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I just wanted to really write on here to tell y'all some of the feelings I have right now.

Every day I literally wake up hoping that it’s gonna be the day that my life changes, but I know it doesn’t work that way.

So I just get on with doing me, going to the British Academy Of Music has been so good for me and being halfway through my year I have learnt so much. 

Any person who actually cares about there life will ask the question “What if I don’t make it?” Making it might be having a family, being a star, having a nice home…we all have different visions of happiness.

My vision is just of one and only thing…music. I don’t even see relationships, it all kinda gets blocked out. Some days I just get angry cause I put so much pressure on myself to do well, but I guess it’s just because I care.

And sometimes I do have them days where I’m like shiiiit man what happens….if i don’t make it? and it’s scary man…but there has to be something for never giving up and working hard right? 

JUST SOME THOUGHTS……..

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10.5.2020

made some summaries of the circulatory system notes i made the other day… of course accompanied by tea ❁
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9.5.2020

any active studyblr / bookblr / productivity blogs! loads of accounts i used to follow are now inactive, so reblog this and i’ll follow you :) it’s a good time to make some new friends ❃
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