#im okay
I’m too intense, too weird too this too that I’m so done with everything, so tired of this life and the people in it tried of being someone’s second choice, tired of if I make a mistake I can’t get a second chance tired of everything and everyone if I die it wouldn’t matter that much anyways
“jack of all trades, master of none,
and terribly good at coming undone.”
- me, about me
today’s topic of contemplation: if i were not prone to long periods of depression and anxiety my retainer would still fit
yo i worked really hard and have been wearing it every day!! it’s okay!!
MAJOR DC SPOILER !!!!!!!! YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!
IS… IS THAT… IS THAT HIM?!
Sorry for the hiatus.
Trump is president.
I picked up a possibly self-destructive habit.
Caught feelings for a boy.
And now I’m trying to convince myself that I don’t need medical attention and this will all pass. So, of course, I log on to Tumblr to lose myself in cyberworld to avoid my life.
But seriously though, I shouldn’t have gotten off the train. We have much to discuss.
I just thought about the fact that Nandorwasfinallyandonly set on turning Guillermo into a vampire because they were going to Nandor’s homeland and they’d have the same coffin soil if Guillermo was turned there and they’d be able to sleep together for eternity and now I’m dying.
Yelled all in one breath and extremely quickly.
You ever have those moments where it’s like wow, that’s a much more deeply seated issue than I realized I had. I should probably talk to someone about that?
25 years a light went out and left me in the dark.
I keep lighting candles but they don’t bring you back.
Jobsite bathroom cry = porta-john cry
They say the sky is the limit,
But for me there is no sky,
I live in a box with no escape,
To me the black walls of depression are my limit.
I am locked in a box,
No way out,
I can’t smash the walls down,
I am trapped.
My box shrinks until there is no more room,
Nothing can enter and nothing can escape,
I am trapped with no way out,
No one can save me.