Okay but… real pain is when your biology class ruins a safe food by explaining what it does to your body

And then your fatass goes on a full-on carb binge anyway

I apologize to my followers lmao I just randomly get depressive episodes and ✨dip✨

I should post more, sorry lol

For my fellow baggy clothes hoes -

Does anyone else have a scene playing in you head that goes like this: you constantly wear loose clothes so no one can see your body or how skinny you get and then one time you wear something that reveals your body and BOOM you’re tiny as hell and people didn’t expect you to look like that but now they’re jealous

Like is that just me or…?

don’t you hate when your ED causes you to drink more caffeine to suppress your appetite which causes your anxiety to get worse which makes your ED get worse to cope with the anxiety so you drink more caffeine to suppress your appetite and your anxiety gets worse because of the caffeine and it just goes on like that

Me: *tries to talk about my emotions so I can cope with it a little better*

My friends: *completely ignore me every time I try to open up*

Me: ok then time to go back to destroying my body to cope, thanks guys

How do people genuinely forget to eat? I am constantly thinking about when I’m going to eat next

Love how I tell other people to “stay safe ❤️” while I literally only had a sugar free energy drink, a mint, and a piece of gum today

Imagine actually reaching your goals instead of losing and gaining the same 5 pounds all the damn time

Couldn’t be me

My friend: how was your day?

Me, knowing I can be honest: tbh not great, I’ve been crying a ton

Her: wanna talk about it?

Me: *talks about it*

Her: *leaves me on read*

Like excuse me wtf, why do people do this

I love when teachers ask this in the beginning of the year. Jokes on you, it’s none.

Online shopping is basically the same as browsing thinspo and you can’t change my mind

Doing online school has caused either stress starving or stress binging and there is absolutely no in between

POV: you’re scrolling through tumblr instead of facing your problems like a normal human being

letthewindblowmeaway:

Developing anorexia is weird.

It’s like you get this free trial where you can just skip a meal or two and BOOM you’ve lost 10 pounds in like a week and then after a few more weeks that trial runs out and you pay for the full version with crying and pain and isolation and sadness and so much math.

Genuinely couldn’t have described it better