#i miss you
Hey everyone!
I think I will be coming back sometime next week. A lot of stuff has been happening in my family that has been hard on me.
My aunt unfortunately passed from liver failure and we miss her everyday.
My grandma, grandpa, two of my cousins, one of my sisters, and many more people are slowly getting infected in my family from the Coronavirus. My uncle, great grandma and another cousin are starting to show symptoms. I am very scared and worried for all of them.
I am currently in quarantine with my other sister and my mom and we are still doing well and seem healthy so that is something to be thankful for :)
With everything happening I’d like to take this time to remind you please please PLEASE stay safe and take all safety precautions seriously. So many people are sick and dying and it feels like it is getting worse. Don’t go anywhere you don’t HAVE to use a mask, sanitizer and wash your hands regularly.
Also idk who thinks it is okay to take your mask off to sneeze but that spreads the virus so please stop, we wear mask to help with the spreading of the virus. I live in Wisconsin and in the city I live in all of our hospitals beds are currently being used so that is very concerning and I worry for everyone.
Please stay safe and be smart about this all, I am wishing you and your families are all safe and healthy. Don’t be afraid to remind the people you care about that you do care and love them because life goes by too quickly and most times you’ll wish you said it more
I care about every single one of you and wish you safety and good health
I never asked my boyfriend for flowers. He gave it to me by himself.
straynstay talk (I need to get this off my chest)
it’s late at night and I can’t stop thinking about him
how’s he doing, if he’s eating well, if he’s drinking enough water, if he’s resting properly, if his hair grew a lot or if he cut it, if he’s doing fine mentally and emotionally…
tbh this whole situation is so unfair and frustrating, I’m so tired of this already, I just want him back
I just want Hyunjin back, please…..
I love you and I’m here for you always
I’ll keep counting the days until we meet again ❣️
nothing sets me on fire more than the feeling of your skin on mine
I have waited for you as you wait for spring during the cold winter.
I have waited for you, convinced that I could never have missed you so much as on a cold and dark December afternoon,
when you feel the need for a hug, and not from anyone. I have waited for you because I knew that the snow sooner or later would have dissolved,
and your footprints still impressed on the snow and in the opposite direction to me,
would have left space for the sound of your steps coming back to me. I have waited for you,
but yet the spring is almost near. Trees start to become green,
the sun begins to heat up,
the daisies begin to bloom,
but you don’t come back. I have waited for you because I knew that when the cold would leave this place I would have been better, even just a little bit;
but now that spring begins to color the world
I realized that I miss you even stronger ..
because my world is remaining gray. Maybe this summer..
Momi-
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Es bastante claro, aún no te he superado
Parecías tan sincero aquella vez que dijiste que me querías, que estaríamos juntos siempre…
En serio me la creí
A veces solo quisiera dejar de pensarte ☹
“My heart breaking meant I could never feel as passionate for someone else even if they deserved it more than you.”
and now I hate myself @inafuturewithyou
“I want his love. To be worthy of his love. His infinite touch gliding over my body sinking through my skin to touch my soul and melt me into a thousand stars that shine just for him…”
Written by @inafuturewithyou yasemin.c copyright ©
there’s something about you that makes me want to be better. i look at you working so hard and achieving all of your goals and it makes me want to do the same. i want to be the best version of myself for you because you look at me and i know i can be.
4am
TO THE GIRL WHO LOVES HIM NEXT
i truly hope he is better to you than he was to me. i hope to god he learned from me, that he learnt how to be a better boyfriend, a better lover, a better man. i hope he’s stopped smoking, if he hasn’t then you and i both know how angry he is when he’s high. i truly hope the sober him is more calm, found the peace he was always searching for. i hope he’s kinder, that he finally accepted himself and can now see that it’s okay for people to be whoever they want to be. i didn’t accept me for a long time, honestly i don’t know if he ever will but i hope he sees you and i hope he loves you for who you are. don’t become the girl he may try and make you into. it’s hard i know, you want to be enough for him, i did too but it ended up eating me away until i didn’t know who i was anymore. i hope he’s better to you. i hope you’re happy. i hope you two work out.
Pt. 7// 4am
i’ve been thinking of kissing you all day. of how it will feel, first kisses are so strange aren’t they? you have no idea how you’ll fit together, whether they keep their lips open or closed, if they’ll feel as much as you know you will. i look at you and i want to love you softly. i want to love you in the way all your ex-girlfriends wish they did. let us be right this time. let this be a new beginning, a first kiss, a love gone right.
4am
