#poetic
I am so tired
It doesn’t matter how much I sleep
The sadness and worry
Are too heavy for me
And everytime I put them down
To breathe a sigh of relief
I hear the sound of fear and anger
Begin to slowly creep
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I remember his hands
The way they held me so tightly
The way they let me go
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The desire
To be desired
Is a foolish wish
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You are the only one who knows
My silence means
I have so much to say
You listen to me
When I dont say a word
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Poetry is my lover
She always let’s me in
To cry
To listen
To confess all my sins
She found me voiceless
Wishing my tears were diamonds
So that I could buy back some time
Her poems come out of my heart
My eyes
My mind
She is so soft
And she never leaves
Thank you
My sweet lover
Poetry
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A woman like me
Wants to be kept and set free simultaneously
A woman like me
Desires to be cared for all the while being all that she needs
A woman like me
Should keep her opinions to herself
Don’t speak
A woman like me
Moon faced but anguished with uncertainty
“The girl of their dreams”
A woman like me
Until it’s my piercing red eyes and deathly screams
A woman like me
Is never fully understood or known
A woman like me
Is better off alone
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Was this earth not created through chaos?
Our universe makes love with the clash
Creation is the child of collision
A galaxy of grief
Atom + Eve
Here because God simply said
BE
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His mouth is a halo
And everytime he speaks
The words breathe light into me
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With you
I am drowning
In despair
I breathe
Incurable sadness
Not air
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The day will still come
No matter how hard you close your eyes
The night will kiss the day goodbye
Painting colors in the sky
Welcome the darkness
Embrace the light
Don’t fight against the up’s and down’s of life
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It’s hard to come to terms with the idea of being forgotten
The inevitable disappearance of being
All our love
All this life
Gone
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If forever is a place
I hope I go there with you
But I know that heaven will sigh
When you arrive with tears in your eyes
Wishing you could face the fire
Just to bring me too
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The truth is
I am ordinary
This realization is equally painful
As it is liberating
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I chose a wrong path to infidelity. I tied my limbs to unbreakable bonds. I lost my breaths over moments that did not exist. I let myself burn in ashes and smoke away in ghosted air. I have been my own enemy.
In your favour ✨
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