#burden
Saving others is easier than saving yourself.
Feeling everything and nothing at the same time.
The truth can destroy you.
Pretending to be okay is more destructive than all the drugs you’ve ever taken.
Death can be suffering and release at the same time.
Things can wound you but your own thoughts can kill you in a matter of seconds.
I wish I could be young forever, not for leisure but to keep trying until this works.
Party and drugs to forget everything
christmas, new year, birthdays always make me feel so low, it’s doesn’t matter where I am, who I’m with, what I’m doing as soon as these times come around I drown in depression.
I feel like such a failure for still being here, still being a burden on everyone, still being a problem, for still existing.
The Reasons I Sometimes Don’t Practice What I Preach
Why is it that we can urge people to take control of their health when sometimes we aren’t even taking control of our own?
Do you ever catch yourself doing this?
This is me calling myself out on doing it.
Recently, I have been ignoring new symptoms or pain and procrastinating making new doctor appointments because I’m afraid of hearing a new diagnosis, or having a doctor tell me I that I need…