#fresh start
With the combination of the solar eclipse (March 8th/9th 2016) and the new moon in Pisces (March 8th) now is the time to turn the page and start a new chapter. This is a time for new beginnings, the eclipse is your reset button and the new moon is your fresh canvas.
simple fresh start spells ♡
♡ write a list of things to leave behind, burn it to banish them.
♡ burn a white candle all the way through, and whisper a wish as it died out.
♡ cleanse with lemon water and rosemary on all windows and doors.
♡ rub one side of a coin with ash and the other with moon water, place above your door.
so if you’ve been wanting a ‘fresh start’ this is as fresh as it’s gonna get so jump on the opportunity like it’s Ryan Gosling naked and oiled in your bed.
How would y’all feel if I linked back up with little fantasy after I move?
If you’re an OG follower I’m sure you remember the collab content that has been absent for a couple of years now due to a falling out.
However I am moving back towards the area and she’s not living very far from me.
We talked about grabbing coffee and we’re working on fixing our relationship post the incidences.
Hopefully one day we’ll have some collab content back for you ^_^
Wishing you all the best in 2022!
We say goodbye to this decade ..and hello to a new one! 2020
(New Years in past decades shown above)
A New Start
Hello all. I apologize for this late reminder post! The full moon for January 2017 is Tomorrow (Wednesday the 11th).
January’s full moon is also known as the Wolf Moon by many who observe the esbats.
It is a time to release the past. Let go of all the negative thoughts or experiences from 2016. Embrace the new year.
Cleanse yourself and your space. Prepare to begin a fresh start. Set new goals and strive for new possibilities.
Happy New Year, my dears. I wish you all a happy and healthy fresh start.
From probably around the time I was 7 or 8, I could sense something was off with me. I spent years struggling with depression, before I even knew what it was, and the years 12-17 were the darkest for me. So many days I woke up, and questioned why. So many days I wished everything would end. So many days I suffered, and could not see a light at the end of the tunnel. I still cannot completely say what it is that brought me out of this time, but I know what’s keeping me out and I know I won’t go back. For the majority of my life I could not have told you what true happiness felt like, and today there are days when I will cry because of the sheer joy of being alive. When I was 16, my youngest sister was born and she has been a light unto my life since. She broke through, she made me feel. I look at her and I am overcome with gratitude, I thank God for her everyday and bringing me salvation. She’s quite literally my sunshine. She brought me from the darkest parts of my life and made me finally want to stay, if for nothing else than to watch her grow. She is the purest thing I have ever seen and she cleansed me. Depression was not easy, is not easy. It was not easy to live through, to live with, to comprehend, and to overcome. But she was my turning page. Had she not been born, I cannot say where I would be today, mentally, emotionally, or physically. Today I can say that I am the happiest I have ever been. 2017 brought me some of the worst experiences of my life, but it brought me the best also. I fell in love with my life that year. I looked around me at all my friends and, for once, I could feel the happiness, the joy. And since, it has only gotten better. I appreciate the people in life so much, the experiences in my life so much, the feelings, because I know what it is to live without them. To feel alone and cold and empty. I cannot say that I am grateful for what I went through, but I am grateful for where it brought me to today. I know now that there is power in positive thinking. Your mind controls much of what happens to you. I’ve learned to focus on the good, to water it and let it multiply. What grows is what you feed. I had to release all negativity and toxicity from my life to get better, and I continue to everyday. Happiness is not something given to us, you have to work for it. But the reward is worth the effort. I’ve got in close with God and close with myself, I’ve learned us both, and I no longer doubt if I’m doing the “right thing” or who I’m pleasing or if a + b will lead me to c. This Universe is ALWAYS working for you, never against you. Trust in it. Everything works out in your best interest, as long as you feed into your best thoughts. The power of positivity is real. Manifestation is real. The Secret to life is that what you get, is what you give, and that law is true whether you realize it or not, whether you believe it or not. So believe in it, and watch your life change, for the better. Because of everything I’ve mentioned, I can now say that I know I will never have to face that struggle with depression again. Because I believe I am bigger than it, I believe I have overcame it, so it is true. Depression is not easy, and I will never say it is, but it is that simple. It cannot have power over you, unless you let it. Quit feeding the beast, and start feeding beauty.
*All this to say, I do still face very trying, rough days. I still breakdown, I still cry myself to sleep sometimes. But I know one day is not forever, and the pains I feel today do not have to affect my tomorrow. November 2017 was quite possibly the worst month of my life. I was raped. And barely a week later, I lost my grandfather. I thought that pain would destroy me, but I didn’t let it. As someone who faced years of depression, I thought I would fall back into it. But the one good thing about suffering through depression, is that you realize you never want to feel that way again, and you have the tools to fight it. I did not want depression to have power over me, and I did not want my abuser to have power over me. So they didn’t. I fought, and I won.
April 18, 2018- 4:30am EST
MK Ireland #258 : …me- my past and present…
I think I’ve finally let you go.
Nothing feels more refreshing.
MK Ireland #249 : f r e s h || a i r
I am cis male heterosexual. But the meme is the meme so here it is. It is easy to throw a few clever lines on a pic. But while this statement is true, life sad to say is not that easy. I am not even sure there is a big difference. It would not need to be said if the difference is obvious. When are you accepting bullshit and when are you not showing enough empathy. When are you there for them and when are you being walked on. I am ashamed of how old I am as I am struggling to learn this distinction. I explained away too much justified too and expected too little. My biggest shame is who I was as it happened. I was often angry and hurt. I said things that were hurtful in my distress. I was not who I wanted to be. I kept telling myself if I do this better, if I am better that way. Things will change and be good. I learned a lot about who I am, what I have to offer and what I expect. But nothing changed then. Now that I have been discarded my task is to shed the baggage, take what I have learned and build a new life.
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Escaping her past is hard. Falling in love is even harder…
Teresa Bodnar is desperate for a fresh start. Scarred by her relationship with her cruel, controlling, and so-called “dominant” ex, she escapes to her hometown of Pittsburgh. Determined to move forward, Tera makes a bold move: founding the first club in the city to act as a safe haven where her most secret desires can be fulfilled.
But…
