#pro anorexia
Journal 10/7/2020
I broke my fast(52 hrs) with some chocolate(300 cal). Idk even why but whatever. Going to try and fast tomorrow but there might be a family dinner and we all know how that ends up.
Day 15
I am not but I really do want to be vegetarian but whenever I try my mom yells at me saying I’m going to be malnourished if I don’t eat meat(even tho that doesn’t even matter at this point)
Journal 10/6/2020
Went on a short vacation this last weekend. Probably didn’t eat as well as I should but I’m on track again. Fasted yesterday and still fasting. I’m not gonna weight myself bc I low key kinda scared.
When you starve yourself you really learn what foods you do and don’t like.
Journal 10/1/2020
It’s the first of October!
Intake: Nothing bc fasting
Outtake: 100 cal
Net: -100 calories
Weight: 144.4 lbs
Day 9
Yes. They still do. Mostly my mom and grandmother. My mom did earlier today so that’s fun.
Journal 9/29/2020
I forgot to do one yesterday but I’m gonna pretend I didn’t. For today:
Intake: Nothing. Fasting
Outtake: 100 cal or so
Net: -100 calories
Weight: 145.4; so close to my GW1 which I wanted to complete by tomorrow. Hoping I am going to
Day 8
I don’t really have a set workout routine I just go on walks and do random exercises throughout the day.
That’s it. My dumbass is gonna be skinni. No matter what.
pissing too much
shitting liquid
and the terrible third,
Not Shitting in Four Days™