“I told him I was too me to be a part of his world. He smiled and caressed my cheek, his lips hovering over mine as he whispered, “and that’s why I love you so much baby, you’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of.””

- g.d (love me for me)

“And this is to my mom. Ma, you deserve the world that you dreamed of giving me. You deserve the love you’ve showered me with and times infinity. You deserve everything you were robbed off, you deserve the stars and moons that you were told that you were not worthy of. Ma, you deserve everything the world did not give you. You deserve the world and I am sorry if I or the world ever made you that you deserved less than that. Everything that I am right now and everything I will be is because you were there every step of the way. And today I want to say you are worthy of so much and I am sorry if you ever thought you weren’t. You deserve everything and I will try my best to make sure you know that. And all the ‘I love you’ will fall short in comparison to everything you’ve done but I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you.” 

g.d. (ma) 

“I want to wrap myself around you, to surround you with everything I have, everything I am. To hold you so tight that you forget where you begin and where I end. To consume you but also free you. I want to be everything you ever wanted and everything you thought you’d never need. I want to hold you so tight and make you realize that you’re always going to be enough, enough for me. I want to whisper words I’ve always said but never meant and lull you to sleep with them. I want to hold you so tight that you’ll believe me even as you drift off into a world where I’ll never be able to visit with you. I love you. I love you. I love you.”

- g.d (allow me to be the one you need)

Entrada 2

Qué romántica la catarsis. Tal belleza idílica de este concepto. Causa y metafora de todo fenómeno natural. Dame lluvia, temblores, truenos.

Catarsis. Te echo de menos.

“How romantic is the catarsis. Such ideal beauty of this concept. Cause and metaphor of every natural phenomenon. Give me rain, shakes, thunders.

Catarsis. I miss you.”

“I loved you, so much. I loved you wih the only good part of me, and now it’s gone. You took it with you when you left, and I never found any good parts in myself anymore.

-Maybe… Maybe I can give it back.

-No, you cant’. Because it won’t ever be mine anymore. And I can’t accept to be attached to you harder than I used to be. I’d rather live bad forever, then only live good when I’m with you. Because no matter how good you can make me, I will always be bad inside, and I’ll always fuck everything up. I can’t let you, let happiness destroy me anymore.”

S vremenom shvatiš da ljudi ispadnu skroz bezobrazni prema tebi ako im pokažeš ljubav i brigu.

nocna-tama

Vi koji više puta za redom povrijedite nekoga, kako živite s tim?

nocna-tama

Ona nije ti

Ona nije

Imala pogled

Pun ljubavi

Kao ti

Ona nije

Imala čvrst stisak

Dok me grli

Ona se nije rastužila

Kad bih rekao

Da moram ići

Ona nije pamtila

Gluposti o meni

Ona nije utjecala

Na moje raspoloženje

Ona nije…

Ona nije bila ti

Zaboga,

Zato sam ju i ostavio

-nocna-tama

Svi su mi govorili da me nikada nije prestala voljeti, da je i dalje u duši slomljena, a ja nisam znao što da mislim tako da sam uvijek priželjkivao da ju vidim, da vidim kako je. A onda sam je slučajno sreo. Bila je s dugogodišnjom prijateljicom. Kad me vidjela, pala je u njezin zagrljaj. Suze su joj klizile niz lice, a ja sam shvatio što sam napravio.. -nocna-tama

Svi mi pamtimo mjesta i poljupce osoba od kojih smo bili najsretniji na svijetu.

nocna-tama

you know you’re in deep when all the love songs make you think of her

i just want to come home to my wife with flowers and give her kisses

I’d love to see myself from a boy’s perspective

Don’t start seeing yourself through the eyes of those who don’t value you

That’s the beautiful thing about self love, you wear it like a dress and it becomes more and more exquisite with time

Making someone laugh after they’ve just finished crying is one of the most painfully beautiful things to ever exist

I’m not the same every day. There are times when I am loud and chatty and there are times when I am really quiet

He broke down her walls without her even noticing, and when he rebuilt the walls he added windows to let the sunshine in

I closed off all easy road leading to me but I’m reachable if you are willing to go the extra mile

She was not for everyone, but she was for me

They are not too busy, you’re just not a priority

She should never feel like you’re choosing someone over her

I don’t flirt, I just talk. It’s not my fault everything I say is smoother than the cream cheese spread on your bagel