#sapphic writing

Whenever something good happens, 
I wanna tell you!
Whenever I feel blue, I wanna tell you!
Spill my guts
Meanwhile, I don’t let anyone else know I have organs 

idk why but like,, i’m craving a date where we bake those shitty Pillsbury halloween cookies and try to replicate my ma’s apple cider recipe. then we make some microwave popcorn and watch trash horror films until 2 am

i really crave intimacy with my girl, i just wanna play with her hair while she tells me about something she loves. i wanna leave her gentle kisses all over her cute face and tell her how much i love her

i want to wake up in her arms, sunlight illuminating our room. and i finally wanna feel the love, the warmth that i’ve been waiting so long to feel, radiate through my entire body

i know its painful when someone you thought will be your forever just turns out to be another heartbreak. its hard to let go of someone who made you feel safe and needed. maybe you’ll even promise that you will never love another again.

but you will be okay. you will pick yourself up once more, like you always have. you’ll learn to let go and continue your own path.

i hope you’re able to see the love around you again.

i know i should not have fallen in love with you. we will never be together and that your heart belongs to someone else.

but what am i suppose to do when words are stuck in the back of my throat every time you smile at me? what am i suppose to do when my breathing stops whenever you lean in close to me? what am i suppose to do when i feel lightheaded every time you say my name?

and the worst part is that you dont even like girls. you hold so much power over me without even knowing it.

tell me about your favourite books. tell me about the characters that made you swoon for days even after they’ve said their goodbyes. tell me about the storyline that changed your point of view regarding the real world. tell me about the sentences that you had to read multiple times as they felt so precious. tell me about the emotions you went through while living in a different reality. tell me about the experiences you gained after reading the last word at the last chapter. tell me what made you fall in love again and maybe i can understand you better after knowing what your imagination looks like.

so who’s up for dancing to fearless (taylors version) with me?? idk seems kinda fun

I have 99 problems and all 99 of them would be solved if I had a girlfriend

I live for the little glimpses of beauty we see in everyday life…. a cute girl on the bus, a girl with pretty hair in the supermarket, a girl with cool boots on the street, a girl smiling at you on a walk…. just those quick little glimpses of everyday beauty always make me smile

list of things i am most definitely not doing:

- yearning for a girlfriend

i like the idea of holding a girl’s hand. like just holding her hand as we walk down the street, or through a field, or just anywhere to be honest

i just think that women in suits are beautiful. nothing is more powerful than a woman in a suit. if she wears a suit…. i fall in love

okay so i just want to dance in the rain with the girl i love is that so much to ask ?? like i just want to dance with her and not care about the rain because as long as I’m with her it wouldnt matter

sadly theres the small fact that i dont have a girlfriend to dance in the rain with

i like the idea of holding a girl’s hand…. like that just seems so cute. just a little touch of affection and i bet it could make my insides melt

so can we snuggle together while listening to Love Story (taylor’s version) ? idk that seems fun…..