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Me: you didn’t need to spy on me and follow me to the bathroom, if you were suspicious you could have just asked me if I have an ED, I promise I would have been honest!

Also me whenever someone asks if I have an ED:

Me walking back into the kitchen to boil an egg after purging for half an hour

Me pretending to actually enjoy drinking almond milk

The cashier watching me buy zero cal sweetener and unsweetened almond milk while simultaneously buying 3000 kcal worth of binge food

Low cal mushroom soup

Disclaimer: I’m not posting this to fuel anyone’s ED. I’m posting this so that people might feel comfortable enough to eat this and at least get some nutrients in their body, even if it’s just soup. Please please please stay safe and seek help from a professional, or at least someone to talk to.

With that out of the way, here’s the recipe (kcal may vary according to the brands you use):

- 500g of mushrooms (110kcal)

- 1 red onion (37kcal)

- 100g of potatoes (88kcal)

- 100ml of milk (48kcal)

- 2 bouillon cubes (around 14kcal)

- 125cl water

Method:

- wash your mushrooms and cut them into little pieces

- add your mushrooms to a hot pan and bake until they turn a dark brown

- while your mushrooms are on the stove, cut the onion and add into a large pot, lightly sauté until golden brown and then add your mushrooms

- add 125cl of water (or however much you prefer, I usually only use 1l but it’s up to you) and the bouillon cubes (1/500cl)

- peel your potatoes (optional) and cut them into little pieces. Add them to the broth and let boil until they’re soft

- if you want you can use a mixer, I’m not a fan of lumpy soup so I always mix but again, that’s just personal preference

- add 100ml of milk and your preferred spices

- enjoy!

1 portion (250ml) is around 60kcal

My dentist: Don’t eat until the anesthesia has worn off

Me:

Me: oh I’m so excited to go to the dentist, this way I can just tell my parents my teeth hurt and I can’t eat!

Also me when that insensitive bitch actually hurts me and now I really can’t eat:


Why yes, I am bringing back surprised pikachu eventhough it’s a dead meme by now

I just got confirmation that I got an internship at my dream place and at first I was over the moon but then they told me I needed to get a medical exam before I can actually start since it’s pretty intensive field work and like, there is absolutely no way I’m passing that. Even if I start trying to recover now there wouldn’t be enough time. Oh and you know what’s really fun as well? If I don’t do an internship somewhere this year I’ll also fail this course and basically not be able to graduate. God I hate ED’s so much

Ok so I have exams at the moment and since I couldn’t be in my dorm during summer (long story) I’m staying with some friends for a while. Problem is I’m having the worst relapse I’ve had in years and they keep commenting on the ‘meals’ I’m making. This whole week I’ve managed to avoided eating their meals but this evening they forced me to eat lasagna with them because it was too much and otherwise they’d have to throw it out. I connected with my inner raccoon and dug the package out of the trash so I do know it’s 141kcal for 100g but they don’t have a scale so I have no idea how much I had and it’s bothering me so much. I think it might have been around 200g but not knowing is giving me so much anxiety while I should be studying for my exam tomorrow. I fucked up my exams last semester because of my ED and I’m terrified it’s gonna happen again

Ok that’s the entire rant

Me: slowly recovering

My roommate: slips up and accidentally tells us all she has an eating disorder

Me:

small-asf:

Don’t eat this right now

Really, don’t do it. You have just eaten, you are full. Did you know your stomach is as big as your fist? It can’t carry more, don’t push it. Check the calories. Are they more than 150? If not, take it with you. Don’t touch it unless your stomach needs it, when you feel light pains in it. If the calories are over 150, don’t eat this. Search for something else.

Also, drink water. Maybe it will cure your cravings and it will fill your stomach more.

Just, don’t eat this right now, please

Ma stiamo scherzando? Gente che va a dire “non mangiare” a sconosciuti? Ma veramente?

Vorrei che queste persone si trovassero faccia a faccia con le persone a cui stanno distruggendo la vita facendo così.


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Seriously? People that say “don’t eat” at stranger? Really?


I wish those people find themselves face to face whit the people they are ruining life acting like this.

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