#wlw thoughts

i know its painful when someone you thought will be your forever just turns out to be another heartbreak. its hard to let go of someone who made you feel safe and needed. maybe you’ll even promise that you will never love another again.

but you will be okay. you will pick yourself up once more, like you always have. you’ll learn to let go and continue your own path.

i hope you’re able to see the love around you again.

you told me how much you like me but i still find it difficult to believe you. im trying not to doubt your intentions but my mind still play tricks on me. you’re so kind to me but sometimes i want to push you away because im afraid. i never had anyone treat me the way you do. i never felt safer with anyone but you. can you please be gentle with me?

i like spending time alone. i dont mind not having anyone to call after a long day. i dont get sad after watching romantic movies and wishing i was the main character. i dont crave for love but for once, i think it’d be nice knowing someone will always be there for me. its a nice feeling to have someone constantly cheering for you. love may not be the most important thing in life but i’d be very lucky to have it.

cant eat, cant sleep, my mind is only filled with the thoughts of you. i like you so much that im forgetting how to take care of myself.

for once i just want to love someone without the fear of being unloved.

you were the main character in my story

i felt like the happiest girl in the world for a month

but turns out our romance ends in chapter nineteen

and soon you disappeared from my life

i didnt fall in love with her because she was pretty, though she was beautiful.

i fell in love with her because of the way she made me feel. it caught me off guard and never have i imagined you’d be the girl i would fall for.

and i never thought you’d fell for me too.

i fell in love with her because she made me fell in love with myself as well.

and i think thats the beauty of love.

you’re constantly on my mind and often i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time.

im curious about what made you you. im curious about your taste in music. im curious about the way your mind thinks. im curious about how your body likes to be touched. im curious about your late night thoughts and how they make you feel. im curious about every single thing about you.

i wonder why i have to look away when you glance at me. i wonder why i have to pretend to be unbothered when we accidentally touch. i wonder why i have to act like i dont care about you even when you’re the only person i want to protect forever.

i thought love doesnt have to be complicated?

thank you for giving me the privilege to love you and i really hope i was worth your time.

i know i should not have fallen in love with you. we will never be together and that your heart belongs to someone else.

but what am i suppose to do when words are stuck in the back of my throat every time you smile at me? what am i suppose to do when my breathing stops whenever you lean in close to me? what am i suppose to do when i feel lightheaded every time you say my name?

and the worst part is that you dont even like girls. you hold so much power over me without even knowing it.

i used to love airplanes. i loved going to the airport and packing my suitcases. i used to crave escaping to a different point of view and meeting strangers from all around the world.

that was before i met you. that was before i had to say goodbye to you while staring hopelessly at your sad smile. i never thought i’d look at you in that state and i never want to experience that heartbreak ever again. that was all before i had to feel what its like to be an ocean away from you.

how i wish im still as naive as before.

you can feel hopeless about anything and everything but never at yourself.

promise me to never discount your ability and worth.

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me and I feel your presence everywhere. I see you in strangers’ faces and I let myself pretend that they’re you, just so I can see you again. You’re the song I’m listening to and I let myself believe that we’re listening to the same radio. You’re in every book I read and every sentence feel like they’re written just for me, like you’re talking directly to me. It’s stupid but I never brush off these tricks because they make me feel closer to you.

I worry about my future a lot. I wonder where I’ll end up and whether I’ll achieve my long-term goals. So many dreams yet so little preparation. I wish time would just slow down so I can have more time to think. I’m indecisive and have a hard time picturing what life will be like in 10 years. There’s only one thing that’s clear to me and that is to have you in my future. I hope my future life includes building a home with you. I hope future me can hold you in my arms every night as we talk about the past. I hope one day I’ll have the privilege to call you my wife and see the world with you.

And suddenly the future doesn’t sound so frightening after all.

Feeling peaceful was something I craved the most yet had trouble achieving. At night, all my heavy thoughts seem to come all at once and I got nowhere to run. I was slowly dying without anyone knowing. Until you came into my life and suddenly my nightmares were replaced with daydreams about us. You weren’t a superhero but you were a comfort I needed. Now feeling well-rested became a feeling I expect to feel every day. Not only did I fall in love with you but I also fell in love with life.

i have never felt interested in other people’s stories or backgrounds until i met you. i swear i can listen to you talk for hours and i’d still ask you to repeat yourself because i just like the way you talk. your voice is like melody to my ears, better than my favourite song.

Cottagecore is just 21st century Romanticism.

Let’s run away in our pillowfort and keep out the sadness my love, we rule this kingdom with our hearts and joy

Please give me every single kiss you have

Y'all really be like “I know a place” and take me to cloud nine with how relaxed i am with you