#eating disoder mention
No matter how much I restrict or purge my body just doesn’t want me losing weight and I’m honestly so tired of this now
Could I hate myself anymore??
I don’t think so
- thanks for listening to my Ted talk
At the point when I get my periods (yeah ikr… I still get them, great right?) that I pray I get them like on a Wednesday and hope they last 4/5 days and I’ll be okay for weighing day on a Tuesday and all the period weight would have gone and I’ll be lighter… yet still blaming it on my period if I end up gaining.
Having an ED sucks the life out of you man. Too much thinking
When I’m finally underweight will I then feel like I’ve achieved something?
