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Thinspiration

Day 1:

Cw: 78kg

Hi

So… today is my birthday and this is a friendly reminder that I’m still being an ugly fatass

Hoping that maybe next year things will be different

Love u, please stay safe

I’m such a big fat failure

I had a glow up on reverse, so I’m uglier than I’ve ever been but less ugly than tomorrow

Logic…

Every time

The story of my life

Why am I like this??

This in a huge level!

Can I have an Ana buddy?? I really could use someone who can understand me and can keep me on track, someone that makes me feel ashamed when I binge, and that celebrates when I starve, and I promise to do the same. Just talk to me, please

Every night

I feel like that on a good day

This literally just happened to me

450 kcals!!!! I’m so freaking exited

So, only ate 280 kcals today, I’ve been so busy that I’m not even hungry, freaking love it, I’m in so much control!

Ok, so I tried to get better and it didn’t help, so I’m back, hoping that this time I won’t be so fucking weak, I feel much more in control, and I’ll be busy af for the next 6-18 months which means that I won’t even have the time to binge!!!

Hate that time of the day

So, I think I’ll die cause I’m fucking disgusting and fat and I hate to see myself in a mirror,I’ll be emotionally eating for the rest of the day, bye.

Bitch I’m back, on popular demand (jk no one notice that I was gone)

My reality, anyways thanks everyone that’s been supporting me, even though is in such horrible moment in life, I feel bad for creating this space, but I just need to laugh at myself to avoid having a breakdown, every one that’s going through the same, I just wanna say good luck and I hope you get better, I’m in the shit but you are welcome to talk to me anytime

That will take a long time

anorexia

/ˌanəˈrɛksɪə/

noun: anorexia

1 lack or loss of appetite for food (as a medical condition).

◦ an emotional disorder characterized by an obsessive desire to lose weight by refusing to eat.

bulimia

/bjʊˈlɪmɪə,bʊˈlɪmɪə/

noun: bulimia; noun: bulimia nervosa

1 an emotional disorder characterized by a distorted body image and an obsessive desire to lose weight, in which bouts of extreme overeating are followed by fasting or self-induced vomiting or purging.

Me: sometimes starves, sometimes binges, feels like 800 cals is a LOT, but sometimes eats up to 2000 cals with no consequences, sometimes is so sad to even be hungry, other times just wants to eat everything on earth.

Me: A BIG FAT FAILURE

It’s funny how I’m not sad anymore, I just don’t care, I don’t feel anything anymore, and I’m sure that my friends are sick of me