#sad love
if u can fall asleep when things are bad between us then it shows me u dont care what could happen when u wake up
“I guess I’m not really over you if I still search for you within other guys.”
This is me trying to get my sh*t together, but, at the same time, I’m ready to ruin myself a million little times for him.
Ripped at the seams when you first met me, you were convinced your kisses could stitch this scarred skin together. But it only burnt me to be loved with warmth. A shell of a soul, a glass half empty heart. I do not take love easily, and I never accept it fully. So when you held me together as I broke, the blood from the aftermath sunk our ship. I jumped from the sails and couldn’t let you guide me any longer. I was a storm brewing, and sea salt tears interrupted our kisses too often. I could not be the shattered piece that cut you, could not be the one to show you what lives behind stone cold walls. God, you only ever loved me with the sun, only ever touched with rose petal fingers. But I could not be the one to taint the blue sky locked in your eyes. A mind full of dark clouds only brings rain, my love.
Do not question an old love, a done love.
Don’t touch it, search through it, rip it apart.
Let it be what it was and put it away somewhere untouched.
And then walk away from it into your own life.
Let it hurt,
until it doesn’t.
- “You look sad today.”
- “Yeah, I’m sad everyday, I just didn’t have the energy to hide it today.”
“Alone Together” (2012) By Maria Kreyn