#i might cry
what the HECK y'all I haven’t posted in over a month (sorry about that) and yet somehow this blog hit 200 followers THANK YOUUUU!! :D
nicholasgrimshaw: And in gay news this evening….got proposed to, said yes obvs.
“Sometimes I think back on the time I knew you and I miss the person you were and the moments we shared.”
- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [13/9/19] (I seriously miss some of the people I used to know. Makes me sad sometimes.)
AHHHHHH
ahhHHhhhhhhh
AHHhhhHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AHHHHHHHH!!!
WAIT FOR REAL
He’s quite a polite little conman
You left like the petals to a rose when autumn came.
You broke my heart and never laid a finger on me.
You were mine until the summer came.
The heat tore us apart.
Now I’m given a fresh new start,
but it’s hard to go on without you.
It’s hard to sleep without you.
It’s hard to breathe without you,
but I must let you go
because I love you.
I miss you, again…
I just wish that I could go back in time, to the day that you loved me the most. I wanna be in your arms.
sometimes i wish you were dead.
gone, in a cold black hole.
6 feet under, trapped.
trapped like me.
i am trapped inside the pain you caused me, leaving me alone in the cold. ripped half of my soul away from me. left me with the worst of me.
Dear future lover,
Please be patient with me. I am fragile and scarred from a love I once felt so deep , that my bones got branded with the initial of his name. You may have to cause an avalanche in order to break my wall down, but please don’t give up on me.
I have always loved with all of me , but for the past year I have made myself not love , in fear of losing another person… in fear of dying from heartache.
When I smile at you just know that my heart is warming up to yours. And when I ask you how you are just know that I truly care. it’s just going to take some time for me to allow myself to be vulnerable again. I’m so afraid to fall in love and be ripped to shreds, i’m so afraid to feel worthless again.
Dear future lover, please don’t hurt me, please don’t use me, please show me that I am capable of being loved.
Please
and I promise that I will love you like i’ve never been hurt before.
P.S.
I’m writing this letter to you, so..
Hey, I’m not sure if you remember me, but I’m the girl you used to want to give your last name to.
How are you? I heard you have a new lover, she was even there while you and I were lovers. I still can’t believe you did that to me.
Anyways, I often dream about you. And trust me, it’s not like I want to. But I often wake up missing you. I really wish that’d stop.
Can you teach me how to lose feelings for somebody like you lost them for me?
I hate this pain. Have you ever felt it? I doubt you have , I feel as though your veins are numb to just about anything.
Which is why I hate to say this; but I miss you.
I miss you a whole bunch but I’m kind of getting used to this numbing pain.
P.S. do you ever think about me? I hope I stop loving you soon. & I also hate you for all this blue you filled my soul with. — your ex lover
Whoa whoa wait does the waffle house not exist in cali?!?!?!
being the one person who can’t get high before the movie is so sad