#eatting disorder

Mom made dinner last night that I couldn’t get out of and it was well over 1000 cals and I’m still so depressed and disgusted over it.

I’m hoping to go to a friends house Saturday and secretly go to a party to just get high n wasted n I wanted to be 110 by then but now it probably won’t happen even if i do go :(((

Until you binge on cheese slices at 3am balling your eyes out abt missing your workouts cause you were just too tired you’ll NEVER be on my levelඞ

(And I pray to God you never are, this shit hurts)

RIP 2 My Youth

anactualfuckingmess:

tryingmy-hardest2:

mylifesucks-things:

When I didn’t really restricted myself be like:

currently

i’ve already rbed but dang this hit different rn

Felt that to the core