Hey Guys,

I have to say it was a really great time here with you! But now it is only a few time. Sadly. I will be here until the last minute becourse i still wish Tumblr changes the new rules for us! For a free Life!

Many people asked me what i will do. Yesterday I started a new blog ;)

Here you can find me now -> Fetlife: Lockedbymistress

A Steamy Evening

((NSFW story))

The tension between the Highlander and the Miqo’tess was palpable. Heavy flirting, stolen glances, and even a few kisses peppered in had driven poor Fae to madness. Any time she saw the swarthy Highlander, she felt her heart skip. She could lose herself for hours in those steely blue eyes.

Tonight would be the night the tension finally reached a head. She couldn’t survive another night without him. Inviting the Highlander into her office, she hopped up atop her desk and beckoned him over with a single digit, smirking. Obediently, the man approached, grinning. Small hands found their way to his hips, pulling him closer.

The Highlander ran a strong hand through her cropped hair, smiling affectionately to the kitten. They had grown quite close in the short time they spent together.

“Yes, Miss Fae?” The Highlander asked, his husky voice sending shivers down the spine of the songstress.

“Alrek, I…” She began, her teeth worrying her plump lip. “I wish to be with you tonight.” Her words stirred him, and his very obvious physical reaction to her drew a smirk from the kitten. “And it would seem you want that as well.”

“I do.” He stated simply. A large hand cupped her cheek before drawing her in for a kiss. Their lips met and the songstress’s eyes fluttered closed, hands tightening to fists on his hips as she pulled him as close as she could manage. Arms engulfed the small woman as he lifted her like one would a child’s toy. Effortless, he carried her to her small bed. She didn’t think she would be sharing it with another so soon.

Those mismatched orbs scanned his face as she was gently placed on the edge of the bed as his hands began to make quick work of his belt. He slid his tight leather pants to the floor with ease, those steel blue eyes locked on hers.

“I want you to taste my cock.” He said, his voice soft but quite stern. It wasn’t a suggestion. The kitten obliged quickly, looking between the massive organ that pointed directly at her face and his expression. Within the span of a heartbeat, she was upon him. Her small hand wrapped around the base of his long, girthy arousal and her painted lips wrapped around it. He released a guttural growl as her pink tongue began to massage the flared head of him. Eventually, she took him all the way into her mouth; a feat that left the Highlander very impressed with his Rose. A hand gripped the back of her head, holding her in place for a moment before releasing her, allowing her to breathe once more.

Alrek watched the songstress work, admiring her ethics as she bobbed her head, taking him in until he met her throat. Once it did, she’d take him in further, his thick member sliding down the back of her throat several ilms before re-emerging once more. Satisfied with her work and believing himself to be ready, he pushed the Miqo’tess onto her back and pulled her ornate dress overhead, leaving the kitten exposed to him. She put up no resistance, absolutely ready for the events to come. Always the tease, however, the tiny dancer sat up once again, batting her eyelashes for the swarthy bodyguard, almost begging him.

More than ready, the Highlander pounced upon the small songstress, engulfing her in his embrace as their lips met once more. Her entire body was alight, her desire for him already so strong that she felt herself throb and ache for a touch she had yet to experience. The man wasted no time, pulling her flesh to his, their bodies flush together. A large hand wrapped around the base of his girth and he angled it to meet the petals of her flower. He rubbed the head of his pillar along her crevice before he slowly pressed inside. Ilm by ilm, the kitten received her lover, her back arching as he plunged into her core until that flared head of his pressed against her innermost wall. How she managed to take him in his entirety is a question neither of them had time for. Her long legs wrapped around the Highlander’s hips as they began to rock with a hunger that he’d not felt in some time. The slow pace lasted only a few strokes before becoming wild, hips slapping against her plump rear as he began to furiously pound the little Miqo’tess, powerful legs propelling him into her.

Fae was known for many things, but being a quiet lover was not among them. Her singing voice could easily fill an amphitheater, and those powerful pipes similarly filled the office. Her voice rang through the small chambers, echoing off the walls, very likely bleeding into the early evening hours outside. Any passers-by would turn red in the face upon their realization of the origin of the sounds and briskly walk away. Each joining of their hips sent a jolt of electricity up the kitten’s spine, her painted nails found their way into his dark tan flesh. She, too, hasn’t experienced a need this great in some time. Not since he left. The pair melded together, a tangle of flesh, teeth, growls, and cries of pleasure.

A new angle was needed, and the large male sat up, pulling the Miqo’tess upon his lap. He gave her a quick spin and hugged her tight against him, her back pressed to his chest. She bounced upon his lap, dark brows knitting as the veiny underside of his thick shaft drew along the small bundle of nerves just inside her flower like the string of a bow pulling across a violin. Within moments, her head was thrown back as unimaginable pleasure washed over her like the sea during a storm. Wave after wave of bliss filled the kitten, her voice ringing through the rafters as her ecstasy persisted. For a moment, she believed she had felt her soul exit her body, the pleasure was so intense.

It would seem he experienced it as well, his needy grunts becoming growls of lust. He released his essence into her, his orbs draining of their load into the songstress. She felt every string of seed enter her, coating her core. They remained joined for several long moments, the Highlander gently turning Fae’s head to expose her neck. He planted long, lingering kisses along the curve of her shoulder, a happy rumble in his chest. Fae, too, continued to moan and whine for a few moments, taking a little extra time to come down from her blissful high. “Gods, that was amazing.” She purred, reaching a hand back to run through his long, dark hair.

“You’re amazing, Fae.” He said in return, his husky voice tired but content.

The pair remained entwined for a few more minutes before the energy was drained, and they laid down together. The Miqo’tess lay towards the middle of the bed, the large Highlander wrapping his arms tightly around her as he lay behind her as a big spoon. The kitten fell asleep within seconds, her lover a few minutes later. He found himself gazing at the sleeping songstress, wondering how he’d gotten so lucky to nab a woman like U’faeylyn. She was an enigma; one he would happily spend his entire life figuring out.

((No screenshots today because last time I tried, it got flagged. I hope you enjoyed the post!))

New Dawn. New Day.

Last week I did what I should have done years ago and took my life back. I gave my toxic job of 6 years my 2 week notice. I have given it my all in the last 6 years, stayed late, came in early, worked weekends, worked off the clock, grew the company. All that did not matter in the end, I gave my 2 weeks and they couldn’t do the same. I was asked to leave before completing my 2 weeks. If I already didn’t have my mind made up this would have been a final nail in the coffin. I’m moving on to a better job with more money and better benefits but I still feel hurt by how it ended at a job that I gave my last 6 years to. I didn’t even get a thank you. I was tossed out like a piece of trash, you know why? Because I learned my value. I saw what I’ve done, I saw all the extra jobs that I took on with no extra pay. I saw people doing 1/10 of the work making double. The extra things I took on to be a “team player” became and expectation and part of my job. Other people used me as a resource to help them grow while I was stagnant. I’m one of those people that likes being challenged, I love figuring things out and working towards a goal. When I stopped learning, I felt stuck. A local competitor company reached out to me, saw my potential, listened to what I was looking for in my next role and invested in me. After many interviews with different companies this just felt right. It was like a breath of fresh air feeling appreciated and heard. I’m taking away many lessons from my job that I’m leaving. I learned that I do have tough skin after all. Working in the construction industry I’ve been told that you can’t be a “wall flower”. I was tough when I had to be and compassionate when someone needed it. The friendships I’ve made I’m taking with me. I learned that I need to be respected and appreciated sounds crazy that my recent role didn’t come with that. I learned that company culture outweighs just about anything and in order for any company to be successful and grow taking care of current employees is the only way to get there. The biggest lesson I’m walking away with is that I now know my value and I will never again sell myself short. Here’s to new beginnings! 4/8/22

Okay, I must admit that my relationship with food is absolutely not healthy. In the past half year I have been an extremist in all aspects. At first I ate super clean in a very drastic calorie defficit (about 1100-1400 kcal) for 2 months and I lost 9 kilos. I was so overwhelmed about it and I ate all the food because I tought I wouldn’t gain it all back, or if I would I could easily lose it again by my “extrem but effective diet”. 

I think you already found out that I gained it ALL back, and somehow I couldn’t and still can not convince myself do that starving again. I can’t decide if I’m not focused enough or my body is telling me that it is a suffer.

After many failures in trying to go back to this unhealthy self-destruction, I decided to up my macros to a healthy range, and track everything I ate (IIFYM). 

I was fine between Monday to Friday and then I went crazy at weekends and I ate like 5,000 calories & this vicious circle had continued for another 2 months. I’m not saying that IIFYM is not a good approach. I think at this time I was totally unfocused, Soooo Yes, I failed again.

Last week I was thinking about starting keto, and I was doing it for like 4 days and let’s say, I felt AWFUL all day. I know thats ‘normal’ when my body is not fully adapted to function on ketones, but it was enough because I finally decided that I don’t want to follow any kind of extremely restrictive diets. I don’t want to eliminate whole food groups. I don’t want to count calories/macros. 

I want to:

• find balance
• eat everything in moderation
• eat intuitively
• listen to my body (when & what to eat)
• make healthy choices
• allow myself a cheat meal every once in a while when I feel like going out with my boyfriend
• keep working out regularly
• be happy

That’s all.

I got up early this morning and applied at Dollar General and Home Depot! The only downside is that I put down I could work until August 8th. Reason being is that I will have family visitng from the end of this month all the way till the 7th. I only get to see them and spend time with them once a year so, of course, I want to spend as much time with them as I possibly can.

I’m hoping that Whit starts applying soon because I really don’t want to be the only one bringing in money by myself. We’re a team and I feel like, as a team, we both need to bring in the income and both take equal responsibility for OUR home. I’m serious about this trailer and wanting to do work on it so I’m going to do everything I can but I don’t want to be doing everything by myself.

Hiiii!!! First post :) just can’t wait to leave old BS behind and have a new start with some fun in my life :) message me let’s have some fun!!!