#school sucks
hello everyone who cares!
sorry for being completly mia-the holidays and these last few school weeks have been hella stressful but i’m hoping to post more soon (especially cuz i’m seeing star wars tonight so oop)!
the universe: you WILL have to see your ex gf seven days in a row AND you have four projects due this week
me:
hello y’all! sorry i’ve been completly MIA, my school is hell incaranate!
i’ll try to post more soon!
Love when studying comes together
to everyone else in school right now:
please use sparknotes. please use khan academy. please listen to school house rock songs and watch the history of the entire world i guessandtim and mobyandbill nye. any documentary you watch in class can be found somewhere online with a quick google. get your books from project gutenbergandz-lib. download textbooks off the internet whenever you can find them. use desmos for a free online graphing calculator. if you’re learning something and you don’t get it look up the wikipedia page on it and put it into simple english to get the gist, then put it back into regular english to get the full story. cheat if you have to. school sucks so bad rn and if you’re like me and you get all your materials secondhand or from the lost and found, online resources are really useful rn; all of the above have helped me pass a class in some way, and i hope they can help you too.
stay inside and stay safe. best of luck to all the students out there.
It taught me one other thing as well…..
The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell.
These past few months have been nothing but stressful. I am just way too involved. I am a Resident Advisor, a part of 3 clubs (exec board member of one) and I work part time (just 8 hours) and intern on the side for fun.
Shoot me now.
Why did I sign up for all of this? What was the purpose of me taking on all this responsibility in my last year? Is it because I don’t like to say no due to social pressure? Was it for the money (I ain’t gettting paid for any of this)? The experience? I need some answers. Even I myself can’t answer.
And attending a small school, comes with its perks, but also with its advantages. You know everyone. And I mean everyone on campus. Maybe you don’t necessarily know people by their name, but you’ve seen them at least once roaming about. And with my school being in a rural area, there’s not a ton to do. There’s like a solid like 50-100ish students who are actively involved on campus but a lot of students also don’t seem to care or have other interests. Many drive home or get off campus for the weekend or go out to the 3 bars we have in the town.
On top of all of this, I am in the process of preparing for my post graduate plans. Lots of exciting things will happen in the next few months but it all depends on the outcome of the scholarships I will be applying for. Read here if you’re interested.
Just 79 days left so I need to get my shit done, do well and get out. The time is right. I need someone to like come and do the remainder of the work for me. Or just give me the damn degree already. I feel like with the experience I have, I am more than qualified. Just give it to me. Please? Is that too much to ask for? I am so over school and I need to just get away.
I can just taste April 29th. So far yet so close. People always say that once I get out of school, that I will miss it. Honey,honeyhoneyhoneeeey. You don’t know me. I’ve already had a taste of the real world.
- I have lived away for school for the past 4 years
- I’ve always lived in a different state every summer since my freshman year of college on my own paying rent, using insurance to get my yearly checkups, etc
- I lived abroad on my own for a year
I feel like those experiences alone has prepared me for my next chapter. Not to say that I’ve seen it all, but I have seen enough to strengthen me for the next big move. Does it suck? Why yes, no doubt about that, but I am so ready to be out of here.
i’ll try to update this weekend <3
There’s so much work to do tonight because I was so sick yesterday. I have at least 3 hours worth of ToK work, 2 hours of bio, and 1 hour of Spanish. Gosh I hate being sick.
UPDATE:
So I know I did another some time back but here’s another one again. I am FINALLY FINALLY done with my exams. I literally feel like dancing I’m that happy!
That said during studying like crazy, I had forgotten just how much I love reading and writing. So hopefully you’ll be seeing a lot more posts. I’m halfway done with Part 2 of 1+1=4 and then after that I’m starting ASOSAS again. Plus since Azriel week is coming up next month, I’m going to be doing a lot of writing for that as well. So much to do, so so excited!!
That said, I have been looking into Ao3 a lot these days and some of my friends have suggested that I make an account on there as well? So I would love some suggestions from everyone on here as well, would it be a good idea to post my writing on Ao3 as well or would it be a waste of time? Please let me know what you think!!
