#random thoughts

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aries:“it’s strange, some days i would want the world to just. slow. down.”

taurus:“i’m tired of having to do anything but what i wanna do”

gemini: “life’s really not that deep enough to spend most days worrying.”

cancer:“if i could read people’s minds i probably wouldn’t want to, its bad enough reading their emotions”

leo:“drama makes things just a little bit more tolerable and less boring.

virgo:“it’s better to be flawed and real than perfect and fake”

libra: “there’s never enough time in the day to do everything i want to do”

scorpio:“you let the thing come close to destroying you but then you don’t let it”

sagittarius:“there’s got to be more to life than chasing every temporary high, but i’ll take my time figuring what that is”

capricorn:“people fall down and people get up. i try not to let the fall break me too much”

aquarius: “it’s honestly the small stuff in life that really sends me into an emotional fit .”

pisces: “maybe the world is crazy, but at least i have my music and my dreams”

Zodiac Signs = the type of energy

Planets, asteroid, points = parts of your personality

Houses = areas in your life

Aspects = how it all affects each other

A house with no planets = empty house, meaning no energy gets put there until you meet someone whose planets fill your empty houses and activates it. Thats what you read in synastry charts.

Pisces energy is being able to flow with both your strengths and weaknesses at the same time and still create something beautiful out of it. 

Tumblr will always be a part of me, part of my emotional outlet. I can express my thoughts without limit. My dramas and “flexing stuff” are totally normal and relatable. A bit weird but I feel safe here. That’s why, I keep on coming back no matter how oft I will deactivate my account.

How about you? What are your reasons for staying here?

I like microlabels! I like to find tons of words that describe my experience and that more people feel the same way; that I’m not alone in that experience. I can think of at least 3 microlabels from the aro spectrum that fit me well, but in reality I just call myself aromantic! I use umbrella terms to describe myself when coming out, but I’m not opossed to the idea of having a bunch of microabels too . In the end it’s all about what makes you the most comfortable, I think.

words vs actions.

you can tell me you care, but if you act distant,uninterested,unengaged I won’t believe you. if as soon as you come over you start looking for a way to leave, don’t bother saying “I love you” on your way out. if you can’t show it, don’t say it.

you can say all the right things, but if your actions don’t match up, your words do not mean shit.

that’s all I’ve got on this for now. end rant.

I do.

you say you’re sorry for being gone.

you say you’ve had some personal stuff going on.

I try to believe you. I try not to miss you. I try not to spiral.

but I do.

I do freak out over losing you.

I do sit with my thoughts, assume we are thru.

I do figure you’ve met someone new.

I try not to, you say its still me&you, but thats me, I do.

Join me on insta, by the way

Besides the same pictures I post Reels and stories with my cat and wips there

https://instagram.com/cardboard_tree

I’m currently in Armenia, but here it is not safe for Russian people who stand against the war in Ukraine.

There are people (Russian policemen in disguise, сотрудники центра “Э”, they look like civils) that record protests and send data to Russia which means that for activists one day there will be no way back home. Also, they collect data on Ukrainian army that one may know from a family or friends from Ukraine.

Some Russian human rights activists say that people from FSS (Federal Security Services, федеральная служба безопасности) look for protester’s relatives, call them and try to convince them their child/sibiling causes harm to country and they have to make them return. It is obviously done only to lock them up in prison. 5 cases of such calls are known, but there’s no doubt that the number will increase, and it is possible that authorities may try to punish said relatives as well if they don’t oblige.

Why do they do that? Obviously, for propagandistic reasons. They want to minimise other opinions abroad coming from Russians, make zombies believe that everyone hate Russia and the country is all alone against the world. They want to rule forever so badly that they will make an illusion of solidarity in the opinion on the war so both foreigners and zombies would think that it’s supported by vast majority (when in reality most of young people who didn’t relocate are afraid or protest silently). As for activists, they want to scare and/or punish them.

Why did I write this post? Because I feel like people need to know this. As I once stated, no one needs this war, but there are people who haven’t realised it yet and there are ones who try to oppose it – but authorities certainly don’t want us to do so, and they will do everything to shut us up.

Stand with Ukraine. This war must be stopped.

Hello

Today is the day when I’m upset about low feedback

Goodbye

If I ever give up on LoH it’ll be only because of the not-so-new artist. I’m irrationally irritated by their style and a sense of style especially compared to previous one.

Just compare this


And that

I may sound harsh, but it genuinely makes me sad. Maybe I’m too picky. But still.

Okay so like, what’s with YouTubers and boxing matches? Like out of all the ways you could fight for views, y’all went with….boxing? 

You know what I’d like to see (if I were actually interested in shit like that)? Proper duels. I’m talking swordfights. I’m talking gladiatorial brawls to the death. I want people playing war horns and cannons in the distance as two random dudes with a social media following try and battle each other like their family’s honor depends on it. I want witty banter and one-liners being thrown back and forth while the crowd screams for blood. 

If you’re gonna fight people for the sake of views and money, go all out. Make boxing look like child’s play. Or just….don’t fight on the Internet for views. Have some class you ridiculous little mortals. 

So

If tumblr could bring my smut back that would be lovely.

I know their reasoning for removing it, it just irks me because I find a lot of the good shit on here.

I was just thinking about those kids shows where the MC is treated like shit by everyone around them but then they save the day and suddenly they’re loved and have a bunch of friends?

I love them but I also think it’s a little fucked up in hindsight. I totally understand the part about earning respect, but no person in the world should have to jump through hoops to prove they’re worthy of being treated like a person. Respect, position and status have to be earned. Basic fucking human decency? Absolutely not.

bandfrmlyf:

Power Princesses (aka Disney Princess Avengers)

Would love fanart or gifset of this.

Founders:

  • Snow White - Siren Song
  • Cinderella - Transfiguration
  • Aurora - Dream Weaving

1st Gen:

  • Ariel - Aquamancy
  • Belle - Enhanced Intelligence
  • Jasmine - Terramancy
  • Pocahontas - Aeromancy
  • Mulan - Martial Arts

2nd Gen:

  • Tiana - Animal Shifting
  • Rapunzel - Mystic Healing
  • Merida - Archery
  • Moana - Spirit Summoning
  • Anna - Enhanced Endurance
  • Elsa - Cryomancy

Honorary:

  • Esmeralda - Pyromancy
  • Megara - Illusion Manipulation
  • Jane - Animal Telepathy
  • Kida - Electromancy
  • Boo - Monster Summoning
  • Lilo - Alien Technology
  • Giselle - Teleportation

Patron: Mary Poppins

Homebase AI: EVE

Headcanons:

  • Ariel, Jasmine, and Pocahontas are at their strongest when Esmeralda joins them. But she’s barely around because as a gypsy she prefers to roam.
  • Tiana’s problem when morphing is nobody understands her when she talks. That problem is mended whenever Jane is around to help.
  • Anna and Elsa can only use their powers when they’re in close proximity. Anna acts as Elsa’s knight, like a “shield”. Imagine her indestructible Ice form with the Ice sword she grabs in FII.
  • Giselle’s teleportation extends through dimensions, planets, and timelines.
  • Merida looks up to Mulan as a mentor. They spar frequently, compete in archery, and take Khan and Angus to race. Belle occasionally joins them with Pilippe when she’s not burying herself in library books. Belle and Mulan are primarily in charge of team tactics.
  • Kida transforms to pure energy whenever she uses her powers. But she becomes a danger to anyone near her since her powers are difficult to control. Only Rapunzel can help get her out of her energy state if ever she goes too far.
  • The reasons why honorary members aren’t formally part of the team: Esmeralda doesn’t like being tied down to one place. Megara isn’t a team player. Jane is busy working on other projects. Kida’s powers are too dangerous, she’d rather not join. Lilo and Boo are too young. Giselle is a visitor from a different dimension.

if she got a mortgage she don’t belong to the streets, she belong to the bank

Forever remembering the time my mom got mad at me bc she thought that hemp lotion was going to soak into my skin and give me a high

The intimacy of spending a day with someone and then missing them from the very moment you part ways, knowing they’re probably thinking about you too.

Yeah that’s a love language.

I started keeping a notebook with me at work because I kept coming up with good dialog or scenes for the current fic I’m writing. And so far it’s been working out really well.

Except when I was driving home today and came up with a really solid dialog between two characters leading to a solid segue into introducing another character and the next scene. I pulled into the driveway, walked into the house AND PROMPTLY FORGOT IT ALL!

I remember vaguely the gist of it. But it’s not the same!

If you could hold Fear hostage, what would it be afraid of?

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