Christmas is something that I loved as a kid but now that I’m older it doesn’t feel right anymore.

I know in my heart it’s supposed to be more than buying gifts, commercialism…etc but now that I’m grown it’s hard to get past that.

Christmas doesn’t feel like a magical time anymore, it just feels like a day where estranged relatives are forced to catch up and realize why they never visit each other during the year.

My parents have such strong family values but to me, family is more than just blood.

Family is the bond we create when we choose to unconditionally love someone.

And to me, just being related to someone, isn’t a good enough reason to call them family. Not when they don’t treat me like family.

So to everyone out there with a tense home, Have a Happy Holiday

Forgiveness is the greatest gift you can give yourself

Here I am, alone again

without you, without them

I never thought things would really end.

But after that fight, are pieces never seemed to fit back where they were supposed to.

As we grew apart I definitely took it worse, while you got friends and success, I found heartbreak and depression.

I didn’t loose just you, I lost our friends, my motivation, my confidence, and myself.

I didn’t know who I was anymore. But I kept thinking that someday everything will work itself out, we are meant to be in each other’s life’s.

After now months of internal turmoil, I have come to the realization that you don’t need me anymore.

You don’t love me anymore. And with that, I with leave you with this,

Thank you for teaching me to love when no one in my life has every loved me before.

And I’m sorry for hurting you the way you hurt me.

I hope your life is full of growth, prosperity, and love.

bye

kwkpoems:

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kwkpoems:

kwkpoems:

You’ve hurt me

Irrevocably

There’s nothing poetic about it

No pretty words

To describe the pain

I’m just

Empty

-mouse

“she’s lost”

Lonely and Lost

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever find my Soulmate…