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Maybe if I had a close friend with BPD I would finally have someone who needs me like I need them.

I actually need more friends, I think. Like, I can really only triple text so many times before I just run out of people, and I’d probably die if I quadruple texted TBH.

I know you’re not busy today so just message me back already.

The fact that I’m not suicidal makes me want to kill myself. Does that make any sense?

the severely mentally ill urge to date someone equally mentally ill or with the same illnesses so i get worse just from being with them

I hate being the least busy of all of my friends. The fact that I’m the least busy with BPD is actually my personal hell. I can message and triple text every single person in my life and get not even one response because they’re all busy having lives without me. I just want comfort in knowing I still exist and matter to them just a little bit.

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