#twin flames
You have total control over your whole being.
can we make the #aluracein go trending?
whoever uses this hashtag gets a reshare!
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The Love That Healed Me || A month after the first @ReclaimYourVoice event in 2012, I had a craving for spoken word poetry. My only experience of it had been at a show several years prior so I found it strange that I had this random desire to hear some. And then, just a few short days later, I met a poet named Paul.
Our connection was ethereal. I locked eyes with him the moment we met and for years did not break eye contact. But I didn’t realize that I still had many unhealed wounds and a lot I needed to work through. Despite his calm and peaceful ways, I still found myself terrified to trust and often reacted with emotional outbursts. In my previous relationship, I had blamed David for all the negative feelings I was experiencing. But when the same thoughts and behaviours started to resurface in me even with this loving, gentle soul I was almost destroyed by the realization of how toxic I was and how much I had been affected by what LO had done to me.
Dismayed and ashamed, I tried to break up with Paul. I told him I didn’t want him to have to clean up another man’s mess. His response? “Sweep, sweep.” And he didn’t leave my side. He held me through some of my worst storms, the rock that calmed my tumultuous waters. Paul loved me so deeply and completely that for the first time ever, I learned how to love myself. My mind was so at peace in his arms that I began to heal automatically.
Paul was the only person to love and accept me unconditionally, and my first experience of being in love. I owe so much of who I am today to Paul’s gentle love. He was the personification of all that is the opposite of abuse.
I hear so many people say that abuse changed them irrevocably and I can both understand and relate. But just remember that there are also people who come along and change us irrevocably in all of the best ways as well.
I know I say this every time I see you, usually with tears in my eyes, but since we haven’t seen each other in a while, thank you for everything, Paul ✨
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Simpler times…
I miss the simpler times when a telephone was all you had to communicate with someone. No social media, no texting, no blocking someone. You were forced to communicate or listen to the obnoxious phone ring over and over until you answered. Heck I even remember tying a string to two cans and playing telephone as a kid (still confused by that as it is a bit too much science for this blonde brain to comprehend how those two cans and a string worked)…
I wanted to reach out to you the other day. I reached out last month on the day of the Star and you forgave me. The intent was not to get a response but to bring something to light. To bring to your attention that I made you feel. And that is why you walked away. There is no other reason. But I chose not to send the email as I do not wish to be a hard limit pusher. You need to heal on your own terms, as I am mine. Please don’t misunderstand this post, for me, to write is to heal, to speak my truth and my needs come first. I am not selfish. That is the dynamic. I am happy you walked away this time as you were correct, I was not healing, you were a distraction. You were right, I wasn’t focused on my work.
I will trust that when/if that time comes I won’t need to seek the cards or outside sources, I will trust myself and that it’s the right time. I will trust that I will know without a shadow of a doubt when the right time will be to post this to the masses. Hoping you read. And it may never happen. Parts of this letter are over 2 months old, from our first lesson. You may just be a chapter in my life. An incredible one but who knows, only time will tell. For now I hold space for you as our story was pure magic and you said you would wait until June. But I have no idea if you’ll be at the other end of this journey, sadly I am not psychic.
I recognize that that I anxiously attached to you. Shut down the entire world except focusing on you, feeling a deep connection with just you, but that is not healthy. I need balance, strength and justice. I need to sit in the space and recognize why I chose you. It is my choice to choose you and your choice to choose me. Free will is a beautiful thing. You’re not the only person in the world. You don’t have to be a mathematician to recognize that there is way more than 1 person in the world for me. The subject of “The One” is beautiful but there are many ones, it’s just about who are we willing to work it out with, who are we meeting at the right time in our lives. So I need to sit in this space and recognize that you were brought into my life. And I was brought into yours. I chose you, and you chose me, and you said you would wait, but you have walked away three times now. Was it truly for my healing, or yours or some other lesson. I currently trust that it is all 3. And it may not be our time. I am doing the work without you, focused on the end goal. Up for the challenge. I heard you when you said I was jeopardizing my healing and myself for you, because by accepting that you are my Sir, my owner, my master and my divine union, I give myself over to you completely. That is submission. You were shocked by the transformation. And I accept that scared you. It made you feel. Not something you wanted. But do you need it? It’s a intimidating thing. I am sorry I triggered you, but to be triggered is to heal. If you choose to process. I hope you see that. Because in order to be in a life with me you will need to be open and honest and true to who you are, you will need to no longer deny your heart, your truth or your magic. To return to me, you will need to walk through the door knowing you’re entering a divine spiritual union.
To know is to enter.
To enter is to heal.
To heal is to love.
Hear me. I know you listen, but do you hear me? See me? Feel me?
Humbly yours,
XO
❝ do you like me? i know you love me. i know you care about me but. do you like who i am? ❞ She had to ask, because sometimes, more so now than before she wasn’t sure she even liked who she was.
I’m currently painting this oil piece based on a digital painting I did a year ago for Valentines as well, using my two characters “Calestis” and “Adeimos” from my project. I was SOOO excited to start this because it’s gonna be the second time ever that I paint two characters in one illustration with quite lots of details using oils. Aaand not to mention, using warm tone colour palette which I’m not that used to with my traditional art. As you can see by swiping to the next photos, I had to gesso some parts of her body so I can start over fixing the mistakes… this is not something I usually do. But this time I want to do my BEST and I knew I can fix the mistakes so I went brave and just covered her up. Her anatomy was wonky af and thanks to @shin.doe@shinxmrfluffy for being the helpful, nice, and “tolerable” friend she is for helping me HAHAHA
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Lesson is, ask your friends first to get some input as they can see your work with different set of eyes. Second, don’t be afraid to start over if you know it’s worth it! And just like in life (pardon me if this sounds cheesy lol) you have to sometimes start over or give things a second chance. As LONG as you truly know it’s worth your time, energy, and emotions. Oh also last but not least that time + patience = precious quality
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. PS : do NOT use gesso on top of an oil painting because it could crack in time, so please be cautious about this. I’m doing this because I’m trying to experiment and I knew something sketchy might happen if I use gesso, but I really wanted to fix my painting. Oh well it’s okay since this is still a practice for me. Next will always be better! Forever learning, and thanks a lot @ayudasto for the help!
In this painting that Im making progress with, Im manifesting what I want to experience with all the beautiful colours I could create with the best of my capability. And oh yes Im eager to finish it but with patient and quality. So just like in our daily lives, we must be patient with our progress towards achieving whatever it is you desire, but of course with actions. When you work on something precious to you, don’t get desperate in trying to make it “perfect” because you’ll never finish it. So do your best, know what you want to do it, but let nature takes its own flow!
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Twinflame
two flames of one fire
seperated, they will remain alone
united they shall burn for eternity
calm will encase them
dark will ignite them
and by the last candle’s light
you shall find the soul that compliments your own
…or so they say. Without a doubt, only a creative way to prevent students from dating people. After all, if your true soulmate is not present in the room, why waste your time with other partners. Why waste their time with dating anyway, she thought. But, knowing, that most of them would not attend this … ceremony voluntarily, they disguised it as a surprise for the students during the feast.
The Professor had explained the spell to them. After the incantation the candles would gradually burn out and leave them in full darkness, which surely was just for the purpose of preventing others from observing others nosily. Or, to let all of them think, that they just happened not to find their true soulmate in this room and conveniently abstain from dating, while actually none of them had.
It was pretty nonetheless. Countless candles lit with cosy fire were floating around the Great Hall and brought warmth to the freezing weather outside. Still, she was really not in the mood, neither to find herself with some student, whom the spell erroneously declared her soulmate, nor to find herself alone while others were blabberinig about their experience which they just made up and wondering who their true love might be.
Seeing that she didn’t have a chance to sneak out of the room without anyone noticing, she waited for the incantation.
Should anyone be interested in writing a fanfic about this, please, feel free and tag me, so I can read it!
In this video, I guide you through some affirmations that will help you attract your soulmate/specific person.
It is my personal belief that using a set of affirmations for at least 15 days helps integrate them into your subconscious mind.
Once the subconscious mind believes in something, typically our outward actions and world change around us - which is why I recommend that you listen to these affirmations every day for 15 days, this gives you enough time for them to become a part of your subconscious mind.
My tips for making this meditation even more powerful:
1. Place both hands on your chest above your heart
2. Say the affirmations out loud
3. Make sure you get your emotions involved I hope these affirmations help you attract the love you truly deserve :) #affirmations#meditation#love
Everything happens for a reason
Catch the falling stars
• No matter how alone you feel, there is always someone out there willing to listen •
∆ Dream ∆
‘Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made’
Do stars have feelings?
‘Not even eternity lasts forever’
‘Losing everything’
No matter what,
It’s always you
• There is only one you in the whole universe,
So be the best you that you can be •
Trust in the fate of the universe,
Whatever happens, happens for a reason
Let the stars sprinkle down on you
Are we ever truly connected?
Reach for the stars
∆ We are made of stars & galaxies ∆
