#issues
I learnt overtime that I realize my own predictions. Repeat the same process and hope that things will miraculously turn right. I live with this consciousness of stupidity, taught myself to be void of emotions so I will never get hurt. In return it’s a sense of emptiness that consumes every other aspect of self.
This talk of all or nothing, no return is for if I do come back with less of myself, I can think about not losing the whole. I do not deserve to think that I have problems and issues because they are relative terms. How do you fight both sides of a war and still lose? (A reader brought up this statement awhile ago. I am afraid I don’t have an answer, or maybe I am too coward to commit to one)
I am not sure when I started preferring cowardice over failure, emptiness over turbulence, pity over aggression. I don’t plan on fixing them and I don’t want to be fixed. This stubbornness chases my consciousness around. By now I’ve written myself into contradiction so I will just leave it at this.
Cry little girl!
Why do I get the shakes when they start yelling?
The time just runs, but I feel every moment desappeares.
putting my grades up for adoption because i cannot seem to raise them myself
For me trust is more important than love
I had to submit some health check documents for my insurance from work, it highlighted that I am under the national average weight for my age, sex and height, and that this is ‘unhealthy’.
I’m sorry, United Kingdom, but since I was a kid here the UK sizes have gotten so much bigger - measurably too! Up until recently I was generally a size 10, which through exercise and healthy living dropped to an 8, but recently because of this average size increase I tend to buy 6. Just because a nation is downward spiralling into a lazy, half-assed lifestyle doesn’t mean that being active, eating well and paying careful attention to my diet makes me ‘underweight’, 'unhealthy’ , 'overly concerned with my body’, 'anorexic’, 'stick thin’ and most certainly of all 'WEAK’.
I can guarantee that my weight will not be an issue on my following check in Japan. Why? A lower national average, yes. An overall healthier attitude to eating in Japan? Not sure I can agree with that, but what is getting under my skin is particularly the amount of comments from people I have seen over the past month whilst visiting my home town.
'Oh my haven’t you lost weight! You look so dreadfully thin.’
'Are you eating properly?’
'You look very frail now, don’t you.’
'Have you been ill recently?’
- yes, I have lost weight mostly through cutting processed food from my diet and exercising daily.
-being fit, slim and in CONTROL of my body suggests -to me, anyway - strength, not weakness. Why don’t you try and see?
-you want to slack, fine. I DO NOT. Excessive eating is not necessary. Why is it becoming normal to shame those who make an effort to keep their bodies happy?
Here at fightingamazonsparadise we promised we would show more of our favourite fighters at FoxyCombat.
I am sorry this is NOT possible as FoxyCombat currently is asking all blogs to take all FoxyCombat pictures down. Blogs that don’t comply might be shut down by tumblr. A shame! This was in effect free advertisement for FoxyCombat, done by their devoted fans. This means this blog will focus on other fighting amazons instead.
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Though I haven’t received an official warning or C&D, I will also no longer be posting Foxy Combat material. This seems very silly to me as we have only posted photos FC offered as free samples, we weren’t posting any of their paid content. Speaking for myself, I have never removed their watermark and I have always tagged their company name, so if anything it was free advertising for them. Oh well!