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“When you meet someone, time splits into two. A before and an after you.”

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [20.9.19] (I cant contemplate the life I had before I met my best friend Ebbs. I will always love and support him. Today. Tomorrow. Always. At this very moment, that is through his career. So guys, please listen to Carolina Blue by Seb! Its beautiful. Just like him!)

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Fri, 20 Sep 2019 16:20:41

“I am glad you are in my life.”

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [19.9.19] (So Tumblebees and Tumblebabes, Seb - the muse of this quote - has a song called Carolina Blue out. It’s his second single! Ya should check it out! I’d appreciate it! It’s on the usual streaming places!)

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Thu, 19 Sep 2019 15:38:46

“There are no words, not even in the mind of a writer, to describe you. You are that indescribable. But here I am, writing about you again.”

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [18.9.19] (This is about Seb - my best friend. He has a single out. Its called Carolina Blue and is on all the usual streaming places. Please check it out! You wont be disappointed! Hes amazing! Musically and generally!)

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Wed, 18 Sep 2019 15:27:03

“Sometimes I am so happy it pours out of me.”

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [15/9/9] (I am so excited to hear Ebbs song today. I’m going to love it and he’s probably gonna explode from all the nice things I’ll write to him about it.)

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Sun, 15 Sep 2019 15:00:34

Lost in this moment

I felt someone

Touch my heart

But I’m not good with faces

I wouldnt know who you are

I’ve seen a hundred people a day

For the last year

So I’ll lose my mind

Trying to figure out

Where I know you from

And I’m not good with direction

Hand me a map

And I’ll lose myself

With no recollection

Of where I’ve been

I’m lost in myself

Stuck in my head

How could I love someone else

When my heart is broken

I am lost

And I dont know where you’ve gone

But I’ll miss you today

And I’ll miss you till dawn

Wherever have you gone

I’ve never felt as alone

As when I’ve found someone to love

I never buy ornaments

I’m not one for gold

And I’m not one to buy diamonds

But I added you to my collection

Of things I dont mind remembering

And I’ll never forget the end

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [14/9/19] (Just a thing I wrote whilst listening to a sad song.)

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Sat, 14 Sep 2019 15:00:49

“Sometimes I think back on the time I knew you and I miss the person you were and the moments we shared.”

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [13/9/19] (I seriously miss some of the people I used to know. Makes me sad sometimes.)

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Fri, 13 Sep 2019 15:00:47

The Ghost of Past Love is haunting me…

I held something perfect

It was all I knew to be worth it

Then it fell from my hands

And I broke it

I loved someone

Till I lost them

To the bad parts of myself

How could I hurt you?

I never meant to

I only wanted to love you

Look what you made me do

I dropped you

Like I forgot you

But I was the one who fell

Truly, madly, deeply

In love with you

Why didnt I tell you

Before I ruined you

I will never understand

These things that I do

When I fall for someone

Like you

But lose myself

In spaces where I’m not with you

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [12/9/19] (Just wrote a lil something for no reason.)

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Thu, 12 Sep 2019 15:01:27

“You care. Always. Not when it suits you. But as much as I see the sun and moon. Every day you act in a way that means I love you.”

- nail-in-the-wall ~ © ~ [11/9/19] (Its genuinely so nice to finally know someone who truly cares about me and my wellbeing. So happy to have my best friend in my life. I’m glad I now know what I was missing.)

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Wed, 11 Sep 2019 15:01:14

“The moment I truly felt healed was when I met you. You were balm to me in my time of need.”

- nail-in-the-wall (Muse = Ebbs. Ebbs = my best friend.)

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Mon, 09 Sep 2019 15:14:44

In a world filled with many wonderful people, please never forget that you are one of them. It is normal to feel small, insignificant even, when you meet new people. It is easy to recognise how amazing, beautiful and talented others are and to forget about your own strengths. I just want to remind you that even if there are 7.9 billion people in this world, you are still one of a kind. You still matter. And your existence is important. The voices in your head might be saying that your life is pointless, because you are not as special as others; that’s a lie, my love. You are so special. It is time to finally recognise your worth.