#sapphic mood
I just want to write her heartfelt love letters and poems on cute stationary and send them to her with small drawings and pressed flowers
She means the world to me. I would give her everything I could. I want nothing more than to hold her and tell her just how loved she is. She deserves it all
IT’S OCTOBER AND I NOW HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LOVING GIRLFRIEND WHAT HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY
Exchanging soft ‘I love you’s before drifting off to sleep
Imagine just been able to look at her and be like, yeah that’s my girlfriend. Like holy fuck
you were the main character in my story
i felt like the happiest girl in the world for a month
but turns out our romance ends in chapter nineteen
and soon you disappeared from my life
i didnt fall in love with her because she was pretty, though she was beautiful.
i fell in love with her because of the way she made me feel. it caught me off guard and never have i imagined you’d be the girl i would fall for.
and i never thought you’d fell for me too.
i fell in love with her because she made me fell in love with myself as well.
and i think thats the beauty of love.
why do we even bother playing games? what if i dont want to act cold towards you in hopes of you noticing me? can i just be obvious with my feelings? im so tired of games.
you’re constantly on my mind and often i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time.
im curious about what made you you. im curious about your taste in music. im curious about the way your mind thinks. im curious about how your body likes to be touched. im curious about your late night thoughts and how they make you feel. im curious about every single thing about you.
i wonder why i have to look away when you glance at me. i wonder why i have to pretend to be unbothered when we accidentally touch. i wonder why i have to act like i dont care about you even when you’re the only person i want to protect forever.
i thought love doesnt have to be complicated?
thank you for giving me the privilege to love you and i really hope i was worth your time.
i know i should not have fallen in love with you. we will never be together and that your heart belongs to someone else.
but what am i suppose to do when words are stuck in the back of my throat every time you smile at me? what am i suppose to do when my breathing stops whenever you lean in close to me? what am i suppose to do when i feel lightheaded every time you say my name?
and the worst part is that you dont even like girls. you hold so much power over me without even knowing it.
