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Atsushi: You know I love flying

Akugatawa:W-what?

Atsushi: Flying into your arms

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Dazai: You know I love flying

Chuuya: The fuck makes you think you can fly?

Imagine Dazai going to attempt suicide again, but this time he actually succeeds.

Imagine how everyone would just freeze once they hear the news, because he never succeeded and now he is just gone like that. Everyone’s smile just disappearing and asking if it’s true.

Imagine Kunikida coming to the office expecting Dazai to be there and being annoying, but once he gets there it’s just silent and he breaks down.

Imagine Atsushi denying Dazai’s death, because without him, he wouldn’t be where he is now.

Imagine the ADA missing Dazai’s stupid singing, and not touching his stuff for weeks, hoping it was all a joke and he will come through the door with his suicide book and a smile on his face.

Imagine Chuuya getting the news and getting angry and just drink until he passes out. Knowing he can’t go fully out with his ability because Dazai isn’t there to stop him when the time comes. Realizing how much he actually needs him.

And then after some long time, when they got over it, thinking about the stuff Dazai told them. That he shouldn’t be here and all that stuff. Regretting that they didn’t do anything to help him, but knowing deep down that there would be nothing to change Dazai’s mind.

Because I just thought about it, if it would actually happen, and what kind of dramatic scenes there would be in the manga/anime.

I know that Bungou Stray Dogs WAN! is a series of shorts that’s supposed to be just fun… or nice… or cute (and it is)

Dazai: “If I had to go, I’d like to go out just as beautifully.”

But this scene (from episode 10) made me cry.

Dazai might have said that out of his suicidal nature, or as a joke, or to be poetic but with his expression; he seemed happy and sad in that moment. I know he is happy to be with his friends, the Armed Detective Agency…

But maybe there’s still a part of him that wished he could be with Oda, to share that summer evening with him, watch the fireworks with everyone.

If Oda was still alive, they’d be partners and be on the good side. Saving lives and helping people. And be happy.

Maybe he remembered how Odasaku had to go...As the sun sets in the last moments of Oda’s life, he helped Dazai choose a different path and be on the good side.

Isn’t that a beautiful way to go?

Just a little something to help you remember…

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