#you ever just yearn

the smell of the rain is so overwhelmingly calm and gives me so much serotonin it’s unimaginable

I don’t want a job i want a cottage in the woods, read, eat oranges and sleep under the moonlight.

a concept: a romantic sunday with the love of your life, listening to songs and baking cakes together and then you’re shouting at them to do things correctly but they can’t even break the eggs right and you’re just so frustrated with them and then they make that puppy face and crack silly jokes and tell you, how pretty you look when you’re annoyed. And then he takes your hand and take you outside and points at moon and says “that’s everyone’s moon but you’re my moon” and you just melt on the inside

sorry for being insane and giving you attitude every 2 sec, do you still think im your dream girl or whatever ?

going on late night drives, looking at the stars, watching the sunset, light warm breezes, soft radio noise, and closing your eyes and being happy with where you are at that moment.

i really don’t understand the people who are not excited about the moon.

I am always lonely for things I’ve never had and people I’ve never been

-Nikki Giovanni,The Collected Poetry, 1968-1998

i am terrified of how quickly things change, circumstances change, feelings change and people change. it scares me to think about letting someone in and trusting them with my life, my emotions and then them just changing their mind about me.

Why does everyone care when it’s too late?

“I withdraw from people and places from time to time. I need space from a world that is filled with millions of mouths that talk too much, and never have anything to say.”

— Kaitlin Foster

It’s not that im alone, it’s just that you’re not here with me to make it better

I pray no one ever never falls in love with someone who isn’t written for them.

i enjoy the simple things in life like dancing to my playlist at 3am yearning for my soulmate, baking in the kitchen pretending im doing it with the love of my life and then closing my eyes and dreaming about them all night.

I don’t give up but i don’t force shit either.

let’s talk about the moon and stare into each other’s eyes

I’m only toxic if I care

When maddy said “Ninety percent of life is confidence. And the thing about confidence is no one knows if it’s real or not” I kneeled

Let’s just hope this makeup isn’t made of lead and mercury ok