#anorecsya
i’m back and definetly not doing better than ever
last few days have been on my period and been having a hard few days
i feel numb.
i wish i can go back and to tell myself to stop eating.
day 4: felt so drained today, woke up at 6 cause i had a class at 8 and then my first meal was at 1 and testerday i had dinner around 8pm, so that means i technically did a 17 hour fast¿?¿
wow i didn’t know it was that long until now and ngl i feel pretty great about that. haven’t done a fast in ages, let alone one that lasted that long
oh ya and today was the first time that i had a single-serve meal and i was full after it!! like full to the point that when i was asked if i wanted seconds i said no right away!! like usually i would say yes, then realize taht i shouldn’t and then decline later. but today’s reaction was so quick i felt so good!!!
so today was a very good day
not sure if this will help anyone, but a small little trick that i use to help me go to sleep faster when i’m hungry: i drink so much water til the point that my stomach hurts and then i fall asleep faster cause u sleep faster on a full stomach.
idrk is that made any sense but ya
day 3: had a peanut butter sandwich, an apple and apple sauce and a granola bar
weighed myself and i’m 165 about 2-3 pounds to go before monday
day two: not so bad but don’t feel as great about it as i did yesterday. and it’s only day two fml. gotta keep going.
two months of work will be so rewarding at the end