#melirei

You deserve someone that won’t leave even when it’s hard to breathe.

The thoughts are destroying me, the silence is deadly.

I still feel the pain of how silly it was to think we could stand against time.

In the end I realized you weren’t the one for me, but damn, I really wanted you to be.

I still remember how every time we would look at the stars we’d dream of each other.

The winter smell, the snowy days, I still miss you in our brighter days.

I still remember how beautiful you and I were. Our love radiating off our faces. Back when the world was still alive.

She could part oceans in two with her loving nature but there was a devastating loneliness in her eyes when she smiled.

You left in me a painful type of longing that drills a black hole into the soul.

All the breathless moments turned ice cold and with each breath came a thorn in the heart.

You can’t love yourself if you hurt others.

A devastated soul can kill faster than any virus.

You might see the moon with someone else but you’ll never find our exact stars again.

I still see you when my eyes are closed.

It had been a while since I dreamt of you and now I am at the depths of despair missing you.

Pump liquor through your veins love is such a pain.

I loved you with everything I had, it just wasn’t enough.

I know you’ll never love me the way I want you to.

You were always the best mess I knew.

Don’t stay silent when it’s loud.

As your agony ended, mine begun.

The countless nights and restless days awaited a fiery woman for battle.

The long lost hours of sleep meant nothing for a precious love, but it lost its shine when you left me in the dark.