#its ok to be sad
Heaven only knows when I’m in hell.
I’ve always been on my own, so if you leave that’s some regular shit.
I overthinking, overlove, overfeel and overstress.
You don’t miss the person, you miss the feeling.
We pretend that we don’t care, but we care.
I get jealous because I know how replaceable I am, I’m nothing special.
You are alone.
It broke my heart but opened my eyes.
As a kid I built a house around my broke heart.
Voices in my head, telling me I’m gonna end up dead.
Never lonely I’m just lowkey.
I guess I’m stressed, I got too much weight up on my chest
This music’s the only thing keepin’ the peace when I’m fallin’ to pieces.
Last year, I felt suicidal. This year, I might do somethin’ different like talkin’ to God more.
If I Jump, living trough these songs. So you know just where to find me
And I ain’t seen a light of day since, well, that’s not important
It’s been long
Told myself it’d get better, no clue what there was next for me.
You dream of walls that hold us in prison
It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it
And we’re free to roam
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