#forever alone
I give everything. I just want honest love. Full love for a lifetime.
I just get hurt over and over again. I keep saying “maybe one more chance” for someone else. But it just hurts more and more with every betrayal.
I don’t think I’ll be able to continue much longer.
I’m reaching my end, or maybe I’m already there.
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It’d be nice to feel fully wanted by someone I want. But I can never get that. It’s just a fantasy.
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I go from “I’m fine being alone for a little longer” to “I can’t handle being alone anymore and want to die” too often.
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Why
Why is it that when hes here he makes me so happy but so sad at the same time. But when hes gone I almost kill myself.
It doesn’t even seem like I can keep a friend these days, let alone ever find a boyfriend.
Those nights when you just break down, realizing how lonely you are, and that nobody even cares.
A bunch of people have taken an autumn holiday recently, and it’s been super quiet.