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Night city lights the lights.

it’s empty on the street

It seems that we are alone

You are the only thing I need

Город ночной зажигает огни.

Улица, всё же, пустая.

И под луной мы словно одни

За руку, так нежно, гуляя.

О чём вы думаете, смотря вдаль? Я очень люблю дорогу, гулять вдоль дорог среди просторных полей- они напоминают мне свободную степь. Ты стоишь одна и смотришь прямо перед собой, в чудесное голубое небо и невероятный простор до самого горизонта, и это- непередоваемое чувство свободы, когда полной грудью вдыхаешь этот свежий и сухой воздух! Где же ещё можно найти подобное? Я счастлива, что испытала это на юге России. Это - прекрасно!

What do you think, looking away? I love the road, walk along the roads among the spacious fields, they remind me of a free steppe. You stand alone and look straight ahead, into a wonderful blue sky and an incredible expanse to the horizon, and this is an indescribable feeling of freedom when you breathe in this fresh and dry air with a full breast! Where else can you find similar? I am happy that I experienced it in the south of Russia. It’s wonderful!

if season 3 is a summer season miss jenn doesn’t have to be in it

My Hero Academia Characters as Homeless People:)

Characters: Katsuki, Deku, Denki, Mina

*disclaimer* all of these headcanons are wrote for the sake of comedy, and are not meant to be offensive.

Katsuki

• Have you ever seen those mfs who just be walking around talking shit to whoever? Squaring up to the air? Yeah, that’s Bakugo.
• Ngl he’s kinda a scary dude to run into on the street. Doesn’t ask for money, he’ll find a way on his own
• Can be found yelling at people in the McDonald’s parking lot after 9 pm.
• Definitely has ran out into the street in front a car on purpose . Street fighter tingz.
• May or may not sag his pants.
• If you’ve seen the videos of the guy putting his lit cigarette inside his mouth, and then blowing the air out, just know Bakugo can do that, and has done it.
• Somehow he knows people, and has a home every once in awhile. Not permanent, but has a place to stay every once in awhile at night.

Deku

• Nice dude, you’ve given him some money. Doesn’t look threatening, or act threatening like Bakugo.
• He’s also someone you’re not weary fo where the money you gave is going to. Nothing harmful like drugs or alcohol.
• Knows where is safe to stay, or not. Carries a backpack with the essentials he’s managed to get together.
• Does those weird tricks and stunts that you’ve only seen on street corners. He’s able to make some change from it, and uses it for items he needs.
• Well known in the area, and everyone kinda likes him, and helps him out .
• Probably has “God Bless You” sign.
• Has a little mangy dog, most of his money goes to the lil thang.

Denki

• “Hey, hey, hey you got a dollar?”
• He’s the guy who will probably follow you out to your car. Pretty harmless.
• Has a “swagger” walk, regardless of having little to nothing, mans STILL has got a walk like he’s hot shit mann.
• Gets into little scuffles with others on the street bc he talks a lot. “Yo I heard–”.
• Has had a couple of run-ins with cops. Still flirts with people, gotta try right? Get a lil something, and I mean money btw.
• Very social with anyone who’s willing to hear him talk.
• He’s well known and has a reputation in his area, tried to befriend Bakugo bc he’s for connections. Doesn’t exactly go well.

Mina

• “Hey can you spare anything?” Is not afraid to ask for anything, even your McDonald’s.
• In fact, has definitely walked up with a big smile to someone who pulled out of drive thru and asked for some McDonald’s.
• Mina’s also a very nice and well known name on the street.
• Also has a pet, a cat. The cat eats first, that’s her priority.
• She honestly always has miss match socks, she originally did it bc she didn’t have many socks. But even when she had some cash, she just,,,wears two different pairs.
• Has some people she’s friendly with that give her rides around town. Like Bakugo she has a place to stay the night every once in awhile.
• Prioritizes buying hygiene products.
• A good person to know on the streets– got connections bc she’s really nice!

are these bad? yes. did i enjoy writing these? yes.

-nadia

Farewell, hamster brother

How did we end up this way(?)

I’m tired of life.

I’m tired of people.

I’m tired of death.

I just want to float in this sea forever

And never wake up.

SHIGURE OH MY GOD BARK BARK BARK

Glazed Eyes, Empty Hearts

My Mind | 18

I thougt he saved me but instead i just loved the company, the feeling that came through, the feeling i had, the kind of feeling i thought would feel nice. I was wrong. I didn’t feel the hapiness, the love I thought I would feel when I was with him instead I used him for my own purpose. I broke him cause i am broken and unable to love. Again I found myself in this black hole and I don’t know how to get out of this. Again I’m overthinking everything. How do I love again? How do I trust again. I stay up all night telling myself I’m alright but I’m not. There’s this one sentence that keeps spinning in my head. Maybe Life isn’t for everyone. I’m trying so hard not give up but it’s so hard. Living is hard. I fill this emptiness with alcohol drugs and guys who give me the attention but instead of feeling something I’m drowning. Everytime when I think I should be happy I sabotage myself…Why? Why am I doing that? I don’t wanna be alone cause my mind scares me. How do I make it stop? How can I shut up these voices in my head that keep teeling me I’m a bad person? Am I? I don’t know…

- a vision of ecstasy

Glazed Eyes, Empty Hearts

My Mind | 15

I’ve been trapped in my mind lately. Often than usual. What is it in our mind or hearts that makes it dependent on us humans that we think we can’t live without a loved one? How can we be so addicted to someone else who doesn’t even think of us? You keep thinking and thinking and at some point you’re so far that you don’t even realize how you got into the dark and now you don’t know how to get out. You’re trying not to think about it but you loose control over your thoughts. You’re trying to escape with drugs and alcohol but it keeps making everything worst. Suddenly you’ve reached your breaking point and think live doesn’t make any sence and you’re starting to have suicidal thoughts caus you don’t want to live in a world where everything you see and feel is either sadness or numbness. You try to remeber when you were happy and when this endless sadness have started. You can’t remeber. Living is fighting. I don’t know what will happen in 5 years. Will I be happy? Will I survive? Will I be dead? I don’t know. All I know is that it is hard when I hate myself. I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.

- a vision of ecstasy

My Mind | 13

Today it’s one of those day where i feel completely lost and trap in my mind. This morning just went wrong. It just started bad. I had a dream about you last night. We weren’t talking either like in reality. You looked at me and I looked at you but I couldn’t get any closer to you and you didn’t make any effort trying talking to me so we just stared at each other. Even in my dreams my body reacts when I see your face. When I see your face I felt sadness and pain. I woke up wanted to cry. It’s hard not to think about you or not to miss you. I thought I could escape the pain in my dreams but now I see you there, too. I told myself I was done with you but*sigh* I guess I’m not that’s why I saw you in my dream. It’s been two month now since were not talking anymore. Did you even notice that I deleted your number? No because I was right, you never really wanted me to stay in your life. You don’t care about me. I could be dead. Would you notice? Everyday it gets worst and worst I’m on the edge of a cliff but don’t know what to do yet…

- a vision of ecstasy

My Mind | 10

Yesterday I cried. I don’t even know why I cried. I’m so sad. I’m always sad, there’s a dark cloud floats over me but instead of rain it’s sadness that surrounds me. I can’t remember the last time I was truly happy. I can’t remember what Happiness feels like. Was I ever Happy?.. I’m trapped in my mind and the only thing that keeps me awake are my thoughts. I wish I could shut them out just for a while I’m so tired and I just need to rest… just for a little bit. I don’t understand people making jokes about depression, what’s funny about it? Did I miss the joke cause I’m not laughing. I’m so afraid of my thoughts that I won’t let anyone get close enough to me but how do I tell the person who wants to get to know me? People hurt People that’s a fact my mind is telling me so I’ll stay in the darkness of my thoughts and keep my distance It’s not healthy but at least I’m safe. I’ve been in the dark for so long that It has become my friend. I got some demons in my head they trying to trick me but that’s okay…. I’m used to it..

- a vision of ecstasy

My Mind | 07

It’s been a while since I wrote something about myself. I’m feeling really really miserable but let’s start from the beginning. I texted him how I’m really feeling, I told him everything about my depression everything i wrote down on My Mind | 03andMy Mind | 04 and he told me that he doesn’t hate me at all. He said the sound of my laugh is the best thing he heared and it’s stuck in his head. He said I shouldn’t think or feel bad about me all the time but it’s easier said than done. He offered me to talk to him anytime  if I’m feeling bad about myself again. This is great isn’t it? But why I’m thinking I don’t want to bother him? I mean what am I supposed to tell him if I’m feeling sad again or if my anxiety hits me again. Most of the time I don’t even know whats wrong with me… This weekend was pretty rough and I wish I could erase the day but I can’t. I did some REALLY bad things I don’t even wanna talk about it because it’s too much for me to handle. I drank too much I know alcohol isn’t an excuse and I hate it that the person which was involved put me in this position but who am I blaming it’s my fault again because I put myself in this position. I don’t even know what to think I just want the weekend to be gone. JUST GONE. 

- a vision of ecstasy

My Mind | 05

Like i’ve already mentioned in one of my post I suffer from depression. I’m manic depressive. Today i’m not feeling any kind of sadness I’m more I don’t know how to say over-excited I feel like I can do everything and that’s where the scary part begins. While i’m going through this phase I spend a lot of money have so many ideas and things I wanna do at the same time. I drink too much and talk way too much but at this moment I don’t care. I prefer this phase more than the sad one cause nothing hurts inside of me. As soon as i want to do something which isn’t possible to do or if it don’t go like I want it, I’ll go insane and lost all controll over my emotion that’s why it’s better lo leave me alone. It kinda helps me writing down everything what’s going on in my head right now. It’s like a free therapy session you know but on the other side it’s not very helpful cause I’m talking to myself and keep on thinking. 

- a vision of ecstasy

The worst feeling is when having feelings for someone yk you can’t be with.