i’m sorry y'all for the dry spell. this is a wall but i feel like it’s a tiny one. plus i’m really really trying to drop some weight to get ready for a temporary move rn and it’s taking up a lot of my energy please bear with me.

I HAVE SOME COMPLETED STUFF I WILL POST AND SOME AWESOME WORKS I WILL REBLOG IN THE MEANTIME I APOLOGIZE AGAIN I LOVE Y'ALL

You know how when you stand up n you dont necessarily get “dizzy” so much as your vision gets a little speckled with tiny tiny black dots n you hear this ringing that drowns out all other noise n you have this strange pressure in your head till it goes away?

Yay!

⚠️TW - Vivid and Visible Bones In Pictures⚠️

Let me know if this is crossing the line because I WILL take it down if anyone feels it necessary

OkNOW I’m at 115lbsfinally

Through rigorous and exhausting exercise and countless sleepless night and 4 years of this bullshit I roughly have the body shape I want

Now I just need to proportionally lose 15-20 more pounds. Thinking rationally I know that wont happen perfectly so maybe another 4 years of this bullshit will finally get me where I want to be :,)

Its gross but its interesting :/

Measuring health by weight is total ass but I dont have one of those things that measures your body fat %

Weight sucks lol I just wanna look skinny and attractive, that’s all.

I love how roughly 50% of this community post pictures of women/men/people who clearly weigh more than us and are fully developed,grown ass women/men/ppl yet we starve ourselves expecting to look like/similar to them…. ( ._.)

If that doesn’t apply to you dont start invalidating yourself cause you being in this community is enough to qualify you as “sick”. Recognize that I said “roughly 50%”, not “everyone"

Being on your period and trying to lose weight while you’re bloated all to hell is wack

Having Gen-z’s take over ed-social media was NOT a good idea

I’m not doing good with eating, or rather with not eating, and I hate myself for it just oh so much. I just wanna be skinny and attractive is that too much to ask???????

Let’s Cut the Shit:

Most of us are not pro/do not want to encourage people to engage in behaviors of ed’s…

But we ALL know damn well that posting all this is just as encouraging to other people as it is ourselves. Like people posting a huge list of tips n positive outcomes from this ed stuff n then at the bottom adding a half hearted “I dOnT prOmoTE eAtInG dIsorDerS”or“Im nOt pRo thIs iS jUst fOR mE” like cmon bro, just put a TW and be done with it.

▪︎ Aslo, if you’re “not pro” then STOP using the hashtags “pro ana” “pro mia” cause you know damn well what you doing.

▪︎Also EXPLAIN what the TW is dont just say tw

That’s all

I was right, I gained, I’m 116.2

TW - Body Check, Weight & Calorie Rant

I’m getting a bit paranoid at the idea that I somehow gained cause I cant really see my ribs like I did a couple days ago n like Sunday I had a bad eating day (over 600 I’m certain) n since then havent been able to weigh n ik if I’m above or below 121 based on how much my ribs show when I suck in n I cant see them too well I dont think but also I’ve seen minor changes in where I lose weight ever since I’ve been losing n gaining the same 15-17 pounds over 4 years n I dont know what to think!!

My mental health is declining so I might as well

It be like that.

Daily log -10/07/21

Breakfast: 40 grams of low-fat cheese

Lunch:skipped

Dinner: fasting (for 16 hours, started at 4PM)

Water track: 6 glasses

Exercise: walking (around 10,006 steps)

Total calories:127

Burned:535

Daily log -09/07/21

Breakfast: 80 grams of low-fat cheese

Lunch: grilled flounder fillet

Dinner: fasting (for 16 hours, started at 4PM)

Water track: 5 glasses

Exercise: walking (around 10,062 steps)

Total cal:380

Burned:523

Daily log -06/07/21

Breakfast: 1 cup of watermelon

Lunch: grilled flounder fillet

Dinner:skipped

Snack: 1 cup of blackberries

Water track: 3 glasses

Total calories: 297

Any advice on how to get out from a baaaad binging episode?

Please

butterflyanaa:

I may not have friends irl but I always have ed tumblr

THIS, I LOVE YALL <3

me when my brother always seems to come into my room when im in the middle of a binge surrounded by bowls of mug cake and chocolate wrappers :’)