#long distant romance
I never thought missing someone could be this painful. But here I am: crying at 4 am.
I can tell you something if you have long distance relationship. It’s hard. It’s very painful. But if your plans are not the same, it will never work. Find the same life goals. And in the end you will live in the same house and in the same city. This kind of relationship is the true love. <3
Irish Sea ⚓️
I never asked my boyfriend for flowers. He gave it to me by himself.
Even when you’re not around, I catch myself thinking about you more than anything else.
Even a thousand miles
can’t keep us apart
Cause my heart is
wherever you are
One day. One beautiful hopeful day.
Every fucking day I wish I had you.
Me
If only I can craft my emotions the way I compose my pieces. With a backspace or an eraser for the feelings that wouldn’t fit their expectations. Maybe then, I’d be loved more.
The things I’d give, to hear you to tell you me one last time those three crazy words…
“i love you.”
Anxiety keeps me lively when the sun hides and the moon shines. The saddest parts of me also overcomes my heart with second guesses and replays the darkest times. And I lay there in the silence of the night wishing I can silence them both to finally rest my soul. But the fear of not being able to crawl out of that hole of insecurities, shame and failure gets higher every second.
And that’s when I realized that for 10 years, I’m still running from the numbness of my broken heart.
