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I was about to binge but i just had two pieces of brownie and stopped when i had at least 5 fast food places, cafes and shops etc around me. (Plus two frozen pizzas in the freezer) I feel guilty for the brownies but at least i stopped and if i fast for 24h i should be fine and not gain hopefully. I’ll try to burn 500 calories today as well. So far i’ve burned 272 so thats a good start (its 2 pm here)

27.03.2022

Daily Summary

Limit: 150

Calorie intake: 411

Calories Burned: 630

Total: -219

I’m not the happiest about today but could be worse i guess. I couldn’t count properly and my watch died before i got home so i could have burned more calories but idk so i hate it

25.03.22

Daily Summary

Limit: 500

Calorie Intake: 615

Calories Burned: 622

Total: -7

Today was horrible i hate myself

24.03.22

Daily Summary

Limit: 300

Calorie intake: 287

Calories burned: 532

Total: -225

I did well today considering i had dance

23.03.22

Daily summary

Limit: 400

Calorie Intake: 506

Calories burned: 836

Total: -330

I’m not happy with how much i ate but at least worked out a lot to burn a lot! I’m scared of gaining weight tomorrow though

22.03.22

Daily Summary

Limit: 200

Calorie Intake: 219

Caloires Burned: 315

Total: -96

I didn’t hate today but i think i can always improve. Did not waste calories on hot chocolate like yesterday at least. Also weird fact about me I’m a dairy free vegetarian which makes it quite easy for me to restrict certain things!

Me wanting to meet people who share my struggles irl? Wanting to give hugs to each and every person I meet on this website? Wanting to form real life connections with people? Heck yeah!

Needing to actually tell people a physical location that would be anywhere near me so we could actually meet? my paranoid ass says heck nO

Let’s Learn About Our Metabolism!

Recently I haven’t been able to stop worrying about the dreaded “starvation mode”, and that I wasn’t doing enough to speed my metabolism up… So I looked into it, and I learned a lot of very interesting things! Mainly that a lot of the things I thought I knew about my metabolism was completely backwards, so let’s talk about it! :)

NOTE: I AM NOT AN EXPERT! I just did some basic research and want to share what I found.


As always, all sources used are at the bottom of the post.


So,, what even IS my metabolism?

The word metabolism refers to the chemical processes that go on continuously inside the body in order to to keep you alive and maintain homeostasis. This takes energy to do, which is measured in kilojoules (kJ)

These chemical processes can broadly be divided into 2 groups: catabolism (breaking down food), and anabolism (building repairing our body).

So again: “metabolism” is not a SPECIFIC chemical process, but rather the term we use when talking about ALL of the chemical processes your body uses to keep you alive.


Wait but now I’m confused… I thought my metabolism is what controlled how fast I burn what I eat??

It is! It’s just a bit more complicated. Your body turns food into energy, and uses that energy to function. Any extra energy the body takes in is stored (mostly as fat). Your body’s metabolic rate (or total energy expenditure) is divided into 3 parts:


Basal Metabolic Rate (BMR)

This is the energy you use to keep all the body’s systems functioning correctly (including breathing, keeping your heart beating, adjusting hormone levels, and growing/repairing cells)

Your BMR accounts for 50-80% of your body’s daily energy usage, and seems to be what people are usually referring to when they talk about “speeding up” or “slowing down your metabolism”


Thermogenesis (Thermic effect of food)

This is the energy your body uses to digest food and drink, and to absorb, transport, and store nutrients.

Thermogenesis accounts for 5-10% of your body’s daily energy expenditure.


Energy used during physical activity

This refers to energy used by physical activity. this includes planned exercise like biking, running, walking, swimming, etc; and all incidental activity like moving from room to room and even fidgeting!

This one really varies from person to person, but for a person who has about 30 minutes of moderate-intensity physical activity a day, physical activity accounts for about 20% of daily energy use.


So basically, a lot of people use the term “metabolism” when they are talking about how many calories their body burns just living when they should really be using the term “BMR”.

And when people say things like “the daily recommended calories for an average adult is 2,000” they are saying that the average person’s metabolic rate uses about 2,000 calories worth of energy a day! that’s kinda crazy, right?


Ok cool, so can the “speed” of my Metabolic Rate change?


Yes! Kinda.

You see, Thermogenesis is out of your control, and your BMR can kinda be affected by different things you can do, but as far as I know the changes are not significant. And you can increase your physical activity to burn up more calories to, but I get the feeling you guys know that ;)

Your BMR is the only one of these that is both in your control, and not. It’s calculated using your sex, age, hight, and weight; but is affected by things like starving (decrease in up to 15%), caffeine (small increase), and even the temp of your environment.

Unfortunately, there is no magic thing we can do to just make our bodies use significantly more calories for our BMR. We CAN try to maximise our BMR by doing strength training (muscle requires way more energy to maintain than fat), and by “high restricting” or planning some high calorie days to help prevent your BMR from slowing due to lack of food!

A quick note for my fellow nonbinary and trans peeps: There is plenty of research out there that shows that your “biological sex” matters less than your “hormonal sex” when calculating your BMR. this is because most BMR calculations look for lean body mass vs fat cause they require different amounts of energy to maintain, and women are more likely to have more body fat (there are many reasons for this, but I won’t be going into it today).

So you can do a couple of things:

1) If you have not taking hormones, then you can calculate using your AGAB (assigned gender at birth)

2) If you ARE taking hormones, or are “fully transitioned” then you could calculate using “male” if your taking T, and “female” if you are taking E. If your microdosing or your transition is incomplete then you could calculate twice (once with male, and once with female) and average the 2 numbers

3) You could look for calculators that DONT include the gender question! they exist! The Katch-McArdle Formula for calculating your BMR does not have the gender question.

That was a lot, can you summarize it?

Absolutely!

TLDR: “metabolism” is an umbrella term for “everything your body does that requires energy.

Your metabolic rate (aka how much energy your body uses) is determined by 3 parts: thermogenesis, BMR, and physical activity.

Thermogenesis is out of your control

BMR is affected by your actions to an extent, but you can’t "speed it up” to use more calories. It can be slowed down if your body feels it needs to conserve energy because you aren’t eating enough, an it can slow down by 15%

Physical activity is totally in your control (for abled body people anyway, I know physical activity is different for everyone). The more you move, the more energy your body uses, and the more calories your burn

As always, I love you all, drink some water, and stay safe <3

-dismal

Sources (I encourage you all to read as they go more in-depth and are easy reads)

Metabolism - Better Health

Metabolism and weight loss - Mayo Clinic

Can you boost your metabolism? - Medlineplus.org

Nutritional needs, transfolk and biological sex - old blog post

fuckkthis-ed:

iced-c0ffeen:

“tell me you have a ED without telling me you have a ED”

those fiber one brownies hit different tho

slenderrosestems:

Coming back to ana Tumblr like falling into the arms of a friend

Not Me

COLLARSBONES COULD CUT DIAMONDS

this is what I want. Collarbones are hot.


I will have collarbones that cut diamonds

I will have collarbones that cut diamonds

I will have collarbones that cut diamonds


(If you struggle with an eating disorder and are in recovery please block me. I am not pro eating disorder I just have a different understanding)


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❣️Yabs

Either eating everything I see till 4000 kcal or eating nothing,

Nothing in between,

Feeling guilty no matter what I do.

Monday-Friday=100kcal

Saturday-Sunday=72626389736378473kcal


I hate weekends.

dayabones:

Never do that. Don’t coach and don’t accept coaching. It’s so dangerous for your safety and so fucked up to your mind.

(And it doesn’t work)

⭐ Web sites that helps me ⭐

Treadmill calculator

This page calculates the calories burned when you use the treadmill based on your weight, distance and speed.

It also gives you an equivalence of the calories you burned in food or in activities that burn the same amount.

You also have other exercise options, but I use the treadmill because that’s what I do.

Losertown

I think that many of you already know it, but basically it makes a projection of the weight that you will lose according to your level of physical activity and the calories that you want to consume. Something extra is that it tells you your bmi and its limits

I’m thinking about making a part 2, let me know in the comments if you need a specific recommendation

Staysafe

Ed’s voicevs. What comes out of my mouth

“Don’t eat, you look like a cow”: I’m not hungry, thank you.

“You look disgusting when you eat”: I’m done, I just ate before I came.

“All that plate for you alone? You will never be skinny”: can you serve me a little less?

“You ate too much, tomorrow you will gain at least 1 kg”: I vomited because my stomach hurts, just that.

“You don’t look fat, you look deformed”: I don’t want to go shopping, I just don’t need new clothes.

“You’re fat because you don’t know how to control yourself, you disgust me”: I don’t want a cookie, I just don’t like them.

And sometimes the only way to shut up Ed’s voice is doing what they want.

Staysafe

Why laxatives don’t work

(Science based)

What is a laxative?

  • They’re drugs that are used to PREVENT constipation or PREPARE the intestine for radiological or endoscopic procedures.
  • This means, they’re NOT DESIGNED FOR LOSING WEIGHT.

How does a laxative work?

  • They accelerate the movement of stool through the gastrointestinal tract by various mechanisms as:
  • Increase the volume of stool with fiber (natural fiber, amaranth, wheat) or with water that is extracted from the intestinal wall into the stool (saline, the most used).
  • Byirritating the intestine to stimulate evacuation (oils such as castor or glycerine).

So, Why don’t laxatives make me lose weight?

  • Because they basically make you poopnotburnfat. You will only lose water and irritate your intestine wall (which can be painful). You’ll continue to be hungry and feeling shit when you rehydrate and regain that weight of water that you lost.

What can happen to me if I abuse its consumption?

  • Dehydration (dizziness, fainting, nausea, headache)
  • Sodium or potassium electrolyteproblems (can cause heart or muscle problems or cause irritability).
  • Abdominal swelling (to the point of looking pregnant), intestinal pain, straining or tenesmus.
  • Diarrhea, appendicitis or intestinal obstruction.

SO PLEASE, DON´T USE IT UNLESS YOU ARE CONSTIPATED ‘CAUSE THEY´RE NOT CANDIES OR MAGICAL PILLS, THEY´RE MEDICINES.

Staysafe

You think you have the control?

I’ve just realized that everything I do is just to distract myself from food.

I’ve distorted the real purpose of things to avoid eating.

Those things shouldn’t be my distraction, they should be my hobbies.

Staysafe

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