#sapphic yearning

the pupils in your eyes were wide

when you looked at me

i feel so warm around you

the thought of you makes my heart cartwheel

i think i might be falling for you

i wish i didn’t have to leave.

im ace but GURL U GOT ME DOUBTING IT

femininity is so awesome i love being a girl and i love girls

im such a fuckin simp

did i make the same mistake again?

the power that you hold

making me forget my name

for you, your smile, your sapphire eyes

i hope this time we will last longer

i hope this time the feeling in my stomach doesn’t disappear

i’ll try to make you feel alright

as though i didn’t break your heart

i’ll take you as you are this time

i’ll try not to hope for a fantasy

but you know, im a poet

and a dreamer

i’ll set the pace

and hope you’ll follow

i want to be closer to you

you make me feel like no one else has

the power that you hold

you’re magical

i got this strange feeling in my stomach today while i was thinking about you, this heaviness and warmth, i wanted to giggle and smile because you~~ i feel it now as im writing this

oh honey

how i want to hold you close

my heart longs for your fingers tangled in mine

once again im falling

please don’t break my shriveled heart

imagine kissing your girlfriend outside of a haunted house attraction. the lights dazzling their face, the screams of horrified people in the distance

going through a haunted house with your girlfriend and they get scared so you hold their hand and swear to protect them

if a girl with a sword doesn’t duel me in the next two weeks and then fall in love when we lift our masks is there any point in continuing in this life?

trick or treating but with a girlfriend: a concept

carving pumpkins, hayrides, and stomping on crunchy leaves would be so much better if you did it with your girlfriend

i want to explore mountains with my girlfriend, have a little risk and maybe a small kiss

i like to sit and ponder about what life is gonna be like once i can finally be with my girlfriend physically. imagining all the cute little dates, conversations we’ll have… it truly makes my day

one day i’m gonna be able to look at my girlfriend, tell them i love them, and then pull a tiny frog out of my pocket as an offering of of my love

not a single piece of poetry
can ever express the ache within my heart-

tongue tied

you are my escape
my saviour from this nonsense world
i see your face
i forget about the pain
i hear your laugh
i forget about my fear
i feel your touch
i forget about my unaccepting mother

i grasp for every opportunity
to talk to you
i’m sorry if it makes me seem weak
however you’re this drug everyone
tells me to stay away from
but tell me how can i stay away from those
glorious eyes and
precious smile

this is why i can’t have you
this is why i must be without you
you may be breathtaking
but the consequences are devastating-

forbidden fruit

i notice the way you look at me
when i’m crying or vulnerable
you rub the side of my arm but
you want to hug me
don’t you?
you hate seeing me like this,
don’t you?