said.

“Can’t or won’t?” You asked looking at him. His silence told you everything. You cleared your throat “I should go.” You said grabbing your purse. “Y/n wait….” he said reaching for you, you stopped and looked at him. “I do love you y/n, but I can’t….” he tried, going silent. “But you can’t marry me. I know I’m just a mortal, but I thought for once I would be enough.” You said, sniffling, refusing to cry in front of him. “Y/n ..” he started but you cut him off “it’s fine Loki, its my fault. i was stupid enough to believe i was worthy of you, but I never will be will i?.” You said getting up. “I won’t bother you again.” You said quickly leaving the resteraunt before your tears fell.

You made it back to the tower, thankful Loki hadn’t followed you. You grabbed a few boxes, packing up what you could from your shared room, wiping your tears as you went. You grabbed your clothes from your side of the closet, heading to one of the vacant rooms. You headed back running into Thor “Lady y/n, what’s the matter?” He asked. “Your brother that’s what.” You said storming past him. You threw the rest of your things in the boxes as you started to move everything before Loki got back. “But y/n, I thought you and my brother were happy.” He said following you. “Yeah, so did i.” You said moving around him. “Either help me or leave please, I need to hurry and get this done.” You said making sure you grabbed everything.

Thor walked in grabbing one of your boxes following you to the other room. You made one more trip, making sure you had everything before shutting the door grabbing a bottle of wine and heading to your new room. “I am sorry about whatever happened between you and Loki, I will speak with him.” Thor said starting to leave. “Don’t bother, I’m not worth the trouble.” You sighed sitting at the end of the bed. “Lady y/n, i…” he started before you cut him off “please Thor, just leave.” You sighed hanging your head. As you heard the door click shut, you let the tears fall.

Loki had made it back to the tower, hoping to talk to you about what happened, but when he got to your room, he saw your things gone. He ran to the closet seeing your clothes gone. “Y/n!” He called out, checking the bathroom but you weren’t there. He ran and checked the common area, the library, the kitchen, but couldn’t find you. He ran to Thor’s room hoping he had seen you coming back “brother, have you seen y/n, I can’t find her.” He asked Thor. “Yes I’ve seen her, what did you do?” He asked crossing his arms. Loki sighed “she asked me to marry her and I said no.” He said looking down. “Why would you say no. I thought you were happy.” Thor asked. “I am! I love her, truly. But she doesn’t know what I am, how could she ever love a monster.” Loki said fidgeting with his hands. “You didn’t even give her a chance Loki, she would have understood. You should have trusted her.” Thor said shaking his head. “The only one who thinks your a monster is you, and until you can accept yourself, you’ll always be afraid.” Thor said. “Give her some space, she was rather upset when I saw her.” He said. “May I come in?” Loki asked. Thor nodded, moving aside to let Loki in.

It had been a week and no one had seen you. They tried knocking on your door but you kept it locked, not answering. only sneaking out when you knew everyone was asleep or gone to get more wine or whatever alcohol Tony had lying around. Trash littered your room, clothes all over the floor. You didn’t have the energy to pick them up. You stumbled out of your room, completely trashed, looking for Tony’s stash of alcohol to numb the pain. The tower was eerily silent, maybe everyone was gone. You found a half a bottle of scotch, taking a swig you decided it would be a good idea to go to the roof and look at the stars. You dragged yourself to the elevator, knocking into the wall a few times before making it. You got to the roof, realizing you were in your sleep shorts and tank top as the cold air hit you. You shrugged, taking another drink stumbling out.

You made it to the edge, standing on your toes looking over the wall down to the street. “Y/n!” You heard someone yell your name. You looked up trying to find the source of the voice. “Get away from there!” You heard it again, along with what sounded like someone running. “Whose there?” You slurred unable to focus as a hand gripped your wrist. You tried pulling away but you couldn’t get loose. “Let go of me!” You yelled at the voice. “What are you doing y/n?” You heard. You sighed “looking at the pretty stars, they twinkle like my Loki’s eyes.” You said tearing up. You put your head down “you see, i love him, but he doesn’t love me.” You said sniffling. “I’m sure that’s not true.” The voice said “yes it is! I was stupid, asked him to marry me, of course he said no, why wouldn’t he.” You said wiping your face. “Y/n, let’s get you to bed.” The voice said. “I don’t want to sleep, I’ll dream about him.” You said trying to sit down but were lifted up. “Shh it’s ok y/n, I’ve got you.” The voice said. “Your soft.” You hummed as your eyes drifted closed.

You slowly opened your eyes as the sun hit your face, making your head pound. You turned your head to see Loki sitting in a chair next to the bed, his eyes on you. “Go away Loki.” You huffed, moving to get out of bed. “Y/n, wait, please.” He said moving to in front of you. “I have nothing to say to you” you said trying to get up “well I have something to say to you.” He said placing his hands on your shoulders. “What is is?” You sighed holding your head. He handed you a cup of coffee and some pain meds before sitting back down. “Y/n, I would like to explain myself about why I told you no.” He said looking at you. “I don’t want to hear it.” You said shaking your head, starting to get up. “Well I want you to.” He said firmly. You looked at him and sat back down.

“The reason I said no, wasn’t because I don’t love you, I do, it’s because of my parentage, what I am.” He sighed looking down. “Asgardian, I already know that” you said looking at him. “No, I’m not asgardian.” He said looking at you. “What are you talking about Loki?” You asked getting frustrated. He sighed closing his eyes. You watched as his skin turned blue, ridges forming on his skin. He slowly opened his eyes, seeing his emerald eyes turning dark red. You sat there, unsure what to say. “I am a frost giant y/n, a monster, and I was afraid you would be frightened of me, that is why I said no” he said looking down. You scooted closer, looking at him. He looked the same but…..different. “Look at me please.” You said. His eyes meeting yours, you gazed into them. “Loki, regardless of what you are, you are still you, you always will be, I don’t care if you were a troll, I’d still love you.” You sighed. “I’m sorry y/n, I should have trusted you, I should have told you” he said shaking his head. “It’s ok Loki, I understand.” You said looking at him.

He leaned down, kneeling in front of you grabbing your hands “y/n, I love you with everything in me, I never want to lose you, I would be honored to be your husband.” He said pulling a box out of his pocket, be opened it revealing a silver banded ring, with an emerald in the middle, diamonds surrounding it. “If you still want me.” He said holding the ring out to you. You felt the tears in your eyes as you looked at him “I will always want you Loki.” You said lunging at him, hugging him. “Is that a yes?” He asked hugging you back. You laughed pulling back “Yes, Yes it is.” You smiled kissing him. He held your hand putting the ring on your finger, noticing him wearing the one you got him. You grabbed his hand “have you been wearing it?” You asked looking at him. “Since that night, yes.” He said holding your hand. You smiled at eachother, pulling him into another hug “I love you Loki.” You said sighing. “I love you too y/n.” He said.

@lokisprettygirl22@sinsandguilt@vbecker10@billihill

michelleleewise:

Frozen Hearts

Pairing:Loki x reader

Warnings:self esteem issues, swearing, mentions of smut (fairly graphic), cheating, bullying

Summary: things get a tad awkward with Loki but you actively avoid it as things go south with Matt

Part 5-

====================================

You felt his lips on your neck as his hands roamed, cupping your beasts as he kissed you passionately. “I need you y/n.” He whispered as his lips traveled down your neck to your chest. You arched your back as you felt your knees being spread apart. “So needy love. I’ll give you what you want.” You heard him whisper as he lowered his head between your thighs.

Keep reading

Ooooh….. fuck Matt we are too good for him anyways

Also…. damnit Loki, why does he always pick creator horrible women

Ooh Bambi huh… I like that