#why did this happen
when did we as a society start using pfp over icon and avatar i feel like i missed the boat on that one
Do you ever get rly pissed because the hunger games films could’ve told such a deep story with themes that reflect our own society’s oppressive systems
but instead they whitewashed the main leads, erased their disabilities, and pretty much romanticized the violence
The degree to which THG movies play into exactly the things the story condemns will never not be staggering to me
Wtf Spotify
WHAT THE FUCK SPOTIFY!?!?
WHY WAS THIS IN MY MIX???
I recognized the rugrats theme right away and got very triggered
“If he doesn’t text you
and you’re ruined.
If you can’t find joy
in what you used to,
If you can’t think
of anything other
than his absence
You Are In Big Trouble, My Love.”
“You looked at me
and your eyes widened
Hungry.
But I looked away
because I know
the pain waiting for me
if I let myself fall.”
- and I don’t think I could take it
And … you see … I love you.
And I love you
And I love you
I love you
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you oh my god I love you
And I just love you.
“And just like that
You chose someone else over me.
Dismissed me
Like I’m nothing.”
- I wasn’t prepared for how much it would hurt.
“So it’s up to you now.
Talk to me or ignore me,
see me or leave me,
be with me or against me.
Love me or don’t.”
- So tired of trying
“It’s like you’ve turned away from me.
And though I leap back and forth behind you
waving my arms,
shouting.
Your back remains turned.
You choose not to hear me
You choose not to acknowledge me.”
- you hurt me so easily
“And you hurt me
so casually.
Like it’s nothing.
Like it’s so inconsequential to you
that you don’t even notice.”
- And I let you
“I’m angry
all the time.
Even when I smile,
Even when I laugh,
Even when the warm breeze of happiness rushes over me.”
- The anger never leaves
“I have cried because of you,
I have lain awake because of you,
I have felt truly safe because of you.
And I am falling apart
Because of you.”
I never learn.
“You haven’t replied to my message.
And I can’t believe that after all this time
you are still that unkind
and I am still pathetic enough
to let it hurt me.”
Why
“And maybe
in another life,
we are standing
Side by Side.”
23.10.19
“I cannot keep doing
the exact same thing
Over and Over and Over
again
and expect a different outcome.”
- Fairly sure that’s the definition of stupidity
10.10.19
“I am so tired of crying over you.”
- 03.10.19
“And now I am grieving for the loss of you,
I wonder if my mother grieved for my father in the same way.
Quietly and alone,
so the sorrow remains unknown.”
- no one can know the pain of losing a love that was always in the dark.
14.09.19
“I am always, always
second best.”
- So tired.
“All I think about is you
And all you think about
is you.”
“I must remind myself,
over and over again,
not to fight
and beg
for your attention.”
“You don’t notice when you hurt me,
because how could you know
that anything other
than your complete
and undivided attention
causes me pain.”
- my fault, not yours.
“And although I love you
So deeply and so desperately
And although I cannot stop myself
from clinging to the thought of you loving me too,
a part of me wants to run
wants to hold my middle finger up
and curse the day you were born
And leave you
Far behind.”
“I can be there for you
when you are sad and alone and desperate.
I can hold your hand and hold you together
through your darkest times.
I can come to you when no one else would
and care for you like no one else could.
But I cannot make you love me.”
