I get jealous because I know how replaceable I am, I’m nothing special.

You are alone.

It broke my heart but opened my eyes.

As a kid I built a house around my broke heart.

Voices in my head, telling me I’m gonna end up dead.

Never lonely I’m just lowkey.

I guess I’m stressed, I got too much weight up on my chest

I push away the people that I love the most why? I don’t want no one to know I’m vulnerable.

This music’s the only thing keepin’ the peace when I’m fallin’ to pieces.

I used to shine, now I’m all in the dark.

Last year, I felt suicidal. This year, I might do somethin’ different like talkin’ to God more.

If I Jump, living trough these songs. So you know just where to find me

And I ain’t seen a light of day since, well, that’s not important

It’s been long

Told myself it’d get better, no clue what there was next for me.

Don’t cry, it won’t end. Pain will always be my friend.

You dream of walls that hold us in prison

It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it

And we’re free to roam

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It won’t always make sense. That’s okay.

Your attempts to escape from your pain is what creates more pain.

I’m fighting shit in my head every day that nobody knows about.

It’s weird… I either have no emotions or too many.