#edthoughts
so much
The irony is that for people with eating disorders, breakfast, lunch, and dinner can actually be a LOT to think about.
When my suicidal ideation coincides with a relapse of my eating disorder
My eating disorder when my therapist tries to tell me what I need to do
Me after finding out my friends knew about my eating disorder all along
(mainly for me)If your hungry drink some water fat ass
Feel like I am just dragging a rotting corpse next to my side these days.
Day 17
Do you have an eating disorder?
Yes, I am bulimxc
Day 16
When did you first decide to loose weight?
Pretty much as long as I can remember I was never happy with my body, always thought I needed to loose weight, but about ~3 years ago I had consciously decided to diet and try to loose weight.
Day 14
What’s your UGW?
Right now it’s 115 lbs, I think I’d be happy there but I’d totally try to go for like 105-110 lbs.
H: 5’8
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Day 3
Breakfast: part of a plain almond milk latte (20 cal)
Lunch: sparkling ice, peach nectarine flavor (5 cal)
Dinner: nothing
Snacks: a little bit of guava white tea unsweetened (26 cal), 4 pieces of gum (20 cal)
Water intake: 48 fl oz
Total: 70 cal
Exersise: -218 cal
Net total:
-148 cal
Today went well, I do wish I could’ve drank more water but I wasn’t feeling it, although I will probably have a glass or two before bed. I could’ve eaten a cake pop today though and I didn’t so that felt great. Have a great day everyone! :)
Ew guys I weighed in at 137 today and I am absolutely furious, that’s a 3 lb gain since I last weighed, im supposed to get my period today though so that must be apart of it but still WTF
Day 10
The hardest things I’ve had to give up:
- Cheezzze
- Eating out with friends
- Eating all the bad food on holidays
- Drinking sugary drinks like Frappuccinos (I was never a soda person)
- Being honest with my parents :(
Day 9
Did people ever makes comments about your weight in a negative way?
No one has ever made comments about my weight with bad intentions. I was a really skinny kid, so my classmates would occassionaly say something about that and I had a nice butt in high school and for some reason both girls and boys would compliment me for it.