day two: not so bad but don’t feel as great about it as i did yesterday. and it’s only day two fml. gotta keep going.

two months of work will be so rewarding at the end

I’ve been binging for almost the whole week and I think that now it’s time for restriction

So… My brain and I had this conversation:

Me: If I already hate me, doesn’t matter if I eat or if I don’t

My brain: Yes, but… If it’s the same hate, Guess what’s better being sad and fat or being sad and also a skinny legend?

Me: A skinny legend

My brain: Then why don’t you just stop eating and get skinny?

Me:

Trying Tapping

I’m starting to get desperate with getting rid of my binge eating problem. It’s been SUCH a long time, I’m exhausted.

Anybody else tried tapping? That’s my next attempt, and frankly I dont know how I feel about it.