#stay alive
What is wrong with me? I feel like no one needs me. I’m so lonely. I fuck up everything and everyone. I’m so useless and I’m sick of it.. Give me one reason why should l stay alive..
hey guys im still alive lol, i took a break for mental health. things get better i promise.
When twenty one pilots said, “Keep your bliss. There’s nothing wrong with this.” and when twenty one pilots said, “Self-sabotage is a sweet romance.” and when they said, “Keep your sunny days. Leave us in the rain.” and when they said, “You shed your modesty.”
When twenty one pilots said, “homie just sued me”.
When twenty one pilots said,
“Like a little splinter buried in your skin
Someone else can carve it out, but when you’ve got the pin
It hurts a little less and you can even push it further in
When your body’s screamin’ out, trust your mind’s listenin’”
and when they wrote,
“I don’t want to go on like this
At least let me clean my room
I don’t want to leave like this
‘Cause the last thing I want to do is
Make my people make decisions
Wondering what to do, oh
Should they keep it on display
Or redecorate?”
and when they sang,
“Ain’t no sunny skies, 'til you finally realize
That everybody relies on synthetic highs
They find someone to prescribe
Keep your bliss
There’s nothing wrong with this
We just wanna feel it all
Keep your pills, save your breath
And don’t ever forget ”
When twenty one pilots said, “Keep your bliss. There’s nothing wrong with this.” and when twenty one pilots said, “Self-sabotage is a sweet romance.” and when they said, “Keep your sunny days. Leave us in the rain.” and when they said, “You shed your modesty.”
All Bark No Dice Episode 14: Bagging Bodies W/ Deej Storer
ABND is BACK with a killer interview of DnDeej about all the cool TTRPG stuff he’s doing with The Free Forge, how he first got into a DM’s chair, and what’s in store for the survivors in season two of Stay Alive!
If you’re going through some shit, I won’t tell you to have a good day.
Instead, just have a day. Stay alive.
Eat your meals. Drink water. Breath deeply. Wear something comfortable.
It’ll get better.
But until then, just have a day.
Hi! So, I’ve had a lot of fun posting here, and who COULDNT love Patrick?! But uh, I’m gonna be taking a break. For quite a while. Nothing too major I suppose, but I’ll most certainly be back by August. My birthday is August 1st so I know I’ll be back to post a birthday thing filled with my fav Patrick’s or something but, yeah!! I’ll be back soon, and so I’m not tempted to come back I’ll also be deleting the tumblr app until then. It’ll save me space too god bless that. But uh….yeah. I love you guys, and I’ll be back soon. Stay alive and love Patrick |-/
If anyone feels down, today, this week, this year, don’t worry
It’ll get better
Stay strong
You’re never alone
A full cover of the song “Truce” by Twenty One Pilots, just for you.
Special thanks to twenty-one-clique.
“Even when many days pass, I will stay next to you. Even if I throw myself away, I want to stay next to you. Please you stay alive.”
— Stay Alive | Jungkook (prod. SUGA)
Yesterday was National Rheumatoid Arthritis Awareness Day. It’s a bit of a pointless holiday, and I didn’t even know it existed until about 3 hours ago - I’m guessing due to the fact that the Arthritis Foundation is shit, has a 1 star rating on Charity Navigator, and has been accused of misusing funds in the past. So….they probably haven’t had time to roll out an advertising campaign.
In any case, if you didn’t know, RA is an autoimmune disease in which the body’s immune system is a worthless idiot and attacks your body’s own soft and joint tissues, and can potentially render them useless through damage and deterioration.
I have RA. But I am lucky. My RA was diagnosed very early and I had it treated very aggressively.
I am also lucky because I have insurance that helps offset the cost of my revoltingly, ridiculously, disgustingly expensive medication. One month of Enbrel costs anywhere between $3,400 and $3,800. See?
It’s such an expensive medication that I actually have to use two insurance plans to afford it. Which means, if I did not have insurance, I’d be paying approximately $45,000 per year simply to stay alive.
And that is for justone of my medications, as you can tell from the above photo, where I’ve blocked out all the other medications I am also required to take to stay alive. Paying for Enbrel out of pocket would leave me unable to afford rent, food, or clothing - other things which are also required to stay alive.
Though I am currently fortunate enough to have a job that provides me with healthcare, I’ve been without insurance in the past. Back before the Affordable Care Act, I was unable to stay on my parents’ plan when I graduated and then was constantly denied coverage due to my pre-existing conditions. I basically roamed around LA, terrified of getting into a catastrophic accident while simultaneously attempting to treat pneumonia in the back of a CVS.
Obamacare is not without its flaws, I acknowledge that. But if your garbage disposal is broken, you don’t burn down your house and start over - you fix the fucking garbage disposal. So in honor of National RA Awareness Day, which is, as we’ve established, a real thing - please consider writing or calling your representatives (especially Paul Ryan) and telling them that repealing ACA without a replacement would be disastrous. It is important, and saving lives, and making it so people don’t have to choose between bankruptcy or having their immune systems kill their own bodies.
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Contact Your Representatives: http://www.house.gov/representatives/find/
Contact Your Senators: https://www.senate.gov/senators/contact/
Contact Paul Ryan: https://paulryan.house.gov/contact/
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Okay, I know this little fiddle has seen better days. I for one am thankful that he hangs on. Phinneas the Ficus, ya’ll. Bask in his glory(and edema).
