#i hate me
Who will dry ur eyes when it falls apart?
Was wird aus unseren Träumen, wenn wir merken, dass sie nie wahr werden? Sie werden zu Albträume.
day two: not so bad but don’t feel as great about it as i did yesterday. and it’s only day two fml. gotta keep going.
two months of work will be so rewarding at the end
What is wrong with me? I feel like no one needs me. I’m so lonely. I fuck up everything and everyone. I’m so useless and I’m sick of it.. Give me one reason why should l stay alive..
I’m so
ugly
fat
sad
depressed
boring.
And I’m sick of people.
Und hättest du nur eine Sache für mich aufgegeben?
Denn keiner hört deine innerlichen Schreie.
You make me feel like shit , but I still want to hold your hand.
I am all that you need, but not what you want.
I want someone to hold me.
Sorry ive been completely inactive
Im so sorry guys …… that I haven’t been on here for so long ….. my depression and anxiety is getting completely out of hand again. Im just really in a bad place right now . I feel awful about not posting and things…. I fell like I should just force myself to push my feelings down so i can post for you guys because I really really hate to not post anything. But i also don’t want to burden anyone because I honestly suck at hiding my feelings and I don’t want to put all my problems on you guys so that’s why ive been inactive. Now i cant really promise you that I’ll post soon because I don’t know how long im gonna be like this ….. ive finally gotten a therapist and i got back to her in three weeks so hopefully she will help ,but until then i may not post and…im just so sorry guys I just really really don’t want to bother you all by venting out my problems to you because that not really a good thing ….. if i do i might beat myself up for it later for being weak and letting my weakness show ….. I really really hate to do that even tho i do it everyday to my family…… I feel so bad for them that they have to deal with me and my illnesses……. ugh i wish i was better at hiding this so I won’t burden them …….. ok so I just wanted to explain to you all why I haven’t been posting because you all deserve to know and im gonna stop this before I start to spill any of my feelings or thoughts. But i want you all to know that im truly sorry for not being strong and posting for you but instead letting my emotions get the best of me and prevent me from being active. Again i am so sorry…… remember i love you guys so much and I hope you can forgive me for my selfishness.
stop your addiction to being right
good advice for everyone who isn’t me
This is a reminder to my future self:
Stop leaving all uni work until the last minute. You have had enough time to complete the work - stop leaving it until the nights before. If you do this you will be a much happier person and you won’t live off red bull and nicotine for 3 days to complete three 3000 word assignments. Trust me, your life will be so much better.
From,
Past you
You don’t even remember me, don’t you?
A 20something almost 90s punk Fluttershy because I watched 3 My Little Pony movies in a row with my brother and now I’ve converted to the practice of Brony.
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