#afraid
It’s 2AM and I just cut all my hair off because I felt my life spiraling out of control yet again and I wanted to and I wanted to feel in control again. Now I’m kinda freaking out but I also kinda love my new hair!
alive but not living.
so afraid of imperfection, never actually living,feeling,experiencing.
so scared of not doing right, never being genuine &living truth.
so fearful of a mess up’s consequences, never taking chances at what could be.
face the fears. be a boldness. embrace this life. because what is being alive if you aren’t actually living?
I love you so much I‘ll never let you go
I’m so paranoid lmao
Allow yourself to feel.
I’m really afraid to feel happy because it never lasts
People always say: “if it is meant to be, it will be”. The problem is that I have never been really the kind of person to stay still.
Highkey worried about what coronavirus is gonna mean for the rest of the semester, and for working summer stock this summer
i’m so tired
i’m so hurt
i’m so sick