#ocdrecovery

I’m realizing I’ve been depressed since I was a little kid and I thought it was just my personality but now I’m coming out of it and it’s like I’m getting the childhood I never got to have back

I had to call the cops on my mom tonight so they can take her to the mental hospital and not one of my friends or my boyfriend came to help me. Nobody fucking cares even my dad wouldn’t come help take care of his own wife. It’s so quiet and lonely in this house now all by myself I wish the cops never left so I had someone to talk to.

My body is not made just for sex. It’s made for dancing, hugging my dog, and smiles. My worth is not in my sex appeal.

My mental health has been getting better so yay

So communication is probably important in relationships lmao

Waiting for that mood swing to hit so I can start feeling like life is beautiful again

I wish I could kill my brain and just be in your arms forever. I’m so sorry I can’t turn off the bad parts of my mind and just exist with you. Im so tired of overthinking everything.