#my quotes
* golden thread *
longing,
a tortuous ache -
penetrating pain which reminds me that you are in my bones.
from the first hello, a golden thread appeared. a fire ignited deeply into my blood stream. electric bites under my skin.
euphoric drums banging in my chest, echoing your pulses
feet leaving surfaced land, as we dive freely into the abyss.
your hand in mine is when I realized,
that my soul knew your soul lifetimes ago.
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* soul - tangled *
the creep of longing felt so deeply in my bones
exhaling
clinging to you
releasing all scars
allowing beauty to swallow pain
right here, you’re so close
breathing in my heartbeat
wrapping your soul around me
going deeper
tangled
whispered touches kiss flesh
calm and fire collide
a balance of desire and serenity
engulfing flames as healing waters crash over again and again
in those secret hours,
between the sun and the moon
refuge is found
because of your existence,
do I know love
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* tattooed ache *
I feel your heart
inside my own
pulsing
consistently breathing me back
to life
peace fills me
as I melt into your calm
bare
naked, exposed
I am before you
my layers and skin unravel
in ribbons at your feet
unknown worlds cradled in hands
your song tattooed upon my soul
tasting tears, swallowing laughter
loving in ache
you,
you, my love
you are everything
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* music box *
notes floating
melodically
from a measureless distance
calling unto me
euphoric vibrations
trembling my core
soft hums echoing so distinctly
into my deepest chambers
somberly carrying a symphonic euphony
captivating the realms of my heart
the truth of my soul
drawn upon these chords
a resonance of angelic whispers
in which only I can hear
in which only I can feel
removing death, beckoning me to life
a luminous reflection
upon the slowly opening lid
beholding flawless beauty as
magnetic strings effortlessly entangle
such a harmonious sound
of ardent lullabies
fully embraced
within the sacred
music box
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* ethereal *
the darkened honeyed sky
brings your scent to me
a collision of hot and cold
trickling down my spine
as the starlit winds cover me in your heightened pulses
deeply felt melodies
coursing through my veins
melting me into you
I cling to the ethereal rivers
a unison surrender
enraptured
betraying all urgency
descending
I taste every secret, as you cradle every dream
caressing unknown layers
engulfed in tender luminous
you own
the deepest portions of me
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* voracious *
my mind is wrapped around your tongue
desiring the taste of you
I’m in so deep
my entire being stays in the space between here and there
eyes closed, head tipped back and my chest full of ache.
the fire of bones
carrying words
crawling across, teasing skin
collapsing walls
creeping into the bloodstream
coursing through veins
charging through fast enough-filling the heart- before it can empty
swelling and bursting
the blood so deafening
I can’t hear a damn thing,
but everything that falls from your lips
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Pic credit - Steve K.
* cover *
in an instant you spread through me like wildfire
as my face lay restless upon your clavicle
a creep of longing tumbles across my neck and back
wrapping limbs
pulling in close
now tighter
heated skin from the pressure building
feral and teeming
a calm hurricane
a whispered voice nuzzling my ear
dancing through me,
spinning waltzes in my veins
breath suddenly feeling far too heavy to catch
you see me on purpose, through my skin
bare bones
you are the kind of love that soaks you
pulling you apart from the inside
crashing and ravaging
yet tender and soothing
fingers wrapped in tendrils of loose hair
I find refuge here, in your embrace
you are the light that breaks through
when you come out of the shadows
please, keep me covered
only with you
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* immerse *
the clouds slowly cover the moon
the faded light seeps through the dark sky
the wind blows, howls, chants
eyes closed - heart racing
I feel you
breathing me in
I taste you like thunder
scorched gums
swallowing lightning
throbbing into my netherworlds
as the plea of you rolls off my tongue
this storm is brewing
debris of turmoil stirring
head- spinning out of control
you reach for me
wrapping me in your blanket of tenderness
covering me in your calm
I feel safe, so safe
please
keep me hidden
right there
in your soaked embrace
© ScriptedSilence. All rights reserved
“Sometimes you don’t realize there is underlying trauma until it surfaces to the top, and you wonder where it’s been all along and why it resurfaced when you were getting better. But that’s when you realize that it’s a test that must be passed, a wave that must be surfed and a scar that must be filled. And once it’s all passed, you can begin to heal again. And you realize the beauty that you can always, always heal again, and again.”
- g.d (limitless)
“Sometimes people forget how hard it is to go about your day. How hard it is to just love someone who loves you. When depression hits you, you forget everything, you forget that you’re loved and you love someone. Because its this piece of shit that reminds you constantly that you are not worthy of the love. That whatever you set out to do won’t be enough because you are not enough. I feel this constantly. Some days I’ll be fine but days like today, breathing even crying feels like the biggest task in life. So, I want everyone to know, that this will pass and one day we will look back and realize that this had to happen, to let us become who we are today.”
- g.d (this will make us weak before it makes us strong)
“And I did not realize how hard it is to forget you. Forget the friendship we had, the memories we shared. The laughter that rang through the dark nights and sunny mornings. The promises we made to stay together forever. But I guess I was justthe sea for you, while you were my anchor.”
- g.d (best friend break ups hurt more than anything)
Gały wielkie jak orbity, ale wiem, że cię to jara
I know everyone find the same in this guy and Sherlock’s eyes, but I disagree. All I see is:
▲The girl: OMG, that’s so wonderful, I can’t take my eyes off of it!
▲The guy: well, she’s pretty and lovely. I think I like her!
▲ John: *not even thinking of anything*
▲ Sherlock: John, look at me! Remember when you asked me if I had a girlfriend or a boyfriend and then I said I was married to my work and you said it was all fine? It’s not fine now. I think I’m in love with you. It hurts when you feel annoyed when people think we’re a couple. But it’s so kind you said I wasn’t a junkie when Greg drug busted me and we just barely knew each other. It hurts when you never stop trying to flirt a new girl. But it means a lot to me when you grabbed Moriaty and accepted to die for me. I’ve been up and down because of you and now I know why. John! Look at me now, John! Do you feel the same about me?
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#those Tokio Hotel things: Judgments
Gay: This is such a common judgment when you see a guy wearing makeup and caring about fashion style. I can understand that if you look at people like that for the very first time and wonder: “Is he gay?” I have same moments sometimes. But I’m not like, “You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys”, making fun of them without caring about if it hurts them.
Emo: It’s a right judgment, the only right one here, people. Tokio Hotel does make emo music. Not all the song. Not in a certain one. But their music has a few emo in some parts, you can easily feel it in Don’t Jump, By Your Side. In Your Shadow, etc.
When I saw someone said they were emo and a fan said they were not, I was a little bit confused. I mean, emo is not so bad. I love emo. I understand it so I love it.
And if you google “Emo bands”, you might see your favourite bands over there. I see My Chemical Romance and Bullet For My Valentine, well, they make emo songs too.
Just a lucky band with good look: I don’t know about other fans but I fell for their music when I heard Monsoon playing and when I checked what song was that, it was a lyrics video. And the way I feel a song isn’t looking at the performer and checking out if their look is worth fangirl-ing about, I care more about how good it sounds.
And Tokio Hotel had the hard times just like the other bands too. They had a huge start with the debut song “Durch den monsun” and when you ask a German about them, they probably can sing the chorus of the song but it’s not the only spark in their career, it’s not one hit wonder. Years to years, they have won a lot of awards, being one of Germany’s icon, being the reason why a lot of people want to go to Germany and live there instead of America or England, though learning German should be listed in the most hardest things to do in the world T___T
Cute drummer cannot kick ass: I kind of want to know what if Gustav worked in a metal band or played a drum solo in a concert to show you he can kick you in the ass. This adorable man started playing drum when he was 4 or 5 years old, you people. But you can’t hear strong drums in Tokio Hotel’s songs because if you could, it would be a drum track with the rest as background music -_-. Well, the fact is Bill Kaulitz can’t do metal music, deal with it.
On the wane: this is funny because one again, they’ve just won the Fan Army Award on OMA 2013 and MTV EMA 2013’s Biggest Fan Award. If there is any fan army race, Alien is always one of the strongest competitors. It’s almost 5 year since the last album “Humanoid” released but the flame is still burning hard and I can’t define this kind of thing. Love? Hope? Loyalism? Come on, in 5 years, the fans must have known a lot of great bands, had someone cooler to fan girl on, even got married and kind of “over”, “move on”, but why are they still here? Why?
The twins are too outstanding so the G will soon leave the band: I’m pretty sure that the G doesn’t have more fan than the Kaulitz twins, they seem not to be the one who always hold the mic and talk. But a band can’t be a band without drummer and bassist, you have to admit that. And if 13 years ago they ignored the twins performing in a small stage as a soulmate call, they couldn’t go this far.
This one is for other people, Aliens definitely know how much fun having the G around.
Still so gay: I used to cry over Bill when I saw his recent photos acting like …gay, wearing this kind of clothes and then I thought, he’s been living like that for his whole life, it’s his style, it’s a part of him, it’s him the whole time. Things change but he found himself in the very first time and he lives it. Now I’m like, okay, whatever, I still love him even if he’s gay, bisexual or… impotent. My love for him is a pure love, come on.
Nothing but the look: don’t you think Georg is no one in the band. I heard this rock fan said “basically bassist is always flat”, and the first time she actually noticed Georg was when she saw him playing… piano in “World behind my wall” music video. I think Georg is the most handsome member, but it doesn’t mean he’s the most boring one. Aliens know how important he is. It’s a proved fact, we don’t have to say more. Keep wasting your time judging him, we will spend our time loving him \m/.
Changed:What changed about Tokio Hotel are, attention everyone, the Kaulitz twins’ hair style, and the way Bill have a lot of fashion styles instead of T-shirt, black jacket and jean like the old days. Otherwise, their music doesn’t change at all. Just a little bit hip hop tune in some new tracks, to make them catchy, that’s normal thing. They still write songs about the old topics with the new sound, that’s called “creative”, not “changed”.
I know some Aliens left the band for other fan girl life, that’s their decision, I can’t change them. But I hope you won’t turn out like, “loving them was a waste”, “now they suck”, “my life was nothing before (the new idols)”. I don’t ask you to be loyal in a fandom, I ask you to respect what you felt and feel.
Well, in the end, the true fans will stay :).
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Just a look, let’s talk about this.
Maybe he was just randomly looking at the photographers and luckily this person catch his eyes. But I feel like I can write a hundred fictions about him and this only happen with someone called “inspiring people”.
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it’s so frustrating knowing how terrible a person actually is,but everyone loves them just because they put on a good show
If a boy gives ya mixed signals skrrrt and get tf off that goddamn road
I think the scariest thing I’ve ever learned in Psychology was about a long study where people who reported low satisfaction in their lives at a young age almost always reported the same outcome toward the end. This was despite having similar lives to the subjects who reported being happy and reported the same happiness at their end of life. Not to say there isnt hope for unhappy people, but the fact that your biology can affect how you perceive the world that much is awful and scary.
Fingers tremble, I pull the plug.
Sinking, sinking,
I think I’m done.
My mind lets up,
doesn’t touch ground.
Sometimes to swim,
you have to drown.
My soul is at a constant tug-of-war between having a happy heart and a melancholy mind. I think that is why I am so positive toward others and sad toward myself.
Sometimes when I’m sad I’ll envision myself 30 or 40 years into the future. I think about her looking into my present life and how hopeless I felt about so many things. And then after, I imagine her laughing at me with tears in her eyes, I picture her saying that it’ll all work out and my life will end up okay. That I found the love and the life my soul had been searching for.
In my darkest hour I was all alone
Left alone to rot
Thrown to the wolfes to feast on what was left of me
But I was reborn
And I hunger for revenge
Leave my acing body behind
Break away from all the pain
The suffering that haunts my human form
I shall be reborn
A Nemesis
A goddess
Invincible and just
A monster if necessary
And my wrath will swallow you whole
Reading BL: “I’m here for the emotional damage”
I promise you that I will shatter and I will rebuild.
Selicia Ramirez
I will breath in your deprecating words and breath out confidence.
Selicia Ramirez
