#broken soul
I still remember how beautiful you and I were. Our love radiating off our faces. Back when the world was still alive.
She could part oceans in two with her loving nature but there was a devastating loneliness in her eyes when she smiled.
A devastated soul can kill faster than any virus.
Pump liquor through your veins love is such a pain.
I loved you with everything I had, it just wasn’t enough.
IT HAS NEVER BEEN EASY
“It has never been easy”
Telling to yourself your own love story.
“It has never been easy”
To see how, slowly, you destroyed your self.
Watching how everyone else did it too.
Feeling the pain of words stabbing their hearts.
It has never been easy: washing your hands off.
Avoiding "offensive” expressions I guess,
ignoring word-laden feelings.
“It’s never easy” you tell to yourself
again and again.
While you know that you’re sinking
a little bit more each time.
“It’s never easy” you reflect.
To smell the stink of defeat
without haven’t even aspired to victory.
To skip the people you’ve never cared about.
Go unnoticed through their minds.
“It’s easy” you say.
Send it all to hell
Throw all the shit away .
Knowing that their words make you stronger
while your smile weakens them.
Translation of the poem: “Nunca ha sido fácil”