#im really tired
Sometimes it feels easier to just leave
Cut people out of your life the second they cross you
Never let anyone get too close
Look out for yourself and let everyone else do whatever it is they do.
It’s also lonely going through life by yourself
So worried about others that you end up locked away in your room every night
Wondering if anyone will ever actually know who you really are instead of the person you pretend to be.
It’s 2AM and I just cut all my hair off because I felt my life spiraling out of control yet again and I wanted to and I wanted to feel in control again. Now I’m kinda freaking out but I also kinda love my new hair!
Nowadays I’m To Cool For A Girlfriend
Ich bin zu müde um zu schlafen.
I’m scared of second semester
I feel like a smear of ink on paper. An unidentifiable version of who I used to be. And I put up this facade around everyone near me. It’s breaking me; having to act a way that everyone views me as. Im sick of it. I just want to be myself, but I don’t know who that is.
Changing my theme into a new one. Sorry for simple banner, i hate it too! I already finished making a tutorial. maybe i should post it today or tomorrow?
edit: i’ll just post it today! :) xx