#hopeless romantic
Why are the majority of people on dating sites either:
- Only on there to promote their Instagram.
- Twice the size of me.
- Look 10 years older than they are.
- Think alcohol and drugs are personality traits (and that’s somehow a good thing??).
- Have tattoos/piercings covering their whole body.
- Super overly religious, to the point of wanting to marry God/Jesus instead??
- Want hook-ups or not serious at all about a relationship.
- Fake/scammer/spammers/liars.
- Don’t know how to hold a conversation.
Are there any normal people out there like me who actually want a serious long term relationship??
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I want true love.
The kind where:
- We look forward to seeing and talking with each other.
- We can do nothing together, but it’s still the best day for both of us.
- We can cling to each other and feel the love flowing through each other.
- We can talk openly about anything and everything without being worried about saying too much.
- We hold hands while going for walks together.
- We can say “I love you” over and over again, yet it still makes us feel full every time.
- We stay together after hard times, and work together to get through it.
- The sex is from the love we have for each other, not from a temporary want.
- It’s based entirely on connection and the love for each other, not just material things.
- We can trust each other completely, knowing that we’ll be together for a lifetime.
And other things like that…
I want true love. I want my soulmate. I want the One for me.
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I’ve been unloved far longer than I’ve ever been loved.
I hope one day it will be the opposite.
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I want to be wanted as much as I want others.
I want to be someone’s favorite person, mutually.
But no matter what I do, I’m still always the side thought.
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I’m considering just ending my life if I don’t find my soulmate in a year or so. Maybe less.
I’ve waited long enough.
All I’ve gotten is pain. No matter what I do. I’ve been lied to too often also.
I just want to find the right person. I don’t want to have to continue being hurt in this unfair life.
All I want is love. But it’s the only thing I can’t get.
Why bother living? There’s no point in life without love, as least that’s how I feel. I’ve felt that way my whole life.
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I give everything. I just want honest love. Full love for a lifetime.
I just get hurt over and over again. I keep saying “maybe one more chance” for someone else. But it just hurts more and more with every betrayal.
I don’t think I’ll be able to continue much longer.
I’m reaching my end, or maybe I’m already there.
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Why am I always:
The one waiting for someone.
The one who misses them more.
The one who loves them more.
The one who does more for them.
The one who’ll do everything for them.
?????
Why do I always feel like an afterthought?
I want what I give.
I deserve better.
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I want to be wanted, loved, and appreciated by the one who I’d do the same for.
I never felt that yet fully. Only brief moments.
I want long term. I want a lifetime with the One.
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I keep hearing stories about people staying home with their girlfriends or wives during this quarantine period. Lucky them.
I’m still left home with no girlfriend (or chance of having one). I guess that’s normal for me anyway, but at least I had a little hope that that would change before. Now I know that I’ll be in this situation for around a year more. No chances of even a hug. This is going to suck.
But it’s better to be safe during this pandemic. Not being stupid and going out. I keep seeing people go out in crowded places. Why are people so stupid?! Even if you don’t ‘feel’ sick, you are contributing to the deaths and suffering of others. Be smart, stay home!
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Maging tayo lang, araw-araw, magiging best date ever.
Kahit sinagot mo na ako, liligawan parin kita araw-araw.
Pupunasan ko luha mo pag umiiyak ka. Yayakapin kapag natatakot ka.
Bubuhatin pag pagod ka na. Papaypayan kapag naiinitan. Papayungan kapag nauulanan. Papasayahin kapag nalulungkot. Tutulungan sa mga assignment mo. Sasamahan kahit san pumunta.
Hahawakan ko kamay mo kapag nalulungkot ka, kapag natatakot ka o kahit wala lang, basta’t maramdaman mo sa mga palad ko na mahal kita kahit di ko sinasabi.
Yayakapin kita ng mahigpit para malaman mo kung gaano kita namiss, kung gaano ka kahalaga sakin, kung gaano ka kaprotektado pag ako kasama mo, at kung gaano kainit ang pagmamahal na nararamdaman ko para sayo.
Kahit na pagbawalan mo ko sa mountain dew,kahit na tumulo sipon mo, kahit na magpatakan balakubak mo, kahit na umutot ka sa harap ko, kahit late ka lagi magreply, okay lang, kasi mahal ko ang buong pagkatao mo, kahit ang konting imperfections mo.
Sabay tayong manonood ng sunset, at pag gabi na, magbibilang tayo ng stars. Sabay tayong magdadasal. Sabay nating tutupadin mga pangarap natin. Sabay tayong tatanda.
Hahawakan ko kamay mo upang ipakita sa buong mundo, may paki man sila o wala, kung gaano ako kaswerte sayo. Dahil tinupag ng Diyos ang dasal ko.
Kahit di na sumikat ang araw araw-araw, makita lang kita, liliwanag na ang
buhay ko. Makita ko lang ang ngiti mo, nasa langit na ako.
Maging tayo lang, araw-araw, magiging best date ever. Taga mo pa sa moon.
Sana maging tayo nga.
i search for you in everything i can
i scan the poetry books we both love,
scavenging for a glimpse of your words,
in someone else’s
i listen to the band we talked
about, with passion
and listen to how your heart crumbled
i look for la luna every night
to see your reflection
-sol, it is pains me too much to face you directly
yes i know youre miles away but its incredibly urgent that you come and give me a forehead kiss right now
we make a damn good couple, don’t we?
and during cold nights like these, all i want is to be curled up next to you
and if one day i can hold you every day, then everything will finally be alright
list of some things that make me happy: your voice, your smile, your laugh, your touch, your looks, your passions, you
happy valentine’s day, my love
my hand longs for yours, my love
you are mine, only mine. and i am yours, only yours
i can’t wait to wake up next to you for the very first time
daydreaming of playing with your hair until you fall asleep
i love being in love with you, it makes me feel alive
every song hits different when i’m thinking of you
every morning i awake with hearts in my eyes and stars in my head thinking that, one day, i might possibly be able to wake up with you
one day we will never have to worry about being alone again
i know marriage is just a formality, but i just love the idea of having an official document that says we want to spend our lives together
in another universe, i kiss you goodnight every night. i hold your hand as we fall asleep. we are together and in love and you are not so far away
i want you and only you
and if i could have anything in the world, i would choose you
but i notice everything about you, and i love it all.
all the best pet names start with “my”
